``后悔流下的眼泪``

想念，对我而言很辛苦。。
会让我哭泣~
为什么一定要这样？
又再一次因为想念而哭泣。。
因为你，我到底还要等多久？
我想要拥抱你。。。
好好的，看看你。。。。
很想让你知道，想念我的你。。每一天都很像大哭一场。。
我想跟你聊天，拍拖。。。能吗？
你到底在哪里？
能不能让我见见你？
安静的电话。。没有你的来电~
我真的真的想念你的 知不知道？
我不想一个人了。。。所以，我最后。。
还是躲起来哭了，眼泪帮我洗脸。。。
10点正了，你放工了。。依然没有你的消息~
宝贝，你想念我吗？

电话又没电了?

我到底该怎么办？
心很紧！！！！！
我好想你！！好想你！！！！

[眼泪的想念] 是这样吗？
我恨不得跑到你的身边。。。
我恨不得抱着你不放。。。
可以给我一通电话吗？

为什么别人总是如此的幸福？
而我呢？要见面也难。。。。
生活就是不一样！
那天，我问你 [情人节] 怎么过？
你说，会再补回给我。。初八的时候。。
我立刻说不要！因为我不希望过了那么久才过情人节！
一点意义也没有了。。。
不能提早，只能延迟吗？
我恨这样！可以说我自私，不体谅，霸道！
可是我不要这样的[情人节]！
那么，对我。。还有意义吗？
答案是，没有了。。。。。
平时的我，不怎么过这些节日。。。
所以，[情人节] 也只不过是一个简单的日子。。。


最后，我觉得没有必要为他流一滴眼泪!
因为，已经不值得了！！
我也不想再在他的面前流眼泪！！
每一次的眼泪~在他的面前流下我真的都很后悔！！
为什么你就是要这样？！
难道因为辛苦而哭，我有错吗？
你到底要我怎样？！
一点一点，我觉得不值得到极点！
我！邱美铃！以后，永远也不会在你面前流下一半滴眼泪！！！！！！！！
绝对不会！！！！！！！
不应该哭！不应该告诉你！！！！！！
为什么你要让我更痛苦？
不想理了！！！很烦！！！！

``take a rest``

i cut infornt hair~

nt so leng ><"

today is sundAY...

happy i'm finish this week work..keke

so tired eeeehh...

keep [ahhhhmmmmmmm~]

hahahahaaha><"

damn tired la....

i also dunno why i so tired lerh..

this week work...happy nia..

sat morning someone fetch me go work..

xD thx very much ya~~^^

sunday, someone is fetch me bck...thx too..

this is the 1st time...gt ppl wanna fetch me go and bck...

hehehe!! thx ya..^^

aihz....gt something sad...bcoz i very miss my baby~

he is working......damn busy~

act....blog is nth can write...

i just come and write sumthg nia...

my eye is tired...

whole body is tired...sad...

whn i can go out ah??? no time...><

tomolo is holiday~dunno wanna go whr...or i just stay at house?

act..i'm lazy take bus nia..

and scare will jam.........aihzzzz

who wanna fetch me again?kekeke...

what i going to do frm now?

ya! i want to chat...hehe

and later nid do my report...ish~

whn oni can take my salery? act i nid to pay my hp bil...

tired~so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woiii!!!!! someone is hilang...

say wanna pui me.....aihz....cheh~

cheat me geh~~~~

just stop here~

i nid to take a rest!

··♥JING 张芸京♥··

不知道从何时开始，我就开始欣赏 JING张芸京 也成为了她的粉丝。。

她的歌曲真的有如让我疯狂，超好听的！

记得第一次在电视上看见她，我竟然还以为她是一位男生。。

哈哈！后来才恍然大悟，原来她是女生。。

我喜欢她自己的创作。。

然而，

我喜欢在夜晚里播放她的歌曲。。

感觉舒服，也容易入眠。。。

是否我真的为她而疯狂？并没有那么夸张。。

不过，我真的很欣赏她。。

样子长得帅帅的，可爱的。。。

哈哈！！我真的变成了她的粉丝。。

我相信知道 张芸京 的人都会成为他的粉丝吧～

觉得他超厉害的。。。。

每一首歌都非常好听。。。

我最喜欢的是 让我照顾你

真的非常好非常好听！！！！！

我很喜欢她！！

加油！张芸京！！！！

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让我照顾你

作詞：陳忠義 作曲：陳忠義
你一個人失了魂 清晨哭到夜深 不要別人問

我不出聲一直等 聽你說你心疼 當時好傻好天真

如果可以我願意 這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你 面對再大的風雨

也能微笑做自己像個孩子 躺在我懷裡

讓我照顧你 在這荒蕪世界裡

就算有新的劇情在明天等著你

然而在你最需要的此刻 請讓我照顧你

總有一天會有人 一個懂你的人 讓你從此不心疼

如果可以我願意 這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你 面對再大的風雨

也能微笑做自己像個孩子 躺在我懷裡

讓我照顧你 在這荒蕪世界裡

就算有新的劇情 在明天等著你然而在你最需要的此刻

請讓我照顧你

你看破了虛偽 揭穿愛的假面

後悔曾經為他 付出一切

我會在你身邊 當你傷心欲絕 不奢望你 偶然垂憐

讓我照顧你 面對再大的風雨

也能微笑做自己像個孩子 躺在我懷裡

讓我照顧你 在這荒蕪世界裡

就算有新的劇情 在明天等著你

當你對這世界失去信任

請讓我照顧妳

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAR7ULfCpt0

i'm crazy for this! xD

i wanna shout out!!!!!!!!!

MAYLING VERY TIRED LAAAA!!!!!!

aiyoyoyoyo.....so long time nvr like so tired ad...

aihz....cheerleading....ya! tat's very successfull for everytime we practice~

ehmm....many new things and dance we have to learn together!

and do so many 'yoga' in tat~

phew~it is so hard for us...

hahaha!i love teacher dance look or doing yoga...it is so slim har~~

hahaha....and for today we really do so many bumping! and sit-up..

my muscle make our team feel so ache...and i wanna sleep~~

i feel so tired..whn i'm finish practice~

yup! i noe tat so long time i nvr go for sport~xixi~~

before we practice...teacher need us to run 10 rounds...wow~

my heartbeats drop so fast...whn i'm stop!

and next time b4 i do this...i need to comfirm i dun want eat...haha!

i scare i vomit just now..haha! faint la...~

form now on! i start to like practice cheerleading ...haha!

it is so wonderful~whn teacher is teaching...keke...

maybe i'm a .....a.......a.......really bad leader for this team..

but i will try my best to do it as well~

i'm promise i'll try to love cheerleading....

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and i noe....for this few day we practice...

i get a good thg in our news...we even no practice everyday~

just for 3 days~but ...we can get a new result...and so fast they noe how to dance..

but tat's no full attendence...aihz...bad for this...

but i noe....one day...we have a full team thr...to practice together!

hahaha!!! heys! girls...come on...let's dance together! let's practice together...

tat's you will feel very successfull everytime...and cherish on tat time..

this is my last year at this sch and the last year i have cheerleading here!

i may to get a gud result on my sport day~and i suppose to get NO.1 on tat day~

hehe....tat's a sound we will shot it [CEMPAKA MENANG!!!]

hahaha....i'm dreaming...keke....and i'm crazy for this! do you? hehe..

bt i really hope tat we can !!suddenly i'm waiting friday we have practice...

am i sot???? nope......xD

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today,i'm finish my last 2nd paper! seni....

and get many result ler...errr....so sad to get tat result...

stupid me!bcoz i no study at all !!! t.t

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for tomolo, my baby~getting offday~

he wanna go for movie with me....haha...act i'm waiting tat day he will accompany me..

but i'm lazy~aihz.......dunno how!

i very miss him??? hmm...now i can say...i dunno..

sorry for tat baby~ i want to go shopping again......

but i nt enough money ler! need to pay my digi payment~rm150

and digi stop me to call and sms...sob sob~~~

i should go 'find' money and pay it...crazy~!!!

so lazy for everyworking day~it is feel so tired and boring..

but,no choice....bcoz i need money~~hiak hiak!!!

whn i can stop work????

no money how i can i live and how i can pay of my hp bil???

i dunno...but this year i noe i'll stop on a time...aihz....

sms too much ler....act i dun like to sms...but finally ....haha...keep sms pulak ><"

whatever!!!

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ahem...

i think i should to stop here to write and i going to take bath..

and to take a rest...

i think if i continue to write...tat's will bcum toooo long...

just stop here~~tat's all

continue for tomolo~~

XOXO~ crazy girlz~

``ciaoz``

``successfull days``

finally,i going out today~
happy....i go with jun,and jiejie~haha!
and today i meet with someone people i noe him ad 2 years~
hahaha! this is the 1st time i meet with thm...
hahaha....tat is joey and jiahao~haha!!
but my bad..bcoz i'm late to go thr ...he wait me 1 hours ad...
he told me he want bck le...gt abit feel dissapointed geh~
haha! coz i also feel so sorry to him...hehe!
erm......but finally b4 he go bck...
we also gt meet each other a while...
haha! my fren told me...joey is leng zai thn he picture...xD
i also feel so exited i saw jiahao thr also...haha!!
act,jiahao looks gt abit like kayson~
hahahahA...paiseh~~><"and he also same as his picture...^^
abt joey....erm...ya...for me inside picture or real ppl also is leng zai 1..
same lar...just pic gt abit like child...haha!my fren also say so~
ahem.....i really feel so shy whn i chat with thm...wahaha!
but i'm happy whn i meet with thm...errr....feeling nice...friendly~~^^
good good..keke....=p
we chat a while oni...thn he gtg ler....hope next time meet you again oo..
i wanna hear wad comment they give nia..haha!! xp
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after tat, we continue our shopping...
buy buy buy!! frm ts until sg.wang...
hahaha!!!!!! syok!!!but joh so many shirt~~i love it!!muahahaha!!
but also nt enough la....i still wanna buy a pear of shoes,a shirt,a pants......
see! still nt enough....
aih...my baby also no time accompany me go also...
act i need him to accompany me go buy new year things der~~
i really very miss him....
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omg! damn!!my hp use until the limit joh...haha!!
i think i should pay rm150 ler..oni can continue use back~~
gv my baby 'diao' gou gou li lo....aduiii~~><"
i also dunno de nia....too boring...and find many ppl sms..blek~
nvm ba...i just wait my salery come out 1st....=[
duno whn also...hope is next week ba....
finish this week...and next time...it is new year lur~~haha
and tomolo i will finish my seni paper and thursday i'll finish my final chinese paper!
after tat,i'm free for this month!!woohoo!!!
and i also finding people to accompany me go watch movie..
tat day boy boy and joey also gt find me..and date me go for movie..
i wanna watch [大日子woohoo!!!] a new year chinese movie..keke!!
gt ah beng der...bryan and edison say damn nice ler....
hiak hiak!!!! who wanna go with me???who free???
act i also busy der....just whn i'm rest nia...blek~~
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ermm.....tomolo still continue to pratice my cheerleading joh...aiyoo
today i nvr go..i also duno they pratice joh wad...
huray! tomolo go cut hair...[infornt oni]
haiz...no time keep fit joh...new year is coming...
but this few day....i just eat very less....almost breakfast and lunch also no eat~
i wont feel hungry at all..haha!
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just now, baby finish work thn called me...
thr is very busy! i damn hate it! whn talking still like sampat laugh so high!!
adui....bek chek!! and also....he dunno me many things...
aihz.....suan!i forgive him whn he is dunno~
wadever! he really make me no mood to noe his schedule...
coz i noe tat...i also cant go out with him..
nvm..just leave it behind ba.....aihz...i hope i dun mind...
but...i really think wanna go out with him...
aiya! whatever la! dun care! dun care!!!!!
this few day..i noe i treat him very bad~but i really no mood...
just hope him workhard...
and i also need to hardworking exam or cheerleading!
i was very tired for everythings! i'm tired...i just wanna enjoy myself and dun care so much of things! aihz.....shit!!!
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oh ya! hehe...today i go eat shit dinner at sg.wang...
look really nice!hahaha....but act....
the food really shit de ler!!
omg!!
i think i just will go 1 times.....haha!!!!
am i bad?? i dun think...bcoz so many ppl say dun want go again~~wakaka!!><"
next time i'll put it picture here...hehe...!
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so long time...i nvr enjoy for my life....
today! i feel successfull whn i going out with thm....syok!
i always like to go out with thm...
next place...should go jusco ler....hehe...need to buy somethings..
and wanna go ts and sg.wang again~
fuiyo! today i saw a hell very nice...but rm69.90!! walaoo..em sek tuck..
let me think again ba...i very like tat hell...i miss it soooo much..
who wanna help me to pay half??wakaka.....
rm69.90 lerh.......aiyoyoyoyoyo....cheap abit lar...t.t...
[hng! i'll bck my hell!! xD]
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today very tired~
just stop here loh~
continue next day....
ciaos~~
XOXO~

bad thg is going on~T.T

LUMIX camera~

wowowo~i get this last week...

i'm very happy....

finally i get a camera frm my mom~thx^^

wow`i very surprice whn i get this...

haha!!

this is my wish...bcoz i wish tat i can get a camera~

woohoo!!!!

i got camera liao~~~hehehehehee...

happy de nia~xD

2 more weeks

new years is comming soon!

haha...i'm waiting...

but so sad, bcoz i no time go to buy my leng shirt~

aihz..i also duno how nia...

fat fat fat again~

buy wad also hard de nia..sob sob~

and cheerleading make me bcum so dark
my skin is diffrent colour liao =="

aihz....

cheer cheer cheerleading..

is gv me so much stress!

am i hate it? now is alr nt so much hate~

i just be patience...

be a cheerleader is really so much of stress!

haiz...everyday also tired...

but whn i'm with them i feel so funny and happy la..

am i not so seriousness with thm??

fern and wei keep say i'm nt so 'garang'

i also duno de nia....aihz....

how i want to do now?i just pratice and pratice loh...

i gt 20 people in my team...

this is a gud news for me...

my exam ...suck!!!!

i dunno how to get the result ad...

damn!

i want die liao...wad la...

i no study at all..but luckly tat is form 4 bab 1...

aduihai~~~

i REALLY TIRED!!!

suan!just wanna keep fit whn i join cheerleading...

aihz....

i going to be mad...

bcoz always dunno how to slove the problem...

damn it!

what songs nice? what stunt nice?

aihz.........dead!!!!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

my baby is stat working today~

work until so late de nia..kesian...

so, i need to stop kacau him everyday....

aihz...feel bored whn without him be with me..

aiyoyo...1 week just oni can meet 1 times~

aihz....nvm..he just work for 3 weeks...

i very miss my baby~

so less of msg...

NO CALL....

just waiting........baby.....

abt my work....no baby fetch me liao lo...

i everymorning wanna go with my mummy in the morning?

i dunno yt....maybe take bus?haha...

nvm..just go bck my life~

i hate wait bus...is hot la wei!

aihz......
i need to workhard to get my gaji as soon as fast!

i want go shopping and buy many many things...

chinese new year ...

i no feel tat really want to new year ad...

my mom say :" so poor want new years...no money.."

ang pau also is money ma...

aihz...duno how also...and whn new year i 1 week cant meet with my baby lerh~

i will miss him so much geh~

errrr......

new year for me...just want to wear new leng shirt and take aug pau..

kaka.....bad hor????

today,i'm surprice kayson sms me..

dunno why feeling happy whn he find me everytime..

but we are nt tat relation, okay?

just,he always make me feel comfortable whn i'm bad..

i love this frenz```

this week and last week is so much problem..

how?my uncle is pass away last sunday..

i feel sad whn i'm looking him inside the bier..

and i'm hear tat he how to dead...

i'm so sad whn i saw my mom is crying..

my heartbeats drop so fast!

and feel so 'sour' on my eyes~

aihz...sad news....

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my exam week still gt 1 week! faster finish it la!

i wanna go shopping now!!!

wanna buy things!!!!!!

cheer up!!!

ciaoz~

I HATE CHEERLEADING!

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WHAT CHEER IS GOING????
WHAT I CARE??! DO I CARE?!!! I DUNNO!
BUT I REALLY HATE PPL BLOCK OFF MY TIME AND FREE!!!!
DAMN SHIT!!!!!
THE FIRST TIME MAKE ME HATE CHEERLEADING!!!!
I REALLY DUN LIKE AT ALL!!!
NO TIME!!!!!! NT FREE ALL THE TIME!!!!!!
WHY MY LIFE DIFFRENT?????!!!!!!!
I CANT DO MY THG!!!!!!
WHAT I GOING TO DO???WHN I'M HEARING CHEERLEADING THIS WORLD!!!!
I REALLY DAMN BEK CEK!!!!
I REALLY DUNNO HOW!
I WANNA CRY!!!I WANT STOP IT!!!!
BUT,WHAT CAN I DO???NO!!!!!!
I REGREAT ALSO NO USE???!!!!!!
MY EXAM???HOW?! BAD!!!!!! NO TIME TO STUDY?!!!! DAMN TIRED EVERYDAY~
I REALLY HARD TO BE A CHEERLEADER!!!!
AND I REALLY REGREAT TO BE A CHEERLEADER!!!
BUT I CANT DO ANYTHINGS!
NOW! I REALLY HOPE I CAN STOP EVERYTHINGS!!!
I'M SO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE LIKE TAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CRY FOR WAd??? I ALSO DUNNO!!
IZZIT CHEERLEADING VERY IMPORTANT TO ME?
NO!!!!!! I REALLY HATE!!!

TAT'S ALL!!ERKKKKKKKKK

*i am a cheerleader..T.T*

reopen sch ad 1 week le...

just feel tired~aihz...

wanna everyday take bus go sch..aihz aihz~

this week gt perjumpaan cempaka~

teacher tag me bcum a cheerleader~

adui.....this is 1st time i gt jawatan in my RUMAH

cheerleader lerh~so hard de nia...

aihz...i hope i can get it well...

i try my best!

until now,i havent enuf base...

and i havent think steps and stand..
broken my brain la!!!! >___<"

fuiyo!

today is 1st day i teach thm pratice all the thg...

hmm.....they so clever~

so easy to teach....

i wanna thx bee wei and ai fren~

they very helps me...^^ alikatoh!

haiz...today oni is the 1st day..but i still havent think need how..

i cant believe i am a cheerleader~

aihz.....how can i?

i really dunno laa.....

adui~teacher ar..why tag me in cheer jek...

very sad, bcoz oni 10 ppl oni~

aihz....i hope all also here..make me easy to teach more...

19 ppl....i hope they monday will ATTEND

act..cheer nt really so hard..

at thr so happy whn we are pratice~

if very relax to try the dance..

very easy to do everythings.....izzit true?

dun gv own stress!

we are nt enuf time also...act...

i really scare dunno how to dance...bcoz i am a NOOB!

i dunno how to think a stand..

it's so hard la woi~

aihz...but thx them will help me...

i will busy for 2 month more..so,i hope tat we are the NO.1

start hard to meet my baby boy ad...

i very need he support ..

miss baby very much!muakzzz!!!!<3

-gud nite-

*happy birthday to jason*

today...is the 2nd day i go to sch...it was very tired~

and i sit with a nice girl^^

keep talking...i think my english will bcum more better thn before~

haha....happy..have a nice frenz again~

today, 5 jan 2010

is jason birthday~hang out~

we go celebrate with him..

today, after sch..i wait bus go bck...and thn...my baby come and find me..

wait me prepare everythings...

after tat....almost 3++ we going out..

we go 1u ....go sing k...neway~^^

gt [me,kyo,jason,xiao xuan,ah queen,ah xiang]

after sing...still gt time...

we go shopping..

but very funny~hahas!talk so much funny things lerh~

i very happy can so frenz with them..

haha....all also nice person...

we enjoy on today.....

den, we bought jason a condom [durex]..

wakaka...it was very funny...

we last minit oni buy it geh~hahaha xD

ah xiang and ah queen buy 四角裤 =="

a cartoon of cow...wahahahaha
i gt take pic...but nvr put up here~

bcoz have upload....but the look very funny...

ah xiang also gt bought a panties for my baby...

a funny and 'sexy' panties...wakakaka xD

we at neway,

we drink beer at the new way~

and ah xiang...face very red...he drunk?errr....i think so..xD

i also gt drink...just..just.....face red red oni...

i nvr have my voice act...but still can sings..

i so happy...and be 'proud' of my sound..blek =p

just whn sing..gt abit sound like 'BOY' keke...

hmm....

i think almost 8pm we go eat out dinner

at 'penang'....taste nt bad^^

and keng gai at thr also..

haha.......funny~i long time nvr so happy joh wor...

act,tired la today~

but still going out and celebrate with jason..haha

it is a nice day..and also very memorable..i will nvr forget this day~

hahaha!

i planning next time my birthday also wanna hang out and celebrate with them

it was very nice^^

this year is my 18 years old birthday..

but sad..bcoz SPM is going...

aihz....just take it easy....><"

tired! i wake up so early..and late slp...

and a little mabuk....omg! hehe...

tired!!!!!@____@"

and..

i always miss my baby very much!

muaksss^^

love you oo....

爱你一万年~

at the last,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY...

JASON^^

-just stop-

ciao~

*2010 year..hope is wonderful*

now is ad 2010~

the last day of 2009..

i went to sg,wang countdown with my baby and all my frenz...

syok! 1st time i go thr countdown...happy!!^^

and

whn christmas time...

me and baby go genting highland...

at thr,i noe so many baby's frenz...

haha...a nice memory on 2009 december~

just 1 month...

i noe so many frenz in a month..syok..all is baby's geh frenz..

act..i really lazy to update my blog..

so tat,i nvr write here whn i bck frm genting and countdown..

just short cut write here..keke! =']

say abt x'mas, hmm...it is a wonderful x'mas for me..

i nvr try b4 whn x'mas day go genting celebrate...

it is sooooo many people at thr...

and i go with 11 ppl...wow~

1st time,i nvr think b4 tat i can with all my frenz and baby go..

a nice memory~just got a bit sad..bcoz of..

i nvr go outdoor ply...aihz..sobsob~

bcoz all the stupid brume..aiz...no choice..i have to wait next time..

aihz...i also duno whn i can go..

always go is nt so lucky..

keep always cant go out ply...

i remember tat last year i go..

cant ply also..just gt ply a bit..thn waste the ticket..

bcoz the stupid RAIN@____@"

aihzzzzzzz......

but, hng! i will go next time..i have tat i will be the lucky 1..keke

we go genting..until so late oni can slp..

but ...god! i'm so tired on tat day..but still cant sleep!

WTH?!i hate! always hear weird sound...

my baby say i think so much...huiyo!i'm nt scare la woi...

i just...i just.....drink coffee joh,so cant slp nia jek..

hehe...you noe de hor??? ><"

i takes so many picture..just nvr post up!

if wanna see all picture..pls go my facebook take a look^^

hmm...turn to talk abt countdown!

act, b4 thinking go whr countdown..make me really blur~

haiz.~stupid! but last,we just stay at sg.wang...

so many ppl><"

[me,kyo,ah keat,ah yap,riku,riku cousin,berry,wen ching]

izzit so many ppl??

in the afternoon...i just accompany them go shopping bought shirt..

at time square..

wow~1st time again~

go out with all boys..and with them shopping..

thx baby gv a 1st time for me..LOL =="

hiak hiak....all buy same pants and shirt...

i really...really...HAHAHAHA!!!!>_____________<"

i also duno how to say nia....

after tat,nite...we went to sg.wang..waiting countdown~

wow~so many ppl~1st time i go with them..and 'bek' like 'ham yu'~
hahas~! syokkk!!!

gt many leng zai ,leng lui and....malay~

luan la...but we so carefully....

thr have a concert..lucky...coz have my idol CHIN @ RYNN!!!

i love them so much!!!!muakssss!!^^*

very leng zai 1 ler....and songs also very nice!

abt CHIN ...everytime he come..i also gt see him~

haha....happy~

and see so many arties...^^

we have a VIP ticket,so we no nid bck with all human..

just go in..relax nia...

song!!!!! after tat,thr have a nice firework..nice!!!

i love it...look like melacca new year 1...

very near...and i see with my baby...sweet =p

den,we bought the snow spray and ply..

RM10 have 4 bottle...

wow..1st time i ply snow spray~syok!!think tat next time must go again~!

kekekee...

that day,i kena spray whole body...

geli ! very stick....my hair...

we bck home is 2am++

tired! and i take a bath...but gt a think make me get sick..

i bath joh...and wash my hair..

i nvr wait my hair dry..thn i fall asleep...

so now, i get sick...T.T

it is a nice 2009 last day memory~

okay~turn to today

4 january 2010..

it is a reopen sch day~i need woke up so early...

and i need to take bath go to sch...wuwu~~~

no ppl fetch summore...

but nvm...luckly i have my kai mui accompany me..

err..i think i should say i accompany her..keke =p

err....early in the morning..1st day...omg! RAIN! cold la wei~

aihz....bus so many ppl..

now! i'm 18 years old but is form 5..

NO! is 17 bcoz i havent pass my birthday~!

blek...young? keke....@@"

but i very stupid..i havent go test my undang..kaka..

paiseh~i very lazy la guys...

and form5...gt ppl say..this years SPM! is the year 'lucky'

HARD HARD HARD

izzit true??i dunno...i just hope i can try my best to pass all my exam..

in the 3rd week, i have a test! walao!

so cham..1st month..3rd week start exam! siao!

i hate exam very much!

but i trying to catch the bad..and try my best to get a gud result on new year~

form 5..i dun think so easy for us...

and is a busy year...my frenz...good luck! and gambateh!

we should put more effort...and get a nice result..

i hope i can pass...tat's all !

form now on! i will start study properly..

tuition summore...

tired nvm! just wanna support ownself to get a nice result..

i hope tat i can do it!

jia you khoo may ling!

a ppl say [do you think you can,you can!]

ya!now i ONLY noe...keke

a busy year...a busy form...

i think tat it is always exam...exam...exam...

i very jealous they ad past form 5 year~

aihzzz......no luck at all..bcoz this year SPM is HARD!

i noe.....aihz...

now,i'm tired! and i also still working too...

just until july...

no work no money...who wanna support me?blek..

i need money..wakakaka!

just study better!

okey,i think i should start now do my all form4 revision...

and do my thg....

arh! gt once again...i still is a assi monitor...nvr chg my job=="

aihz......sienzzz....

just here!

and i will continue next day...

telling abt my sch life of 2010 form 5

HAPPY NEW YEAR

ciaos~^,<*