Sunday, January 15, 2012

*2012*


这是我的他。。

好久都没上来了。。想我么?【自己回答】
现在的生活是如此的充实。。
每天上课,下课。。
回到宿舍总是等他回家。。感觉真好。。
但是,总是有许多得不愉快。。
好久都没更新的我。。此时此刻,谁能明白我又在想什么?
在这里都好久没有聊到我的感情生活。。
本来不选择公开感情的我,现在全部人都知道了。。
我和他在一起七个月多了。。开心?
是否都没想过原来那么久了呢?呵呵~

很快的2012年。。新的一年,希望有新的开始吧。。
华人新年要到咯。。
买了衣服没?呵呵呵~
最近并不觉得有新年的气氛呐。。
好想吃柑,肉干。。哈哈哈!
希望今年的新年有所不同。。
开心!
架新车回乡下~呵呵呵!我家出新车了
*grand Livinia*
接下来,我有车噜。。超开心的!
不过要担心车油费了~

嗯~还有几个月就要学完了~
开心?【还好吧了】
很快的就不能再当学生了,也没有那么空闲懒惰了。。
接下来很多事要忙,要做。。。
我也不打算拿我的pakage学美容,化妆了。。
kojadi loan 抽的利息实在是回让我吃不消。。。
所以,还要另外寻找别间。。
有何意见?嘻嘻

闷闷地,星期天。。。
他去internship 了~~~
我就在 cc 玩电脑。。
感觉上好久都没上网了呢~~【指的是电脑】
第一次,这么没有目的的写下一连串有的没得东西..
太闷了~~~
发现,身边的朋友总是怪怪的。。
性格转变了,有点不讲理。。
老师也怪怪的。。。
别说别人,我看那~就连自己也怪怪的呢~
总是想要停留在自己的世界里。。
会特别好吗?

最后,想附送一首好听的歌~


不習慣喊痛
詞:Cozy 曲:蕭恆嘉

作了個夢 夢裡沒想過會落空
醒來的時候 隨著疼痛 眼眶泛紅

其實不懂 怎樣才算有始有終
主角離開後 默默的劇終 卻不為所動

想通 起了化學作用
愛情的世界 沒雖敗猶榮




人走了可是心卻仍懸空

我不習慣喊痛 我不是只有無動於衷  
也曾經告訴他 我傷得有多重
我能給多少包容

我不習慣喊痛 我的心早已千瘡百孔 
只是我習慣忍痛
也曾想過擁著他 卻(已)成空

有太多的激動 也會慢慢的沉痛
最後只能 慢慢想通

Sunday, September 25, 2011

life...

felt want to go shopping badly~~
im happy bcoz gov gv us loan ad...
hehehe...yay~~~
but wanna save abit...

hehe...im happy..bcoz now dear helping me wash hair....
hahaha.....long time din like this jor...yiipii~~xD
a bored sunday~aihz~~
i jz finish my dinner...pizza hut~
but i mad tat fatty girl~~
*skip*

later go yam cha with my dear~
hehehe....
so bored here...even in blog also dunno wanna wrote wad...
bcoz it's nth to wrote here...
i jz trying to update sumthg oni...hehehe...
this few week keep go sing k..happy nerh~sing midnight xD
EXPENSIVE 9 9~let me noe tat sucks neway at cheras~(near leisure mall)
bt we still can enjoy sing thr~
i love my classmate n my roommate much~<3
hehehe....
everyday also stick tgt ^^

dear friend, i love u all....<3


Saturday, August 27, 2011

这是现在的我。。


好久好久都没上来写了。。。

怀念总是呆在这里的我。。想我么?

我在安邦的日子都快半年了。。这一切就在我来到安邦后改变了很多。。

我和他(aaron)

结束了!这一切其实很突然。。我和他分开了一个月。。

记得当初想要挽留他,但是我却认为已经不需要了。。

对他只是还有很多的疑惑。。

很多的不解,只因为我不去接受那个理由。。

和他的日子发生和好多事情。。往往不一定会有人去接受。。

但,这就是事实。。

因为更本就不能改变什么。。

所以,我就让时间流过这一切变得平淡。。

而他很努力的让我在忘记。。

结束了!就别再说了。。。

关于这一切我只想变成了回忆。。


嗯~~不谈那个。。

说说别的。。

家人,

是否她们都觉得我变了?还是怀疑着我..

我希望我疑心很重。。但是。。这怀疑真的很让人不悦。。

感觉他们很想都不相信我。。

难道真的认为我是从感化院来的吗?

真是的!


而在学院,

生活就是没有变化的。。累~~

总是为钱烦恼。。可否不要这样?

论也还没有出~我的钱呀~~!!

好讨厌政府每次都在托~

做学生的每天都在烦恼,到底要怎样省钱~

怕没有下一餐~也只能挨杯面。。

有人会因为钱不够就要退学了~

很可惜~~

很讨厌这样的生活。。

而假日出去玩,还要省~

怎样都不觉得爽~~

别说我挑~其实我很现实~


人生就是这么多变化。。忽然很想忽视自己的生活。。

想要休息。。。因为我觉得好累~

原本是应该享受生活的我。。

演变成这样的生活好累~

你们呢?

我感叹~因为这一切变了很多。。


-完-

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

change

now,i'm at ampang ...


act, i also dunno...is cheras or ampang xD


i cum here is almost 2 weeks...


i miss my parents , i miss my bed..


i miss my aircone and i miss you so much!


i cried in the 1st week....coz i really miss u and miss my home...


i felt bad at here..it's too far frm my house...


i really miss everythg..


this is the 1st time i leave my house to so far..


live at my hostel...


how scare i am?


do you noe how i scare and miss much for?




but come here,


everythg is change...


yea,i have alot fren....


but thn,tats not make me noe tat better in time...



i remember tat night...


it's and 3sumthg midnight...


i sms for u....i said tat hw much i miss u...


but thn u din reply me...


for the 2nd day u lie me say u stay at home..


but thn u are not..im scare tat day,dunno whr u go..


i scare u really lie me..


tat time! im surprice...


i called me look out frm the window...and i saw u..


how touch i am??


i cry.....i really miss u soo much!!




finally, i bck home on last week...


open a new 1st time memory for everythg again..


i really appriciate tat day with you...






today,


i bck to sch again...


sumthg is change? yea,this is the special thg have to say..


it's alot thgs is happening...


all friendship relation are changing...


i'm not a person who really like to join..


but they are my fren..we are in one team..


how diffrent for me at outside...




alot thgs i have to control myself...


how much of mood i have to control...




aih....


i noe everythg will be change....

Monday, May 09, 2011

me

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Friday, March 25, 2011

waiting

darling and me =]
love him soooo much~~hehe
yay~im counting down for my birthday and myfm award on tomorrow..
hehehe....so happy i can go with my dar
thx for him too..
this is the 1st trip for us...
hehehe...
thx jackie gv us ticket...
i think tomolo should be alot ppl are going
myfm award...so excited~
26th march 2011
morning i'll be at genting with him....
night will enjoy the award...
gt alot artis...=]
hahahaha!
we stay 1 night,
thn
27th march 2011..
me and mommy birthday...
i rush down and....i will celebrate with her too..
too bad...my elder sis din come bck...
maybe i will plan for our birthday dinner =)
wow....
so excited actually...
it is tomorrow~~^^
hmm......abot now....
so bored in the office...nothing can do...
clerk should be like this right?
felt wanna resign my job for now...
im looking some part time job now..
and find some job in coming this april pc faire =]
hope i can get a nice job...
tired now...
juz ate medicine...
my sound was so 'sexy' now....=="
ehhh~~my sweeties sound faster come bck lar...
how tomolo i can shout?!
wuwuwuwu~~~~
summore,gt cough and flu....t.t
hope can immediately recover bck all the sick...
tik tok tik tok...
time ar time....can run faster?
i wanna go bck and slp.....
hahahahaha!
@ now im so miss my darling aaron~
he's busy working thr.....
awww......
i'll meet him later?
still dunno yt.....T.T
nothing can share out here..
bored life...aihz....
take care everyone<3
ciaoz~