``countdown 4 days``

i cut my hair alr..

look like a child...haha~

weird ehh....

saturday we go concert~

nice^^

have a look..

pic:-

the stage

me and elaine

ah long and me

maggie and elaine

dickson and me

5 of us....^^

a nice memorable day =)

still gt alot pic....

but so lazy upload...

i'll upload pic at fb after tat..

hmm....

i'm counting down 4 day move to new house..

wad feeling i had? no....

hahaha...every night also at thr..

christmas eve also ....=)

tat day i should be at home...

no place can go...bcoz my house gt open house..

hahaha!

i need to help my mom...so i cant go countdown for christmas..

sad....

aih...its ok....

i waiting new year....hahaha!
31th dec 2010....

today 20/12/2010

should be the last day spm^^

hahaha~! congratez for all form 5 student..

bcoz i finish on 14th dec..

hahaha....

my fren today also go take driving test..

congratez to her also...christy..

u pass alr! =)
and,

today i go kepong TM point with my sis...

for chg the address....

tomolo i should go segambut have my 2nd interview,

office work-clerk rm1000 per month

am i really going to work?

hmm...act i still thinking...

or maybe i can go other ?

so lazy to think...

time is going fast...

i wanna starting do my research

for all hair academy...

but i can succuessfull to a good academy..=)

snip?mezzo?hair indeks?shella?kimmary?

hahahaha....

2010 is going end up....

a form 5 life is end....

start a new life frm now....

everythings is chg and make ppl to be more mature...

xD

...i love study...
more thn work...><"

gossip here....

bored...they keep cleaning room...

suddenly wanna move alr..

felt very 'bu she de'

koperasi gang ....i miss u all..xD

38 ><"

just this....

-to be continue-

♥ 无奈 倒数3天♥

感觉像是假期了一般~
考试离我好远了。。。
可能因为隔太久了吧~所以没什么担心了。。
没有考试的感觉。。。
每天呆在家看戏！什么嘛。。。。
SPM考生是这样的吗？但是，我快被释放了。。

考试的期间一直不停的跟着他们谈恋爱。。
每天每天都一直在倒数着。。
考试的数日。。。只剩下3天而已。。[我指的是考试天]
转眼好快就过去了。。
好开心！因为很快的就此结束了。。
这几个星期考试都一直没什么人找我。。
都因为我很忙考试。。都没被别人打扰。。哈哈！

[韩版花样男子]
好好看哦！金贤重超帅得！好喜欢他~~
莫名之间变成了追星族~~哈哈哈！
他的歌也好好听。。好喜欢。。。

最近在看
[我的女友是九狐尾]
还不错哦~挺好看的呢~~~~
哈哈哈！

一直都在看韩剧的我。。
最近都一直想学咧。。。哈哈哈！
傻了。。。。
难道我变成了宅女？
还不错！我本来就是一位宅女。。


好想换电话啊~~~~
我的电话真的是很糟糕咯！！
可怜啊~~最近看到blackberry很像很好用咧。。
想必一定很贵。。
昨天去了电器店，看到了blackberry,htc的电话。。。
哈哈哈！不知道可不可能买得到。。
因为好贵哦！！！

我一定要努力！
我想要用自己的能力，赚到可以买电话，买电脑，买到一辆车。。
我想要出自己的车。。我一定要努力。。
虽然不知道要多久。。哈哈！
但是我希望是在我20++的时候咯。。。
哈哈哈。。。
是否像太远了呢？

唉~这几天都爱发白日梦。。。
今天中午，朋友找我出去谈天了。。
谈了很多关于感情的事情。。
但是我却没能帮他解决。。
说真的，想要忘记一个人真的很难。。
只有自己可以救自己，没人可以帮忙。。
我感叹。。。
认为为什么要有感情呢？
被伤害，也是自己拿来的吧？
为何不简单的一个人生活？一定要有个伴呢？
为什么不能就此单身不选择爱和被爱？
爱情，为什么就是那么的痛苦？
难道这就是人生？经过很多的波折。。。
每一个情人眼里总是不能清醒着。。。
唉~~~~挺累的呢。。。
幸亏，我有点远离了。。。

看着这样的日子，如果不开朗面对。。
最后受伤的还是自己，对吧？


人，就是要活得快乐才会精彩！

不管怎么等待，

难道我一点值得都没有吗？

你就那么忙碌把我撇下？

就这么舍得？

或许，这就是你。。

我应该去明白。。

♥ 我不爱你！ 倒数6天♥

历史先生，我好开心！
我终于摆脱你了~~我不用再受苦了~~
可是你真的很令我讨厌，更加反感！
因为你一直都在骗我感情！

原本我有好多的话想要对你说~
但是一旦我看到你，我把全部给忘了~~
好伤心哦~~~
不仅仅是这样。。。
还以为我可以胜任你的女朋友~但是我错了~！
原来对你哟没有好感~~
我看透你了~！我不爱你~更不想要努力的再爱你了~~
我也已经不需要你了~~
我们是多么的不适合~~~！
分手吧~我们分手吧~~~我累了。。。
我们都能乐的轻松。。。。
好开心！终于和你分手了~~~不需要对你有所留恋。。
别担心，我会把你的全部丢进回收箱卖个好价钱~~哈哈！
去死吧~历史先生！！我很你~~~


耶~~~这星期的恋爱日期都过咯~~~
接下来的几天也还要努力的寻爱~~~
因为我还有几天的恋爱~~~
我要征服你们~~~~~嘻嘻~~

不过先歇一会儿~~~
在努力过吧~~~~


倒数6天~~~~~~就完成任务了咯~~~~

好累哦~~~~



好消息~~好消息！！！
我的新家装修好咯~~~
明天家私就来咯~~~~哈哈！
我的门也换好了~~厨也做好了~~~
好快乐~~明天开始搬家咯~~~~~嘻嘻！
今天晚上要去整理~~~
搬家~~好兴奋哦~~~！第一次耶~~~
要开始收拾了~~~
不过，是过了我的考试后~~~嘻嘻~~
会很忙哦~~~~~~~啊哈哈哈~~~兴奋~~！！！
今天的贴很短~~那就这样咯~~
累了，是时候休息了~~~
明天更新吧~~~^^v

我想你了~

你，想我了吗？

今天好像又被你训了一顿，

你病了。。还好吗？

有好好照顾自己没？

好担心。。。。

很糟糕，我却不能为你做什么！

我知道你的心情不好，

一直都很努力着斗争的生活~

但是，你一定要努力哦！我会为你加油的~

往后你会觉得是值得的。。

哪怕你都没有时间，

但是我很愿意在这里默默守候。。

加油！

saranghae~

♥ 爱我吧!!亲爱的 倒数7天♥

亲爱的，我知道你是爱我的对吧？
亲爱的，你会让我爱你的对吧？
我因为你总是彻夜不眠的~你是有那么大的魅力~
我为你了努力的奋斗着！
我很努力的爱你~

曾经我跟国语先生在一起~
过了一天里的24小时。。我才发现我不爱它了~
没缘没份的~所以我选择跟它分手~
因为知道我们都不适合~所以趁早离开，
过了跟他在一起的日子我打包着它的所有~
决定全部拿去回收~我没办法残留它一点点的回忆~
因为我很不忍心。。。

后来隔了一天我又遇到了英语先生，
我决定把它留在我身边~因为我很爱它。。
但是我昨夜很努力的想把它成为我的。。
所以也彻夜不眠的努力~夜里梦见它~
直到今天下午，我跟它都谈好了~
以后再相见~它说我们都被逼分开。。
要我跟历史先生好好相处。我泪流满面决定成全它。。
可是我还是很不舍得~
希望它会给我很好的答复~我会把你的爱放在心底的~
你要加油哦！宝贝。。。
所以，我们分手了。。

今天，我要顺着英文宝贝的意识跟历史先生相亲~
而我一向都很欣赏历史先生的历史文化。。
但是我却没办法爱上这样的它，接受也了解它。。
所以，为了不要辜负英文宝贝对我的期望。。
今夜还是要彻夜不眠的爱上历史文化，也要更爱我的历史先生~
今夜要跟它缠绵了。。顿时觉得好悲伤哦~
可是我一定要很努力的得到你~历史爱人~~
你是我的！！！你是我的！！！加油！！




我的爱情节日，就在23号时开始了。。
我告诉自己只能让自己爱它们7天~
这七天里~我一定要满足并且幸福~
我的决定，我的离开我想都了解得。。
我很爱你们，但是我没办法爱你们很久很久~

我，真的好久好久都没那么感动了。。
也好久好久都没有心动了。。
我的心像是麻痹了一样。。
一直为你们而跳动着~会兴奋的睡不着~
看着你们我的心又一股的冲动想要去拥抱~
蹦蹦跳动着的心，因为你总是不安宁。。
你是知道的，那是多么深的感情~
可是我没办法给你一辈子的承诺~
这短短的几天，我一直都很珍惜~
我选择学习爱护你~~疼爱你~~
我不能压抑我自己的心来蒙骗自己是多么的爱你们。。
所以我才决定这样对自己给你们七天~
虽然，都没有结果。。。
但是你们还是爱我的~
我总是为了你们而流泪，兴奋，开心，紧张~
原来我是那么的在乎你。。。
然而，我的努力并没有白费~
所有的亲爱的科目男人。。。我一定要完全掌控你们~
我要把全部的爱牺牲给你们~~
因为我太爱你了~~

可是，时间在旋转。。。我并不能只是停留在一个方向。。
你们是了解我的科目男人。。。
所以，我还在倒数着。。
原本的7天，换成今天的5天。。。。

我一定要加油！fighting!!!

你回来了，

我放心了。

你知道吗？

我真的好想念你，

我知道我不该吵你，

在你忙碌的时间，

我们可以不要再吵架了吗？

pasted few week

my new house...

this few weekends keep busying on clean my new house..

my dad is crazy on tat..

he almost 1 week also go..

night also wanna go too...

clean till so tired....

so lucky this is nt double story...hehehe

if not i will die =="

my dad dun want find a part time mariyah for us..

he said ownself make it clean more good..

phew~~always clean till so tired!

ytd i also done it at night!

always so late oni have our dinner...x.x"

but so fast,

next week the things all come alr..

yooohuu~~

but i no time wanna pick up thgs and go thr put ><"

my spm is in the coner...

still got 9 days...thn death...

ouchh....i really scare ....

i hope i can get it credit!

this few week i'm so busy on study..

we having a study group after sch...

with my classmate^^

i think after this it should bcum so memorable ..

9 days going to spm..

fight fight fight!

but nt much of energy wanna study~`

bcoz i'm sooooo lazy ><"

ohya!

last week friday,

we go to yes academy...

look out all the collage things...

hmm....i'm going to learn fully cours of

professional hairdressing

&

professional make up

the name should be

[totally image consultant]

izzit so pro ???? xD

but so exp ><"

the hairdressing is at ampang thr...

near pandan indah also....

shella salon ><"

dunno good ornt....but so good..

cz gt skm cert....for level 1 and 2

can no nid the result also can lend the money frm gov

aihz....we still thinking ><"

all depends on my parents~~

stop! now is nt i want to think abt it...

everythings will wait after my spm

wow~~

1 month to go exam spm..

but it jz 7 days xD

so long so far.....

gambateh!!!!!!!!

after my spm....

RELAX!!!!!! YOOOHOOO~~~!!

aihz......

felt so bad whn wanna graduate..

and leave thm....

i will miss thm always^^

tats all....

ciaoz~

waiting for

formal in me...xD

ah tuck say....i'm selling insurance =="

xD

wad comment is tat??

it's cause really look alike OL [office lady]

look how much of mature...

old??? thn i should said..omg><"

yays~~~

tomolo holidays~~

deepavali is coming soon ler.....

so fast =="

since is holiday,but we cant gv up and rest in a time

bcoz our spm jz left 22 days...

how sad i am....

then we still wanted do revision as well...

so, today i be the organizer...

to plan for the study group for the 1st holiday on november xD

the very 1st time i be the organizer with thm...

for a group study~

we'll nvr try b4...

a nice experience~

muhahahaa!

i'm successfull to date u all...^^

tomolo should me a nice IM group in pink xD

IMchristy woon,IMmindy wong,IMyenny lim,

IMbobo ng,IMchole chow,IMberry sing @ me IMmaylyn khoo

7 of us....

the 1st time alot ppl for the study group..

we'll wear out class shirt...

surely i'll take photo thn post it here^^

so happy.....

and hopefully we can success in our study

2 sub -math and science~~~

^^

aiks.....

so tired act.....i also dunno why...

this few days alot ppl is getting sick...

so badly...luckly i'm nt getting sick as well ><"

omg omg!

a things tats really 1st time...

today teacher sent the surat amaran for ponteng 1 come to my house..

omg! i dunno leh~~~

so i gv my mom....

thn kena shut!!! damn!!

10 days i nvr attends to sch oni ==

so sweat~~hahaha!

aiks...

really so memorable for my form 5 life.....

hahahaha...

every 1st xD......

aihz.....so late...

time is going to 1am...

it's time to go to bed....

i'm missing someone who so busy until now...

aihz....

miss all the ppl in my mind...

hopefully i can meet thm again....

wish me happy in everyday~

wish me luck and support me for today....

love is always truth~

no matter how,

i'll try my best to get a things as perfect~

i noe our story is nvr end....

good night~

``memorable graduation``

sijil~~

i love the day whn we gather..

do you?? =]

this is my classmate....haha...

take by 30 act 2010

our form5 graduation days....^^

this is the first me wear so formal...

thn attend our graduation in dynesti hotel...

tat's nt so high class ...but...

it's alr diffrences~

hahahaha~~

a memorable say with u all...

i really happy whn we all can together^^

including nikey and ah tuck...

haha~~

graduation let all of us felt nt willing to...

but,we jz can keep all the memory...

let's talk abt our graduation..

we took alot of pic...=]

but i lazy to post up here...

if wanted..jz view my facebook =]

the album for fren and graduation xD

after we end up the graduation...

we are having next round...

for celebrate min yi bday~=]

we gt meet up with ah tuck [kua xiao dik]

hahaha~~xD so long time no saw her alr..

miss her much oo...

bcum so leng zai jor..xD

a funny day with thm..

keep talking abt ah kei driving lesson..

i'm wondering how she can get her licence ..muhaha~

bcoz she drive is really unstable...xD

we have 3 car...ah kei,nikey,ah tuck drive..

they fetch us go...

and add 1 more leng lui ^^

stephanie ....nikey chong hwa frenz...

1st of all,

act we planed jz go Mc'd for lunch...

but kua xiao dik...so ma fan...

say wanted chgs place...

hahaha~~thn chgs it to pavillion...

omg! i wear 2 inches heels to walk pavillion~~

how best they treat me...omg~my leg damn pain ><"

but nvm....

me,nikey and stephanie wait thm half an hours

wait thm meet up with us we oni go for lunch at wong kok

wad a nice lunch at thr...

jz go pavillion and thn take lunch at wont kok

so sweat ><"

thn bck home....

hahaha~~

but keep laughing thr...

playing thr....

joking thr....

so fun!!!!!

i really love the day whn all together x)

SO HAPPY i can join u all again~~~

i'm bad for b4 i noe....

but i was apologize to u all....tat's get forgv...

love u all...my friends~

hope still gt next time we can gather again...

and we are planing for christy bday...

after we SPM ...sunway lagoon x)

tat should be a super duper nice day ...xixixi...

i'm waiting for~~

skip for this*

i tape for so long on this post..

i will write the next for the day~

this is all abt wad happend whn 30 oct 2010...

to be continue.......

♥ curl in me ♥

1st of all...

i have to said...``good morning``

to who? to everyone who morning viewing my blog..

hahaha~

izzit everyone felt weird why this morning i will update?

hahaha~now i should be at sch...

but,hahaha~~i'm too lazy..

and tired...so i stay at home take a rest..

summore,teacher also less teach alr..

duno go sch for wad err....

this few days i keep slp...

just dunno why i keep felt tat i'm tired~

badly~~

hmm....

this morning,rain again~

wad a nice weather~~i really hope can keep it..

muhahaha! u love raninnie day?

i slpt still 9am thn awake!

i duno why i wanted so early thn wake..

phew~~don't like actually...

thn,i'm thinking tat abt my graduation in my bed...

my mom borrow some formal shirt frm her frenz..

hahaha~~but the size~~~xD

i think the girl is tall and thin la..=]

but nt bad...

should i go buy???

hmm..i think so.....^^''

yay! this afternoon,

i will go time square,sg.wang with my classmate..

christy,mindy,yenny..maybe gt chloe...~^^

i think this should be the 1st time i going shopping with thm..

wish my luck today ya~hopefully can found it as well..

left 2 days~omg!

hahahaha!

my graduation really weird la..

i also dunno why nid to wear so formal..

teacher so annoying ~.~"

nvm....jz oni once a time graduation in secondary sch~

act,i also counting my SPM date!

wad the ><" so short oni..

cut off my holidays~~

omg omg omg~!

no eye can see alr!!!!!!!!!

frm now on~~i should hardworking more!!

hmm....

2ndly...have a look at the pic...

hehe...wad a mature look frm me?

curly hair...izzit suitable for me?xD

:-

this pic i love the most..hehehe~wad do u think?

yesterday i borrow the 'dian juan bang' with my jiejie...

hahaha...thn i take it and ply...

it was so funny.and quite weird whn i make my hair bcum curly..

and i also ply my sis hair...xD

quite fun~~~

but look not bad la...=] just.....i nt so pro can make it so nice~

hahahahaha!

am i going to learn hairstylist?

i'm thinking tat way~~~

anyway,this morning....

i'm bored....i'm waiting for the noon also...

i open my cupboard..thn finding some formal shirt..

but i nvr found...sob sob~~

ish~~~annoying la!!!

this saturday is coming soon..:)

i'm nth to taip again...

tat's all...

i jz wondering why i gossip alone here

to talk my rubbish life...xD

well, bcoz i'm too bored ..blek~~

xoxo,gossip girl....

hahaha~^^*

ciaoz~

* yiiiyerrr *

it's on sunday....

haha...i have my chinese seminar with shu wan...

a sunny sunday morning with a bored seminar..

but i quite happy..why?

bcoz thr was so many leng zai..

muhahahaha..38 ><"

me and shu wan sit a behind...

alomost duno wad teacher are teaching thr...

listen half slping half...

izzit chinese lesson is bored de leh??

hahaha...i duno how to answer myself also..

but i so happy bcoz i nvr fail b4 xD

hmm...

after we attend the seminar..

we plan to go pavillion,time square,sg.wang...

hahaha...

wad a day was nice?

act i jz accompany shuwan go looking somethings...

we take teksi to time square to meet up gillian..

woowts~

so cheap..just oni RM6.80

..quite near xD

while we waiting gillian,

we shopping around thr..help shuwan looking for a dinner dress..

at last,she bought a dress...^^

nt bad~~

hahaha.....

thn after she bought...thn meet yo with gillian...

we walk to pavillion...

woow~~tats i noe..sunday shopping centre alot ppl...

quit 'bek'

keep sweating down the sun..

finally we reached thr...

hehehe...PAVILLION..

wad a high class shopping centre...

all also brended...

aihz.....i look like not so close with the brend...haha!

nvm.....

thn we keep walk....

but too bad~i have a stupid noob shoes...

so regret to wear it..

walk till my leg gonna break..

ouchh~~pain like hell...

thr was nth cheaper shoes for me to buy and chg

so i jz keep walking...

ren~~~

aha...

i looking for a formal shirt or dress....

but at last, i din buy..

bcoz the price too nice liao..

hahaha!

have a look here...

a dress frm 'FOREVER21'

so nice!

maybe i dun have a perfect body can dress up and show...

but duno why..this dress make me felt so nice..

wear it make me look so high class..

and look so smart~

sexy...xD

any comment?

this is the 1st time i wear it...

it was really expensive la!

no money to buy...

RM89 fuiyo!

i reli hope i have,but..........

hahahaha!anyone wanted sponser for me?

hahahaha!

skip*

shuwan buy alot thgs also..

buy a bag frm nose....

=]

yerrr! i saw alot heels at thr...

so high~~so nice! look great~

but its nt mine...wahaha!

after we finish shop at pavillion
den go to sg.wang again....

she keep finding some shirt until she finish use her money..

so sucessful for her...

ish! so good.....

i also want leh..xD

this wednesday i think we will go again..

bcoz i still nt yt find my formal shirt..

am i buy a formal look like OL?

or borrow frm ppl?

hahaha...bcoz i jz wanna wear oni once a time..

on this saturday graduation

hahaha!

aihz...nt so much of money..

wad also no use....

yerr! wanna earn money...t.t

hope this wed i can found it as well =]

dress also can~~~

skip*

monday again...

i countdown frm spm alr.....

right now~~~~i'm lazy,tired....

how to continue my work?!

wad la!!!! t.t

mayling!!! you really so cham de lo!!!

apa pun no heart to put effect~~

how?

i really wanna fight for credit!!!!!!!!!!

i look for my fren....

she's very hardworking....

me???????

noob!!!

aihz.......

cheering up alr~

tomolo seminar again...

bored lagi...

tired lagi...KL~~~aihz~~~

but so happy i can enjoy the time with thm=="

hohoho....

jz like this...

tats all...=]

ciaoz~~

i'm waitng sumone bck..

hehe...yay~tomolo bck liao lu...

miss miss euu =]

hehehe

``life``

好久都没上来罗嗦了~

今天忽然特别有心情上来写些东西。。

可是却不知道该说什么。。

星期六，会是一个很好的一天吗？

不会吧~快下雨了呢。。。

原本今天有人约我的`，

但是我拒绝了他们~

lolx...lazy type in chinese alr...wahaha

wad a lazy and tired day....

bored in my house....

no money ..so whr also cant go la..zzz

summore,tomolo i have seminar again..

sien la....

chinese seminar...thn go pavillion with shu wan...

hahaha~

use money liao lo.....

aihz..duno enough ornt also....

and duno how to go frm KL to pavillion la..zzz

i annoying now...

maybe my "aunty" come find me ..

tat's why i felt tat tired gua...

i jz pass 1 week seminar alr...

how successfull i am.....hahaha

but,so cham...my trial exam result is getting down...

aihz....stupid me..

duno why la...my result so bad jor...

but i really so hardwork....><"

suan liao!

i hope SPM can get good result la...

i want credit*

i'm planing going collage ...

i hope i can......

aihz....SPM is coming soon in this 30days...

how syok we have?!

i no eye can see.....

woots....next week 30th oct is our graduation

so fast......i'm form 5...

growing up tat fast...

now i'm 18...

thn past a few month i'm 19...omg~

mature?

i really hope dun past tat fast loh!

but we cant control the time keep 'tik tok tik tok'

start scare abt my studies....

i'm planing next year is going collage to study..

graphic degic...am i?

i hope i can......

hahaha!

and planing earn money go for a trip...

who wanna going with me?

i wanted to go PULAU REDANG!

muhahahaha!

and i wanna keep fit form now...

wad the hell...i'm fat in 1 kg liao!

omg omg!!! fei po ><"

my dear also can i fat jor...sob sob...

but my dear so happy bcoz she keep 1 kg liao..

fuiyo~LC dou....muhahaha...

now,i really cant relax all the time~

i must cheering up....

after my SPM oni can rest....

SPM! fighting!!!!!!

wad a sucks hair now i got...

so stupid~

duno why the line look alike middile line liao..

look like 'pet pet' hair...

yerrr! act i really dun like....

maybe too thin ad so make me hard to make it better...

i even cant blowing my hair in nice...

aihz....hate!i wanna cut again la....

infornt the hair so long also .....

and i plan for after my SPM i go rebonding my hair again...

yay! nice......

and make it gt colour????gratez???

wahahahaha!

aihz...i wanna protect my hair badly..

it's getting spoil...T.T

nvm....study time no ppl look at me also...

i wanted use alot money in after my spm..

so i think i'll go working after tat..

summore,so happy...i can move house to sri sinar...

pangsa puri...yay!

my mom said after 2 week we go have a look too...

thn alr have furniture jor....hahaha!

i remember tat last week we go have a look...

it was bcum nice alr...hehehe~!

the whole apartment jz gt 8 floor...

thn we go up...

i noe tat....really hard to take bus...

gt transport problem...

hopefully gt extra car..muhahaha!

phew~~~

all ppl is alr plan after spm wad they should do...

study~work~play~

my fren-christy- is going bck to sabah again...

she said tat will go thr for study...

b4 my mom is help me plan for..

sent me to singapore...

how nice it is......

here, is nth special for me alr..

nth can let me stop it at here..

i wondering tat.....am i less fren?

but i need a new life....

in all the happy.....

omg!

really gonna rain...

for few days no rain alr..

the weather really can kill ppl....

all ppl are sweat in all the time...the shine upon...

make ur skin is painfully...

let alot ppl is getting sick....

wad a badly weather?

but is gonna rain ....

happy or sad?

hahahaha!

but i hope tomolo dun rain la...

bcoz i was going out ler...=[

kasturi seminar.....

alot leng zai....muhahahaha!

same teacher as kepong 1...

but i go for KL1 ><" adui~~~~~

far lahhh...sien jor......

hope can help us alot la.....

graduation....

i still so annoying to planing my shirt...

teacher said cant wear jeans...

wad!!!!!!! hate deep!

how come cant wear jeans....

and skin must wear after knee...><"

very sien...aihz...next week should go and buy...

sad la!

no money liao....

i wanted open a account in maybank

i think i should delay alr....=[

nvm ba......aihz.....

felt tired suddenly....

i'm missing sumone who nt here....

who nt care me...

miss......

gossip girl...

wahahahaa~

ciaoz~

the mood

woots!! finally....i finish all my trial exam alr..

syok douuu...~~~

aihz..but i still cANT relax....

bcoz after 1 month, my SPM is waiting for me..

wad the.....nvm....

after spm is really freedom and relax....wahaha!

i'm waiting tat day...

jz few month..thn i can FLY~~~

but...

this time..i reli hardworking...felt so stress..!

nvm nvm....

phew~~

so tired....i really felt so tired...

today,after sch i meet up with chirstine..

so happy to see her..so long nvr meet up liao..

i gt alot stuff told her...xD

we go eat lunch and she accompany me cut my stupid hair..

hohoho...finally...

i go cut my hair liao...RM10

nth diffrent..bcoz i jz cut off my rosak hair nia..

jz abit short and bao jor...

the pic at upthere..nth diffrent..xD

den,after tat we go watson buy my pimple gel...

this is new product...

[nuteen] acne away gel..

i hope can recover immediatly..

haha...thomas and jack 'dai yan'1..

haha....RM10.35

izzit exp? jz a small gel..

but i noe can use for longer...hehe

have a look :-

[neuteen acne away gel]

[mentos] my lovely sweet

thx ah hang buy this for me...=)

this is the new 1....haha

he said always saw mentos thn will buy for me..

act,i felt so touch and very thxfull...

bcoz we has been few month nvr meet up alr..=)

very thx u...^^

yay! so long time no eat mentos alr...

weee~~~*

[ubat sapu]

this is my medicine for my leg 1...

a accident frm my nice leg..aih..

sad...bcoz so many years also not yt recover~

hopefully this can help me...

this is my uncle for me 1...=]

``````````````

i very moody now!

why?! bcoz of my MOTHER!!

wad the XXXX

i jz finish my trial nt so long...

i jz wanted to relax few days oni..

watch some movie,ply some games...

but how come say i always do tat! izzit u'r blind?

u din't saw wad i hardworking for?

MOTHER! few month alr~ i keep fighting with my study!

do you saw it?!

heart is brokening...

u noe wad is my feel whn i listen you say tat!

can u understand me?!

i duno why i do all study!

u all nvr care! nvr see!!!

ya! my result is bad! nt better thn you 2 sister!

so how? am i stupid?!

can you listen to me wads i do?!

i'm nt a child~! i'm 18 years old alr!

izzit i duno wad i wanted to do now?!

i watch movie bcoz i want release my stress!

i ply games is bcoz i want release some stress!

how sad i am??!!!

so,i cry?????!!!

i keep fighting all study!!!

all subject is killing me! bcoz i'm understanding!

so i nid put more effect!

but u! nvr saw....

izzit wad i do and wad i done also nt worth?!

no use?! u all jz say i no try my best~

izzit u all saw ??!!!

ya! i cant score A's...but i hope i can pass all examination!

even i'm noob~but i still gt try my best!

eveythings i do fault i jz scold me!

jz gv me a badly face!wad i felt?

i so close with my sis!how abt me?

housework!

homework!

izzit all my fault?!

izzit i dun want to done it as well?!

dun even i listen frm u wad i done in good!

i'm really felt so dissapointed!

deeper dissapointed frm you!

i cried....so wad?! no use!

i'm ur daughter......

can u understand me?!how stress i am....

parents always is devil!

study study study!

non-stop!

housework!!!homework!!!

non-stop!!

i reli sad!!and angry!!!

damn la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if i can i really hope i can run out...

u want me how to treat u nicely?

go seminar also no use for me?! izzit thinking like this!

MOM, i'm nt tat stupid!

i noe i need study alot...i noe spm is coming...

but can u gv me some time to take a rest??

i really felt so harmful....

can i?

please....

i'm nt a robot....

i'm a human......

i really hope i'm getting sick deeper....

thn i can rest in good!

sadnesss

dissapointed~~

-end up here=

fighting!!!

my shoes by bum equipment

this is my today seni drawing paper..

izzit alike?? haha

this is my pratice drawing....

haha...i se 2 hours to draw it..muhaha...

today,i take this and do the exam..

but, colour nt so nice...ish ish~~

nvm ler.....hope i can get high mark ba^^

yay! tomolo is last 2nd paper liao...

SEJARAH!

huiyo! hancur 1.....duno can pass ornt...

this trial exam....

make me so dizzy ....

but so lucky,i alomost all paper also gt tips =D
good for form 5 student....hehe...

so hardworking on this time...

all hopefully i can pass all ya...

i get my MATH mark alr...

aih.....i remember tat day i whole night no slp...

i fight with mathematic...

but,finally....i get the mark let me felt so SAD

jz ngam ngam pass oni...35%

ish!!! so noob the mark....T.T

act,i reli going cry whn i get this mark...aih...

i wanted get credit* leh~~~

tomolo SEJARAH...

aih...also duno how...=(

teacher want me pass it...am i?

aihz......

i get tips,but hard to memorize la...

now alr 10pm sumthgs
...i need use how many time memorize ler???

so pity.....

so long nvr update this blog alr..hehehe...

study till dizzy, bored...ouchh!!!

tired also...my eye like get burn...

pain,hot,tired...

wad la~!

mayling!! cheer up!!

still gt 2 paper oni mar....

next monday i'll end up my trial exam liao!

den can syok liao!!go ply~~~xD

den again fight with SPM!!!hohoho...

this month want go seminar at kasturi..

i hope tat can help me prove my study la...

aihz......

suddenly,thinking want go shopping err....

this few week..i'm saving my money..

but the number nvr chgs...

keep on RM50 =="

sien dou.......

aihz.....gambateh saving ba....

bla bla bla

keep gossip...

is time go bck to my SEJARAH~

tat's history is killing me....

i HATE it deeper~~~

><"

no choice lerr...........

-ka yao -

-ciaoz~

♥好想再对你说♥

作词：陈奕
作曲：蔡政勋

salahey 从没说出口 没太多把握
没发现你满满的 寂寞
salahey 你给我理由 是否已走到尽头
眼前的快乐跟你 远走

好想再对你说 简单的温柔
好想再对你说 今年灿烂的烟火 不放手
人群中我会紧握 你的双手
好想再对你说 我会好好过
好想再对你说 别怕分开了以后 多难过
给还不成熟的我 全部承受

salahey 孤单太多余 你让我学会珍惜
却也学会失去我 自己

好想再对你说 简单的温柔
好想再对你说 今年灿烂的烟火 不放手
人群中我会紧握 你的双手
好想再对你说 我会好好过
好想再对你说 别怕分开了以后 多难过
给还不成熟的我 全部承受

好想再对你说 简单的温柔
好想再对你说 今年灿烂的烟火 不放手
人群中我会紧握 你的双手
好想再对你说 我会好好过
好想再对你说 别怕分开了以后 多难过
给还不成熟的我 全部承受

TIRED! x.x

this picture is whn monday...

reopen sch...

i took 1...izzit look so cham?

my panda eye so dark la.. ><"

aih.....

bengkak eye~

today is thursday~

is the 1st day start my trial exam...

the 1st paper for me is chinese...

it is really omg~

bcoz it was damn HARD!

suddenly got a bit felt so regret i take chinese xD

hmm...

ytd night,i close my eye~

but i cant slp tighly..

wad happen?! bcoz i'm scaring my examination...

my teacher told us...

this time result wanted call parents to take..

omg! so.......suddenly......bing bang~!

faint~~~

just now afternoon,

whn i get my 1st paper i felt so scare,so stress to do so..

so nervous ....

how come will like this....

i write the essay till my hand seizure disorder

the 1st time,i felt stress in the exam...

and 1st time i got this felt whn i doing my exam...

i write till the word lose shap...

walao! i cant believe.....

the 2nd paper [chinese] the same happen...

omg omg!!

the classical understanding of chinese [文言文理解]

HARD till i keep headache,

so much of stress...

so much of energy i nid to concentrate...

it's really BANG! my head badly...

i saw all the question ....is killing me...

how the felt so bad in my mind...

shit!

i really misunderstanding on it...

everyone is said tat "CHINESE PAPER IS HARD!''

it is really dunno wad i wrote all bull shit answer!

let me worry abt my SPM...

i really hope this time my trial wont fail...

i put so much of hope..

i hope i can get *credit*

pray for me..guys...

phew!~relax...

i felt so tired after i finish today's paper..

i'm so tired! gonna faint....

den,i goes to my chinese class...

teacher no dicuss the exam paper also..

too tired,

i seat at behind with shu wan

i fall asleep...

i really use alot of energy and put alot effort on it!

this week paper i done!

but i still cant relax so long...

bcoz i'm going exam on next week...

monday,tuesday,wednesday...bla bla bla...

until finish this 3 weeks trial exam...

i noe, i will break...after my 3 weeks trial exam...

i will so busy to hardworking doing all revision..

i really no time~!

even i rest , also thinking all the paper...

all the word, all the number on my head!

i noe i'll cry once a day..

truth, today i saw all the

chinese paper question...

i really gonna cry, and wanted to give up!

but i'm not! i keep trying to answer all the question...

aww...so hard! so hard!

who can help??

no one! alr...left it...i alr pass up xD

now i can take a little rest on my brain...

i trying to sleep enough...

and have a good energy...

next! is time to gambateh to every subject!

aih....i really felt so tired...

i also dunno why,

maybe this few days i keep cant slp as well ba~

somemore,alot thgs i need to care....

aihz....

noe i plan! whn i finish all this 3 week

hardly trial exam...

i must go PLAY!!! hahaha!

i wishing tat day is coming...

haha! see~still gt time things alot such thgs...

rubbish la!

hahahaha!

is time to take a rest,

and make a break!

later continue study again!

mayling!

trust urself u can do it! ushh!!

gambateh!

hey~guys,pray for me and wish my luck^^

support me....

mwaks~!

xoxo

-ciaoz-

i'm waiting you...

i miss you...

♥ 早晨 ♥

早晨的天空，

又是新的的一天。。。

希望拥有最美好的一天。。

早晨，阳光的气息打在屋檐下。。

虽然，我的房间没有窗户。。

但是，我却能隐隐约约的感受那样热烈的早晨。。

说实话，

我不知道那一整夜我是否有入眠。。

难道我失眠了吗？

一大早苏醒的我，不知道要干嘛。。

看着房间还是暗暗的。。家人还在睡眠中。。

我躺在床上翻来覆去。。

想尽办法让自己再次入眠。。

但是，不听话的脑袋始终不作用。。

我到底怎么了吗？

难道，我认味道了？因为我刚换了床单。。

终于，我翻来覆去挨到了天亮。。

我的眼睛就是那么的沉重。。

沉重的没办法形容。。

我合着眼睛，但却没办法再次入眠。。

感觉很累。。好像睡觉。。

为什么我就是没办法入眠呢？

我开始躺在床上发呆。。

我开始展现无聊的乱想东西。。

我的脑袋瓜真的很没用。。

就算是想太多事情也无法让我因此而入眠。。

一般上，当我在睡不着的情况下。。

想下想下就入眠了。。然而，很傻的 没办法~

说真的，还蛮糟糕的。。。

慢慢的，脑袋出现了一大堆数学的符号。。

脑袋上却种满了问号“？？？？？？”

我在干嘛？

乱七八糟。。。真的很讨厌失眠！

等等一定会一直打哈欠呗。。。

好不希望这样哩。。。。

起床到现在，我都还没梳洗呢~

好懒惰。。。我一心只想把头塞进枕头里能安然入眠。。

是否我可以呢？

我打开了电脑，打开了面子书，也打开了部落格。。

放了几首新歌下去。。。

我边听着那温柔伤感的音乐旋律，

一边写下此时此刻的心情。。。

眼看，时光飞逝。。时间流失。。

我正在荒废我自己宝贵的时间。。

我拿起书想要温习，但是。。。很不中用的我。。

很没心情的在床上和书本“打架”了咧。。

我开始拿起电话看看时间。。

[嘀嗒嘀嗒] 安静的看着电话的时间。。。

我在想，在那么会有人那么早吵我呢？

所以，开始找了个电话号码打扰别人了。。

哈哈！可是，不被理会。。。闷呐~~

[咕噜咕噜] 什么是发生了呢？

对，我这小妹妹饿了啦~~但是没东西让我填饱，

那么早，难道要我吃饭吗？

所以，我只好忍耐。。。。不吃了！

我看着自己的肚子。。想着 [肥了]

很无聊的我坐在电脑前很努力的和旋律搏斗着。。

因为 我很努力的敲打着键盘。。。

今天是什么节日呢？

1 malaysia day~~ 说真的，我没听说过。。

是否觉得有些怪？哈哈！

公共假期。。。。

等下就决定要出门。。。

好快乐！感觉被释放了 [只是今天]。。。啊哈！

沉重！沉重！

我没办法解释那样的沉重~

我的脑袋瓜实在是没办法思考了。。

好像睡觉！可是为什么这么讨厌，都睡不着。。。

好羡慕能睡觉的人。。。

唉~~我想还是继续和书本搏斗吧~~

快没办法了。。。。

或许，等下就能小睡下下~~

读书去噜~~

带着眼镜，像个笨蛋的书生。。

视力越来越模糊了吖~

还是这样呗~

大家早安噜！

希望今天能拥有最美好，幸福的一天。。

大家，加油咯！^^v

♥ FREE ♥

tik tok tik tok,

time is going 12 o'clock

hmm....wad can i do now?

i posting some bored blog here...

gossip only la...

time past by....

so fast reach 2nd week holiday thursday...

ish!

how come so fast!

started to scare my study..

i waste a lot time...

too bad!

this few days,

the weather is damn HOT*

make my mouth to alot aulser...

ouchh ouchh!! pain like hell...

holiday,phew~~

whn i opened my facebook..

i saw a lot of people go for a trip..

how good for thm..

badly...i'm not...

but,i'm going shopping...hahaha!

but whn i see the weather...better dun out la...

hahahaha!

yay!

public holiday tomolo!!!

woohoo!

so wish to reach tomolo..

but hope dun so fast doi doi den finish jor...

hahaha!

going out shopping on tomolo~

yay!

but still dunno going whr la..

nerh~~the stupid person also dunno too..zzz =="

bored bored~
see book till so crazy!

><"

i going throw my books away..

but is after my spm..

aiks!

tired,den sleep

hungry,den eat

walao!

this holiday make me bcum fatter and fatter jor..

hard to keep la wei!! wuwu T.T

nvrmind,i try my best......

my hp very silent today..

someone want to find me?

hahahahaa...!

is late...

swt =="

good night everyone

-ciaoz-

♥ past a week ♥

hoikin,happy birthday...
yesterday..
we went to kin's birthday party...

leanard,maggie,jun yang,ai cheng and me...
haha....
we took alot pic thr...
but i very lazy slowly upload here..
if wanna to have a look...
go to my facebook ba =)

so long time we nvr meet up..
since last time we meet up..
is bcoz sumthgs happen and....quarrel with him..
aih...but,i think it's alr past...
whn i meet up with him...
let me think abt wad last time he told me...
everythings...aih..
i also duno nid gv wad feeling to him...
nvm...
i'll take it easy~

aiks.....
bored day....
yesterday noon, me and wai keng go find zi hweh alr..
so happy we can date out again...
but,i cant go chooses present for him...
i jz can hope he will like it..

today,bored....
i heard a news ..make me so worry abt the ppl..
aihz....but he's coming bck...
i duno he arrive alr ornt...
i waiting msg...
i waiting a call...
hope everythings is fine....

my phone is silence...
aiks....

past a week again...
holiday is finish 1 week..
oh god! i gonna die soon...
aihz....2nd holiday week is coming..
tomolo monday again..
ish!
study lar wei!!!!!!
trial is coming!!!!

aihz....

lazy write alr...
jz like this..
a simply post...
-end up-

♥ my HOLIDAY♥

about yesterday,
afternoon...me and xiao ma thm go 1U watch movie..
but...
the step up 3D alr finish ticket..
aih..sad nia...
so,we change to watch [RESIDENT EVIL3D]
this is the 1st time i watch 3D xDD
nt bad....but...
tat movie felt like gt abit sucks..
aiks!
wad la!!! we are late..
so,we jz watch tat half an hours..
keep gt slow movtion...
ala...i nt so like it...ish!
nvm nvm..
after we watch den bck home..
haha...my dear is sms me...
haha...so worry...i noe..bcoz i go out with boy..xDD
hahaha!

night,
fong wei long be the stupid organizer
date out...primary friend...
go having dinner at kepong...
we ate steamboat...
this also is our bash~
so good! =)
this time like last time oni..nt so much ppl are going
all nt free..
well, the dai ka jie xue ying..still busy..
till today also din attend out gathering..
zzz =="
so miss her~
too bad...this time also 3 of us...i means girl...
haha..
zi hweh, wai keng and me... [girl]
kim kiat,kai bin,wei long,kok leong,zi hau [boy]
aiks...boy always more thn girl 1...zzz
nvm nvm...
i hope tat...next time we all are attend...
more and more ppl....
i always so miss thm...
aha! funny moment.....=)
after we finish our steamboat with thm...
wai keng, zi hweh and me are going
next round yam cha..
well,wai keng bcoz 'ge shuang yan pi'
so cant eat steamboat with us...
we accompany her to ate her dinner..
hmmm...this time no more boy..
we talk a lot things..all abt zi hweh 1..
but the story make me felt so excited!
dear hweh,i'm worry u...

so,today...
me and wai keng plan to go find zi hweh at noon...
2pm she is coming fetch me and we go find zi hweh~
i hope i still can help....
aihz...feel bad for me..act...
i cant believe..
i really cant believe!
aihz......
so happy today can meet up again la...
hahaha!
nice moment for us also...
i love you all ♥

yay!tomolo is sunday...
u'r coming bck i noe...
aww....felt so happy..
bcoz i very miss u ♥
xixixi...
i waiting you go watch movie with me...
step up 3D and prihana...
hahaha!
i'm waiting you...
miss you ♥
miss you ♥


-ciaoz-

felt so happy i got you..
miss you always...
u'r coming bck..♥
hehe...

♥ yay~!^^"♥

i quite love this picture...
but dunno the reason..hehe..

yay! friday...
tomolo....nope! is today...
now alr 1.04am....
i go watch movie lu.....
watch wad movie??
hehe...yay!~~step up 3D 1...woohoo!!
so happy....bcoz i very wish to watch it...hehe..

step up 3D
who i going with???
hmm...sure is nt my dear..xD
i go with him....
this stupid person..wakaka!

little horse...
this notty look ><"
alah~~beh tahan he hair colour like this..
gold horse...xDDD

i think this should be 1st time we meet lu...
hmm....
go 1U watch.....
hahaha!
den,night i go find my all primary friend..
syok o!! gathering eat dinner...=)
steamboat...
act,so scare suddenly i cant attend...
aihz.....

hope my mum will let me go....
hahaha!
so long time i no meet up with thm alr..
miss thm alot =)

haha..i jz too free to post it up here..
bcoz i jz come bck frm my supper nt so long...
so full now yerh~~~
ish! fat fat liao loo....
my dad catch me go ate supper...
so full how can oioi leh???
hmmm....if now i go slp sure will more fat...
den tomolo sure feeling nt well der lur...
beh xiao hua...wakaka!

who can accompany me now?
plz call me...haha
so bored.....
someone is oioi...
someone is busy working...
someone..no call me de ler....
lolx......
sien dou sei....

-ciaoz-

♥miss you deep♥
♥ good night ♥
♥ mwak ♥

♥ 38 po~hiak hiak♥

this is ytd night picture..hehe
so bored...so free..haha
look b4 i slp...haha..this dress is nt for outing 1..
is sleeping dress..xixi..
while i online den too bored den take some picture ...
all 38 38 1....

have a look:-

look like teacher hor..xD
OLD....

this ear ring is monday i bought it at time square..
a rose...nice? xixi..
quite like it...=)

den,i found out a topi..haha
i bought it last time...but ..i nvr wear it...hehehe...
how the look? rock? wakaka!

today,so bored la...
whole noon dunno do wad also..
comp and handphone oni..
bored till going to be crazy..

haha..look like hjz wake..xixi..
my mom nvr cook for my lunch..
so, i cook for this afternoon gv me and my sis...
pity us...
and..act i was so lazy cook 1ler..
but no choice ler...hungry jor...

have a look :-

we ate porridge ....haha..nt nice la..
but can make it full thn enough liao..


dinner time!
lol..my mom work over time..
so,i should cook for dinner...
ish~

lazy to cook much..so..
i jz cook dishes...=)
nvm...nt bad also..hehe...
aih...after cook i felt so tired and very oily ler....
adui~~~~
so long time nvr cook alr..
haha...felt so successful...

so tired...
this few day so late oni oioi..><"
bad for me..haha!

aiks...for today..
i get 2 bad news frm my friend..
both also break up news...
aihs...but it's nt for me...hehe~~
girls...cheer up ya!

-the end-

u'll leave me few days,
i noe i very rely you..
i'll wait you come back..
@
i'll miss you..
dun forget..KL gt me..xixi
take care urself...

♥ little horse ><" ♥

``little horse...``
``18 years old..``
``from selayang..``

i look like intro to other ppl..
den make a appointment to other leng lui..haha~
who wanted to noe him...haha!
i'm selling him now...wakaka! ><"

bck to here,
haha....i noe this guy few days alr..
haha..how was he look like?
hair so cool..right? =)

anyway,
i'm going to let him noe my blog..
so,say to here with him
[welcome to lingling's studio xD]

act,this post is he wanted me to post up 1..xD
nvm....
this few day, chat much with him..
he's a quite cute person..haha...
act,i really dunno wad i should post it here..
hahaha...

hmm....
ohya! ytd....chat with him on phone..till 2.48am..
i think is this time la...
i dunno i got fault ornt..
but,
it was very late alr...
aihz...make me today tired dou~~~
sei bad guy ar~~~
hahaha.....

i think i will going take a nap later..
while nth to do..
and rainning now...danger ar~~
so bored also...ish!
i lazy to touch my books...omg!
how come this holiday make me bcum so lazy?
how abt after holiday tat trial jek?
hmm.....mati lor..><"
haha.....
aihz....better want rajin a bit liao...


this is the 1st time..
i post a boy picture and post some blog here~
keep gossip...yiizaa yiizaa...
hahaha!
lazy type a lot alr...
since he plying he dota, i jz too free to post it here..wakaka!
next time i must go train my dota also..
maybe can join with boy ply together.. so smart right?
xixi~~~
good idea...but nt now~
aihz......study lar!!!!!!!
cheer up may ling!


sei little horse!
ply dota den say bye bye to me liao..xD

yiiiii!!!!!!!
so bored! so bored la!!!!!!
holiday...aihz...
no money...no shopping..
no transport..mana pun tak boleh pergi..
chew~~
bad for me...
stay at home fa mou lur~~~
hmm..
maybe be a house women [宅女] also nt bad wad~~~
hahaha...
tat's all...

ciaoz~~♥