♥好想再对你说♥

作词：陈奕
作曲：蔡政勋

salahey 从没说出口 没太多把握
没发现你满满的 寂寞
salahey 你给我理由 是否已走到尽头
眼前的快乐跟你 远走

好想再对你说 简单的温柔
好想再对你说 今年灿烂的烟火 不放手
人群中我会紧握 你的双手
好想再对你说 我会好好过
好想再对你说 别怕分开了以后 多难过
给还不成熟的我 全部承受

salahey 孤单太多余 你让我学会珍惜
却也学会失去我 自己

好想再对你说 简单的温柔
好想再对你说 今年灿烂的烟火 不放手
人群中我会紧握 你的双手
好想再对你说 我会好好过
好想再对你说 别怕分开了以后 多难过
给还不成熟的我 全部承受

好想再对你说 简单的温柔
好想再对你说 今年灿烂的烟火 不放手
人群中我会紧握 你的双手
好想再对你说 我会好好过
好想再对你说 别怕分开了以后 多难过
给还不成熟的我 全部承受

TIRED! x.x

this picture is whn monday...

reopen sch...

i took 1...izzit look so cham?

my panda eye so dark la.. ><"

aih.....

bengkak eye~

today is thursday~

is the 1st day start my trial exam...

the 1st paper for me is chinese...

it is really omg~

bcoz it was damn HARD!

suddenly got a bit felt so regret i take chinese xD

hmm...

ytd night,i close my eye~

but i cant slp tighly..

wad happen?! bcoz i'm scaring my examination...

my teacher told us...

this time result wanted call parents to take..

omg! so.......suddenly......bing bang~!

faint~~~

just now afternoon,

whn i get my 1st paper i felt so scare,so stress to do so..

so nervous ....

how come will like this....

i write the essay till my hand seizure disorder

the 1st time,i felt stress in the exam...

and 1st time i got this felt whn i doing my exam...

i write till the word lose shap...

walao! i cant believe.....

the 2nd paper [chinese] the same happen...

omg omg!!

the classical understanding of chinese [文言文理解]

HARD till i keep headache,

so much of stress...

so much of energy i nid to concentrate...

it's really BANG! my head badly...

i saw all the question ....is killing me...

how the felt so bad in my mind...

shit!

i really misunderstanding on it...

everyone is said tat "CHINESE PAPER IS HARD!''

it is really dunno wad i wrote all bull shit answer!

let me worry abt my SPM...

i really hope this time my trial wont fail...

i put so much of hope..

i hope i can get *credit*

pray for me..guys...

phew!~relax...

i felt so tired after i finish today's paper..

i'm so tired! gonna faint....

den,i goes to my chinese class...

teacher no dicuss the exam paper also..

too tired,

i seat at behind with shu wan

i fall asleep...

i really use alot of energy and put alot effort on it!

this week paper i done!

but i still cant relax so long...

bcoz i'm going exam on next week...

monday,tuesday,wednesday...bla bla bla...

until finish this 3 weeks trial exam...

i noe, i will break...after my 3 weeks trial exam...

i will so busy to hardworking doing all revision..

i really no time~!

even i rest , also thinking all the paper...

all the word, all the number on my head!

i noe i'll cry once a day..

truth, today i saw all the

chinese paper question...

i really gonna cry, and wanted to give up!

but i'm not! i keep trying to answer all the question...

aww...so hard! so hard!

who can help??

no one! alr...left it...i alr pass up xD

now i can take a little rest on my brain...

i trying to sleep enough...

and have a good energy...

next! is time to gambateh to every subject!

aih....i really felt so tired...

i also dunno why,

maybe this few days i keep cant slp as well ba~

somemore,alot thgs i need to care....

aihz....

noe i plan! whn i finish all this 3 week

hardly trial exam...

i must go PLAY!!! hahaha!

i wishing tat day is coming...

haha! see~still gt time things alot such thgs...

rubbish la!

hahahaha!

is time to take a rest,

and make a break!

later continue study again!

mayling!

trust urself u can do it! ushh!!

gambateh!

hey~guys,pray for me and wish my luck^^

support me....

mwaks~!

xoxo

-ciaoz-

i'm waiting you...

i miss you...

♥ 早晨 ♥

早晨的天空，

又是新的的一天。。。

希望拥有最美好的一天。。

早晨，阳光的气息打在屋檐下。。

虽然，我的房间没有窗户。。

但是，我却能隐隐约约的感受那样热烈的早晨。。

说实话，

我不知道那一整夜我是否有入眠。。

难道我失眠了吗？

一大早苏醒的我，不知道要干嘛。。

看着房间还是暗暗的。。家人还在睡眠中。。

我躺在床上翻来覆去。。

想尽办法让自己再次入眠。。

但是，不听话的脑袋始终不作用。。

我到底怎么了吗？

难道，我认味道了？因为我刚换了床单。。

终于，我翻来覆去挨到了天亮。。

我的眼睛就是那么的沉重。。

沉重的没办法形容。。

我合着眼睛，但却没办法再次入眠。。

感觉很累。。好像睡觉。。

为什么我就是没办法入眠呢？

我开始躺在床上发呆。。

我开始展现无聊的乱想东西。。

我的脑袋瓜真的很没用。。

就算是想太多事情也无法让我因此而入眠。。

一般上，当我在睡不着的情况下。。

想下想下就入眠了。。然而，很傻的 没办法~

说真的，还蛮糟糕的。。。

慢慢的，脑袋出现了一大堆数学的符号。。

脑袋上却种满了问号“？？？？？？”

我在干嘛？

乱七八糟。。。真的很讨厌失眠！

等等一定会一直打哈欠呗。。。

好不希望这样哩。。。。

起床到现在，我都还没梳洗呢~

好懒惰。。。我一心只想把头塞进枕头里能安然入眠。。

是否我可以呢？

我打开了电脑，打开了面子书，也打开了部落格。。

放了几首新歌下去。。。

我边听着那温柔伤感的音乐旋律，

一边写下此时此刻的心情。。。

眼看，时光飞逝。。时间流失。。

我正在荒废我自己宝贵的时间。。

我拿起书想要温习，但是。。。很不中用的我。。

很没心情的在床上和书本“打架”了咧。。

我开始拿起电话看看时间。。

[嘀嗒嘀嗒] 安静的看着电话的时间。。。

我在想，在那么会有人那么早吵我呢？

所以，开始找了个电话号码打扰别人了。。

哈哈！可是，不被理会。。。闷呐~~

[咕噜咕噜] 什么是发生了呢？

对，我这小妹妹饿了啦~~但是没东西让我填饱，

那么早，难道要我吃饭吗？

所以，我只好忍耐。。。。不吃了！

我看着自己的肚子。。想着 [肥了]

很无聊的我坐在电脑前很努力的和旋律搏斗着。。

因为 我很努力的敲打着键盘。。。

今天是什么节日呢？

1 malaysia day~~ 说真的，我没听说过。。

是否觉得有些怪？哈哈！

公共假期。。。。

等下就决定要出门。。。

好快乐！感觉被释放了 [只是今天]。。。啊哈！

沉重！沉重！

我没办法解释那样的沉重~

我的脑袋瓜实在是没办法思考了。。

好像睡觉！可是为什么这么讨厌，都睡不着。。。

好羡慕能睡觉的人。。。

唉~~我想还是继续和书本搏斗吧~~

快没办法了。。。。

或许，等下就能小睡下下~~

读书去噜~~

带着眼镜，像个笨蛋的书生。。

视力越来越模糊了吖~

还是这样呗~

大家早安噜！

希望今天能拥有最美好，幸福的一天。。

大家，加油咯！^^v

♥ FREE ♥

tik tok tik tok,

time is going 12 o'clock

hmm....wad can i do now?

i posting some bored blog here...

gossip only la...

time past by....

so fast reach 2nd week holiday thursday...

ish!

how come so fast!

started to scare my study..

i waste a lot time...

too bad!

this few days,

the weather is damn HOT*

make my mouth to alot aulser...

ouchh ouchh!! pain like hell...

holiday,phew~~

whn i opened my facebook..

i saw a lot of people go for a trip..

how good for thm..

badly...i'm not...

but,i'm going shopping...hahaha!

but whn i see the weather...better dun out la...

hahahaha!

yay!

public holiday tomolo!!!

woohoo!

so wish to reach tomolo..

but hope dun so fast doi doi den finish jor...

hahaha!

going out shopping on tomolo~

yay!

but still dunno going whr la..

nerh~~the stupid person also dunno too..zzz =="

bored bored~
see book till so crazy!

><"

i going throw my books away..

but is after my spm..

aiks!

tired,den sleep

hungry,den eat

walao!

this holiday make me bcum fatter and fatter jor..

hard to keep la wei!! wuwu T.T

nvrmind,i try my best......

my hp very silent today..

someone want to find me?

hahahahaa...!

is late...

swt =="

good night everyone

-ciaoz-

♥ past a week ♥

hoikin,happy birthday...
yesterday..
we went to kin's birthday party...

leanard,maggie,jun yang,ai cheng and me...
haha....
we took alot pic thr...
but i very lazy slowly upload here..
if wanna to have a look...
go to my facebook ba =)

so long time we nvr meet up..
since last time we meet up..
is bcoz sumthgs happen and....quarrel with him..
aih...but,i think it's alr past...
whn i meet up with him...
let me think abt wad last time he told me...
everythings...aih..
i also duno nid gv wad feeling to him...
nvm...
i'll take it easy~

aiks.....
bored day....
yesterday noon, me and wai keng go find zi hweh alr..
so happy we can date out again...
but,i cant go chooses present for him...
i jz can hope he will like it..

today,bored....
i heard a news ..make me so worry abt the ppl..
aihz....but he's coming bck...
i duno he arrive alr ornt...
i waiting msg...
i waiting a call...
hope everythings is fine....

my phone is silence...
aiks....

past a week again...
holiday is finish 1 week..
oh god! i gonna die soon...
aihz....2nd holiday week is coming..
tomolo monday again..
ish!
study lar wei!!!!!!
trial is coming!!!!

aihz....

lazy write alr...
jz like this..
a simply post...
-end up-

♥ my HOLIDAY♥

about yesterday,
afternoon...me and xiao ma thm go 1U watch movie..
but...
the step up 3D alr finish ticket..
aih..sad nia...
so,we change to watch [RESIDENT EVIL3D]
this is the 1st time i watch 3D xDD
nt bad....but...
tat movie felt like gt abit sucks..
aiks!
wad la!!! we are late..
so,we jz watch tat half an hours..
keep gt slow movtion...
ala...i nt so like it...ish!
nvm nvm..
after we watch den bck home..
haha...my dear is sms me...
haha...so worry...i noe..bcoz i go out with boy..xDD
hahaha!

night,
fong wei long be the stupid organizer
date out...primary friend...
go having dinner at kepong...
we ate steamboat...
this also is our bash~
so good! =)
this time like last time oni..nt so much ppl are going
all nt free..
well, the dai ka jie xue ying..still busy..
till today also din attend out gathering..
zzz =="
so miss her~
too bad...this time also 3 of us...i means girl...
haha..
zi hweh, wai keng and me... [girl]
kim kiat,kai bin,wei long,kok leong,zi hau [boy]
aiks...boy always more thn girl 1...zzz
nvm nvm...
i hope tat...next time we all are attend...
more and more ppl....
i always so miss thm...
aha! funny moment.....=)
after we finish our steamboat with thm...
wai keng, zi hweh and me are going
next round yam cha..
well,wai keng bcoz 'ge shuang yan pi'
so cant eat steamboat with us...
we accompany her to ate her dinner..
hmmm...this time no more boy..
we talk a lot things..all abt zi hweh 1..
but the story make me felt so excited!
dear hweh,i'm worry u...

so,today...
me and wai keng plan to go find zi hweh at noon...
2pm she is coming fetch me and we go find zi hweh~
i hope i still can help....
aihz...feel bad for me..act...
i cant believe..
i really cant believe!
aihz......
so happy today can meet up again la...
hahaha!
nice moment for us also...
i love you all ♥

yay!tomolo is sunday...
u'r coming bck i noe...
aww....felt so happy..
bcoz i very miss u ♥
xixixi...
i waiting you go watch movie with me...
step up 3D and prihana...
hahaha!
i'm waiting you...
miss you ♥
miss you ♥


-ciaoz-

felt so happy i got you..
miss you always...
u'r coming bck..♥
hehe...

♥ yay~!^^"♥

i quite love this picture...
but dunno the reason..hehe..

yay! friday...
tomolo....nope! is today...
now alr 1.04am....
i go watch movie lu.....
watch wad movie??
hehe...yay!~~step up 3D 1...woohoo!!
so happy....bcoz i very wish to watch it...hehe..

step up 3D
who i going with???
hmm...sure is nt my dear..xD
i go with him....
this stupid person..wakaka!

little horse...
this notty look ><"
alah~~beh tahan he hair colour like this..
gold horse...xDDD

i think this should be 1st time we meet lu...
hmm....
go 1U watch.....
hahaha!
den,night i go find my all primary friend..
syok o!! gathering eat dinner...=)
steamboat...
act,so scare suddenly i cant attend...
aihz.....

hope my mum will let me go....
hahaha!
so long time i no meet up with thm alr..
miss thm alot =)

haha..i jz too free to post it up here..
bcoz i jz come bck frm my supper nt so long...
so full now yerh~~~
ish! fat fat liao loo....
my dad catch me go ate supper...
so full how can oioi leh???
hmmm....if now i go slp sure will more fat...
den tomolo sure feeling nt well der lur...
beh xiao hua...wakaka!

who can accompany me now?
plz call me...haha
so bored.....
someone is oioi...
someone is busy working...
someone..no call me de ler....
lolx......
sien dou sei....

-ciaoz-

♥miss you deep♥
♥ good night ♥
♥ mwak ♥

♥ 38 po~hiak hiak♥

this is ytd night picture..hehe
so bored...so free..haha
look b4 i slp...haha..this dress is nt for outing 1..
is sleeping dress..xixi..
while i online den too bored den take some picture ...
all 38 38 1....

have a look:-

look like teacher hor..xD
OLD....

this ear ring is monday i bought it at time square..
a rose...nice? xixi..
quite like it...=)

den,i found out a topi..haha
i bought it last time...but ..i nvr wear it...hehehe...
how the look? rock? wakaka!

today,so bored la...
whole noon dunno do wad also..
comp and handphone oni..
bored till going to be crazy..

haha..look like hjz wake..xixi..
my mom nvr cook for my lunch..
so, i cook for this afternoon gv me and my sis...
pity us...
and..act i was so lazy cook 1ler..
but no choice ler...hungry jor...

have a look :-

we ate porridge ....haha..nt nice la..
but can make it full thn enough liao..


dinner time!
lol..my mom work over time..
so,i should cook for dinner...
ish~

lazy to cook much..so..
i jz cook dishes...=)
nvm...nt bad also..hehe...
aih...after cook i felt so tired and very oily ler....
adui~~~~
so long time nvr cook alr..
haha...felt so successful...

so tired...
this few day so late oni oioi..><"
bad for me..haha!

aiks...for today..
i get 2 bad news frm my friend..
both also break up news...
aihs...but it's nt for me...hehe~~
girls...cheer up ya!

-the end-

u'll leave me few days,
i noe i very rely you..
i'll wait you come back..
@
i'll miss you..
dun forget..KL gt me..xixi
take care urself...

♥ little horse ><" ♥

``little horse...``
``18 years old..``
``from selayang..``

i look like intro to other ppl..
den make a appointment to other leng lui..haha~
who wanted to noe him...haha!
i'm selling him now...wakaka! ><"

bck to here,
haha....i noe this guy few days alr..
haha..how was he look like?
hair so cool..right? =)

anyway,
i'm going to let him noe my blog..
so,say to here with him
[welcome to lingling's studio xD]

act,this post is he wanted me to post up 1..xD
nvm....
this few day, chat much with him..
he's a quite cute person..haha...
act,i really dunno wad i should post it here..
hahaha...

hmm....
ohya! ytd....chat with him on phone..till 2.48am..
i think is this time la...
i dunno i got fault ornt..
but,
it was very late alr...
aihz...make me today tired dou~~~
sei bad guy ar~~~
hahaha.....

i think i will going take a nap later..
while nth to do..
and rainning now...danger ar~~
so bored also...ish!
i lazy to touch my books...omg!
how come this holiday make me bcum so lazy?
how abt after holiday tat trial jek?
hmm.....mati lor..><"
haha.....
aihz....better want rajin a bit liao...


this is the 1st time..
i post a boy picture and post some blog here~
keep gossip...yiizaa yiizaa...
hahaha!
lazy type a lot alr...
since he plying he dota, i jz too free to post it here..wakaka!
next time i must go train my dota also..
maybe can join with boy ply together.. so smart right?
xixi~~~
good idea...but nt now~
aihz......study lar!!!!!!!
cheer up may ling!


sei little horse!
ply dota den say bye bye to me liao..xD

yiiiii!!!!!!!
so bored! so bored la!!!!!!
holiday...aihz...
no money...no shopping..
no transport..mana pun tak boleh pergi..
chew~~
bad for me...
stay at home fa mou lur~~~
hmm..
maybe be a house women [宅女] also nt bad wad~~~
hahaha...
tat's all...

ciaoz~~♥

♥ outing ♥

monday, 6 sept 2010
outing day~~woohoo~
with chirstine jiejie...=)
so long we nvr meet up and go out alr..
this time...we date out..so happy and miss her deeply...
hehehe....
1st of all,
early in the morning she come to my house 1st..
den wait me prepare everythings den we take teksi to go..
haha...how we dress up?
sexy us..and both of us also 1st time wear dress to go out..
izzit look like go to dinner?
hmm...act, gt a bit look like nia...
hahahaha...
pretty ♥

den, we go time square 1st...
we go thr watch movie...[PHUA CHU KANG]
this is a very nice movie...
frm start laugh till the end...xD
adui~~~funny movie...
so sucessfull to watch tat movie...

after we watch den we walk around thr ...
thn change shopping to sg.wang....
haha...for us also nt so like shopping at sg.wang..
so,we plan to go pavillion..
too bad~it's rainning..
thn we go bought a umbrella thn walk to pavillion..
this is the 1st time chirstine go pavillion..
we keep shopping....
hahaha...non-stop...phew~so tired...
we stay at pavillion take a lot of picture thr..
so funny...bcoz non-stop taking picture..xixi

take a look :-

before i hang out...

how was the look for us? sexy? xixi

me♥
we take a lot pic in the toilet also..
very nice and big...
i love the mirrow so much~haha ♥

we shopping till 7 sumthg...
ronnnie said wanted fetch us bck home..
so,while waiting he finish work and on the way coming..
we seat thr..and start to take a lot of funny picture..
hehe...
i gt put alot in my facebook..
if wanna see more...jz view it =)

pic is talking :-

izzit look so funny?
and she's look so cute right? =)
i love her hair colour..xixi...

haha...so long time we nvr shopping till so syok alr..
and wear so nicely..
tat day wear high hell..
omg! so pain la my leg...

hahaha....
lucky i no nid take bus and teksi bck home...=)
thx ronnie pick up us and send us bck..♥
act,after he come fetch us..
den we go manjalara have our dinner...
[moe de cafe]
a nice restaurant...
haha..
den almost 10 we oni away thr...
den oni bck home...
hehe....
very thx to him...so much!
always spend a lot of time fetch me go and bck...
hahaha...he's nt my driver..
but so nice to let him fetch nia..zzz
hahaha..shh~~~

he's so good too...♥

haha...memorable day...
haha....hope next time we must like this again...
hmm..can i chgs to other place?
ya,wait whn i have my car 1st..
haha!
miss her.....♥

-end-

><" more better ><"

i hope my eye can faster recover bck err...><"
aihs...i miss my eye no pain tat time ...=(
i alr pain 3 days alr..
ouchh!!! ouchh!!
but yesterday i see doctor alr...
take medicine alr....
gt better a bit liao....
aih..i really hate eye pain...
somemore,bengkak tim ohh....ish...
if see light eye will pain also....
so,i need to wear black glass..
adui.....at house also nid so "cool"
xDDD....

eye so pain still write blog..

very thx Ronnie boy...
bcoz is bring me go see doctor...
haha..always distrub him nia..><"

a lot ppl is caring me..
very thxQ....
but now reli more better alr...
this time sick...i reli slpt so long in a day~
keep continue slp.....haha!
syok nia! but sleep till whole body very tired..
act,i need some massage la...xD
hahaha!
aihz......

is time to rest again~~
hahaha!
i reli hope today i can recover alr..bcoz...
tomolo i have a date with christine....
i dun want to cancel it lar...
aih.....pray for me...blek xp

aihs...somemore,i want go shopping ..keke!
tat's all tat i wanted to post here~~
-buhbye-

♥ eye pain! ♥

am i change my look?
i wanna be a sexy girl..am i?
haha....

today is thursday...
i'm nt feeling well...aihz...bad for me also..
i nvr attend to sch..
bcoz my eye pain...ouchh!
i also dunno why suddenly my eye pain..
i remember tat last time i kena sumthg hurt my eye la
aih...make me cant attend to sch..
too bad!

now,i'm getting more better...
but i still cant stay infornt my comp longer~
i gt put some eyemo...
early in the morning,
i reli felt sad...i keep called my mom...
i said my eye very pain,
but she no care abt me..
whn i pain till i shout out tat
"mummy,my eye so pain!"
she oni gave me medicine...aih....
may i noe she dun want care me alr?
felt sad.....
aih....

but as the same time,
alot ppl is worry abt me..i noe..thx guys~
but i'm getting more better alr =)
i keep sleep....take more rest....
make me felt so tired lar~~aih...

i post on my wall at facebook said my eye is pain..
but,wad the hell they are saying me!damn!
even my shit teacher also say tat!
lolx...am i crazy?
how i noe eye pain why wor!
and i nvr watch tat kind of video or show!
dun blame me plz!
i really HATE tat teacher!
crazy betul..

my eye felt tired...
still gt abit pain....
aiks.....i hate eye pain la....
whn slp also nid becareful....><"
but i hope i'm nth 1.....
act,i wanted go to check my eye~
but no time...and dunno who wanna bring me go also..
aiks....too bad! too bad!
i get hurt frm my eye la....

wow~
tomolo friday den holiday~
happy holiday? nope....
sad news for me....
bcoz after this holiday i'm going trial...
omg! i'm scare!
aihz....aihz........
but also is good...can have more time let me do my revision..
crazy on my study~~
i felt so tired and start felt stress~
wad can i do?
i jz hope faster past this few month thn i'm freedom~~
hahaha....


suddenly,i wanted to change my look..
to bcum a sexy girl? mature look...
but the more important is...
i want make my brain think the way is more mature 1...
sometimes,i still is a child..everything for me is hard to handle..
alot stupid thinking going on~
i wanna learn to be more mature...
i noe,
i am a person who let ppl dun like me..
alot of things make all the 38 po say abt..
tat day, my teacher told me...
he hear some whr hear my privatcy things!
wad the hell! izzit he care abt me? lolx...i'm scare..
he very~~~~hamsap 1~ish!
geli ...duno who so stupid let him noe my things..
all he stupid brain think alot shit things.
look like so smart like a uncle like tat!
lolx....
teacher! you cant distrub my privatcy things!
even i have a boyfriend also non of ur business
hate la!angry the person who so big month 1..

i duno why they so free go talk abt me..
teacher say he forget...
i dun think so!

suan la...
jz take it easy and let it past..
after few month i can no nid meet up with the
hamsap teacher alr!


aih~~going bck to take a rest now!
-buhbye-