✖nowadays i'm changing✖

``我想说的话``

我还是我吗？

我随着时间在变。。

以前的我呢？不见了吗？

自己，去了哪里？

没有了他？不是应该过的好好的？

为什么。。觉得自己好失败？

每一天的开心。。

到底是为了什么？真实的自己，

已经迷糊不清。。为了什么在努力。。

属于我的目标呢？

以前的我跟现在的我。。

真的变了。。真的。。

i'm change ....

what should i do??

love ,

maybe that is not the one far away frm me...

but i need it?

what love should i did?

i dunno...

bcoz i noe....

that nth can compare what the love he gave me..

before i leave him....

that is many memory frm him....

ya,i will get bck and see....but..

that jz a past memory...

who is the person..i say that him is who???

whoes noe?

dun guess it please...

coz i wil never tell.....who is him....

that is a screct frm my mind...

shh~

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i hope i can dun think too much~

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okay,talk abt today ba..^^

what i did today?

hmm.......

today after sch, i go mutiara with my lao po ying...

1st,we go eat lunch...

and after that...we go play bowling....

today my mood still ok la...

can keep playing ..wahaha...but still tired..aih~

dunno why i keep tired de loh~

old joh lur....

erm......today play 3 round....

waa~laopo pay for me...

reli gud ler~thx oo..muak muak!

next time i belanja makan la...wahaha...

at thr....me meet maxwell boy thr...

ann also thr der....

i noe ann also thr la...

so i go ask chee weng...but he told me...

ann ad go to uma rani and buy things to eat and buy for him also...

walao eh!

stupid chee weng leave him girlfriend ownself go buy thg!!!

stupid betul la!

pity ann ann oo......

thn, we start play lur~feel very weird thr nerk...

ying take out her sweet is yesterday jian hui buy for her de..

sweet~~

haha....

we sot de...play until siao liao....

waa! today play until like crazy ppl....

so long time never plau until so funny and fully happy ad lur..

**miss miss miss**^^

hope gt next time again...

after we play thn oni bck home lur...

at the bus stop thr...omg...

keep play de lur...

play wat?!!

xixi.....say OCBC stupid talk...

do you noe what is OCBC???

hey! that's not a bank ya~wahaha...

that is...

OCBC means

[ORANG CINA BUKAN CINA]

funny?wahaha....

really sot de loh~~

keep say 虾米 and 舍米(read in hokkien)

haha...stupid!

not long time....

my 11 come lur....

is the time to say bye bye to her lur...xixi...

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feeling very full for today...

but at sch...keep hardworking to study..

feel very hard and stress!

coz dunn what happen i cant concentrate to my study lo...

keep tired..and fall asleep la~

hope i wont like this...

coz exam is comming soon on next next week...

walao eh! scare lur..

this time exam nid mothers come and take the result..

aih~aih~aih~

suan!

i jz can tr my best to get a nice result!

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finally,

what should i say?

hope everythings will more gud...

i keep changing my life and myself..

hope can be the wonderful life and day~

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