*23th dec 2009, a HOT day!*

yesterday, monday..

i wake up so late...

but i called my fren go out have breakfast~

it's too hungry~haha!

we go taman bullion mewah mamak shop~

have our maggie goreng~

he treat me eat..thx loh...^^

after tat we chat at thr, call munjiejie...

whr we go next? selayang mall!

haha! suddenly think tat wanna go buy somethings...

haha! christmas is comming...

me,jun,jiejie 3 people going..

her boyfren fetch us to go..very thx..

we walk walk walk...so many things can see

and buy many things..

i ad use rm58! walao!

buy all sock~haha! bcoz i'm going genting on tomolo~

we have our lunch at mc'd

love it!^^

den,buy many things...

i buy a christmas cap oni rm1.50 very cheap..

i buy for fansu also..haha!

they also gt buy..

while shopping...

fansu called me...wanna fetch us bck home~^^

hehehe...thx baby yar~muakzz~!

always ma fan euu fetch us...

*bla bla bla*

today 23th dec 2009!

wow~so fast 2 more days christmas joh!

haha! happy.......i get so many christmas msg....

haha!!!! tomolo i'm going genting highland
celebrate our x'mas day~^^

this is 1st time whn christmas going genting!

hope is a wonderful trip~

i going with fansu and his frenz`

waiting tomolo comming~

thinking bck last year~

i going to church on 24th dec 2009 with kayson

i go for caroling...a nice party nite!

but this years~is diffrent!

we are nt in tat relation...

bt i will always remember~^^

outside....same! very HOT!

adui~~~wanna die!!!!

why so HOT de!

make me bck frm melaka bcum black joh!

damn!

aihz!!!!!!!!!

stay at home also bcum very lazy~

tired~

wont white also T.T

later nid to pack tomolo thg....

and fansu coe find me later...xixi

i was very hungry now!

aihzzzzz!!!!!

i will write bck whn i'm bck home...

GENTING!! i comming la!!!!

drink alots water ya! everybody!

it's HOT day!

dun get sick oo^^

muakz!

-bye-

*20th dec 2009,1 day trip..*

20th dec 2009,sunday~

i still at malacca...1 day trip here!haha~

early in the morning...

very tired...feel sleeply~

haha!

but nid to woke up prepare go out also la..

last nite we stay at my uncle house 1 nite~^^

zi lian zi lian~~hehe...='p

izzit this baby very cute?hehe...look like girl..

but is a boy oo..^^

he is my cousin...very cuet right?^^

i love xuan xuan so much!^^

muakzzz~

me and jiejie~

before go out....

go gaigai loh..

.we plan to go makotah,but we also nvr go..

i very tired on this trip...

keep sleeping...i also duno y..aihz...

1st,we go ate our breakfast+lunch...

[云吞面] nice food at malacca!

diffrent with KL...aha..so, i love it!^^

we go juncle street!

see many things and buy...

mummy
ling-me! fat la ooooik~
but this place very nice^^

we go juncle street buy t-shirt~

and i buy a unbrealla~

hello kitty 1~nice^^

den,

daddy bring us go eat this!

durian candol!!!


this very nice!!!!!!haha!!
if can , go try this!^^

after tat,continue eat...non-stop!
satae!!! this is the most i love!
very nice....hangfok lar!!!!
hehe....have so many...
i eat joh 18 branch...

this shop infornt 培风学校~many people like it!
me too....hahaha!

after tat ,we bck macap baru~
hometown....
my uncle and aunty house...
in the car keep sleep sleep sleep!
hahaha!
nvr stop to sleep..

reach! i woke up!
haha! chat on phone...hahaha...
den sleep bck again...but i gt ply with my cousin~

very cute laaa!!!!haha!!

den,ply more a while...slp slp slp!!

be pig again!

until they chg to go other house..

eat tong yuan at thr...

watch tv.....sms....bla bla bla....

nite!

we find a restaurant have our dinner with my cousin..

haha! but gt a things really make me bad mood!

aihz....shhhh! cant tell..paiseh!

so,i noe y i will look so tired!

hahaha.....

aihz....

finish eat...bck to my uncle house clean up all the thg~!

we going bck to KL loh....

hmm...duno whn bck again...

but new years sure going geh~aha~

nice a trip..

i bcum very dark...

bcoz outside very hot la!haha!

but fun!^^

-end-

*19th dec 2009,wedding dinner*

19th dec 2009,saturday~

i just working half day...

work until 1pm oni...

bck home very busy~coz nid to clean things...

we nid to bck hometown-malacca..

bcoz someone wedding~

haha.....

in the car taking pic with my two sister~

my hair so k sui la...adui~haha！

we reach thr ad 5pm thn we go marlim eat somethings..

bcoz all is hungry~

after tat , we faster bck my uncle house clean up and make up!

bcoz going weeding...

*bla bla bla*

take some picture b4 going ..

me and my elder sister~

i very tall right?hehe.... going....in the car~

my cousin.....and my sister~
you noe who is my sister?hehe

start, have alots people here and many delisious food here
i nvr put it out...

this is '涩酒'[sik jao] read in cantonese ><"
duno how to read nia..
i drink lots...taste nice lerh~
so i gt a bit drunk..blur blur~haha!
this is 1st time i drink gt feel drunk..
haha! act i dun like this feel..haha! sleeply~

but very nice taste~

last time i gt try b4..but nt nice....haha

at thr me take pic with thm...

my mom and me.. my elder sister and me

4 girls...

skymay,ling,xiang,mum

izzit gt look alike?hehe....

just pic dun have my daddy~he dun like to take pic geh~xixi

this picture gt abit blur~

but nice also...^^

a happy days

-end-

*18th dec 2009,sunway lagoon!*

18th dec 2009~

i go SUNWAY LAGOON with all my baby~^^

so happy whn morning...i'm preparing...

so i woke up so early...

i alomost 5am ad woke...

and i dunno why i cant slp tight..aihz...

hmm.......so,i just wait the time move~~...

tic-toc-tic-toc

so slowly~i lay on my bed....sienz....

tic-toc-tic-toc...

yeah! time's up!

i called fansu and jiejie woke up too..

hehe....it's surprice?hahas!

siaoz~

in the morining..hungry~xixi..

while waiting...i drink a cup of milk...

thn wait fansu come fetch me and jiejie go eat breakfast~

after we ate finish...

meet up with he fren...jason and xiao xuan~^^

huray!

going! but i nvr take any pic whn i in sunway lagoon...

cant bring hp and camera also ler~

nvm...i just take oni this pic infornt the lift with fansu~

izzit he very dark?haha..look like ‘黑人牙膏’

hahahaha~~~~~boom><"

start plying...haha....happy nia``

very fun....enjoy in that time...

this is the 1st time i'm going thr...

thinking tat next time must go again..

tat day is a public holidays~

alots of people nia~

wow~but luckly we so fast buy tat ticket..hehe...

feel very gud whn plying...

but my jiejie so alone...very sorry...

aihz....yingyng nvr go accompany...bad~ :'(

*bla bla bla*

finish ply ald 4pm+
we clean up .....

bath somemore........

owww.....it's a rainnie day~aihz....

make me run here run there wanna go out....

get wet...haha!but feeling nt gud whn i running..

maybe i nvr run so long time...my heartbeat drop so fast!samfu nia~

den, we go sunway pyramid have our lunch+dinner...

sakae sushi^^

this is 1st time i going go ate..nice!haha!taste gud...

but vry exp la.... this pic izzit very cute?the cup by sakae sushi !

dak yi la! xD

i lazy put all picture here...sorry~hehe~

me and munjiejie~

me and fansu~

after we ate...thn we go shopping...buy buy buy...

haha! i buy a piggy bank keep money and j'co donuts for my family~
taste gud!^^

while walking.....act very tired!

after tat we bck loh...

take so many pic nia...

but i just nvr put~hehe.....

look likes buy so many things....><"

duno next time whn going again~

i very like thr...SUNWAY LAGOON....haha!

act...i love sunway very much!

``情绪化`！！

突然间脾气很冲！一冲凉出来就心情很差~
到底为了什么？在冲凉的时候想了很多东西~
是我脾气突然很不好。。。我气不顺！
为什么会这样？？自己就像吃了火药那样~忍不到~
妈妈刚好出口就骂人。。还要骂粗口！！！！！！！
到底是怎样！我最讨厌被别人骂粗口！！讲话不可以客气一点吗？
骂人很爽啊？！而且每一次都骂我！！！我只是又忘记开洗衣机的水而已！！！
有没有怎样！！！那么妹妹呢？有时我真的不明白为什么骂的人永远都是我！
我已经尽量不要忘记自己要做的事情。。
本来打算搽完脸就要去开水。。一下子就破口大骂！
到底是怎样？
家务，永远都是我中招！！！
我的姐妹都不会被骂！会玩！！不会收！！！
难道我真的像女佣吗？
一开口就粗话！！破口大骂！！！我很讨厌很讨厌！！！！！！！！！！！！！
到底怎样！！！！
现在觉得错的东西怪上别人。。不小心的脾气！吵架！
觉得自己那么的不应该。。哭了。。。这就是一个问题！
为什么我要哭？被骂而已有没有怎样。。或许是情绪化又犯了吧~
没有人帮我疏解。。没有人让我诉苦。。你呢？快回来，好吗？
无助的我。。身边什么人也没有。。
最近总是想起不该想起的画面！
看回不该看的东西！我生气！我伤心！

自问自己！为什么我会哭？不知道
或许，哪里我都不受欢迎吧~

我是否这么的小气？或许吧~
借由机会哭泣那又是为了什么？
换来的是不开心。。。自问到底要什么！
我要的体谅，是关心，是了解，是填补我的空虚。。
然而，开心的也只是表面。。。。





空虚。。。。




电话不会响。。。
第一次电池竟然可以没有充电而满满三天。。




就这样吧~

``holidays life``

The Princess Frog

Jump

Avatar

this 3 movie...all i want to watch..

hiak hiak...=p

today is a boring day too....he havent come bck pula ><"

today still a day is without breakfast and lunch ...aihz....

but luckly i no hungry lar....keke...

now, my room really very jollification leh~all my cousin come bck..

at my room playing card...

ahaha~

tomolo wed,16 dec..

i waiting my someone accompany me go watch movie..

haha....may i can?hmm...i still duno yt...

but start tomolo i think i will busy ba..

thursday 17 dec,

i nid to bing my sister go sch buy books and uniform

bcoz she is going form 1 now..hiak hiak!

friday 18 dec,

i going Sunway Lagoon...

with all my lovely frenz...

sat~sunday 19~20 dec,

sat,

i just working half day...afternoon i nid to bck my hometown

bcoz my XXX is getting marry.. [act i also duno who nia]

sunday,

we stay at thr for 1 day melacca trip..

nite oni bck oo....

thur,friday 24~25 dec,

i should say merry christmas~

i going genting with my fren celebrate~wow~

duno what is the feeling whn x'mas going thr...^^

happy....hoping....

thur,31 dec,

i nid to bing my sister go SMP orentasi...

aihz.....boring day also lur...sienzzz!!

haha.....1st time i repalce my mother go her orentasi...

hahaha!

after tat,

is going opening sch loh...

i havent have a fully schedule...

but i think tat...i will very busy for this few weeks...

aihz...next years is FORM5 ..SPM....

scare le....aihz.....

bored day.....

holidays........

comming soon.... Sunway Lagoon~~xDxD

I'M GOING TO FINISH WATCH

'宫心计'

next i will going to watch

'富贵门'

hehe.......

[THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG]

&

[JUMP]

&

[AVATA]

I WANT TO WATCH LAR....

fansu say wanna go watch with me..hehe...

waiting......

-tat's all-

``蔡旻佑，寂寞 好了``

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Ed0MAnevQ4

寂寞，好了

拼命的上网

闷坏的胸口让我

想大声 的呐喊

我努力不放

你冷淡 你让分手 就这样

我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了 还是一天

计算着慌张

计程车上的音响

我们最爱的情歌

这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了 我怎么办

寂寞了 谁在身旁

心情变的好复杂

想她 念她 恨她

一个人 你害怕吗

细数过 漫天星光

说过永远不分开

多假 多假 多假

让记忆长出翅膀飞翔

心放空了 寂寞好了

坚强外表下

我脆弱 情人节开始失常

别人庆祝 我却很失落

秋天过了 冬天漫长

欢愉而感伤

我们天真的勇敢

我们追求的梦想

舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了 我怎么办

寂寞了 谁在身旁

心情变的好复杂

想她 念她 恨她

一个人 你害怕吗

细数过漫天星光

说过永远不分开

多假 多假 多假

让记忆长出翅膀飞翔

心放空了 寂寞好了

寂寞 感冒 全都可以好的

爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放

夜深了 我 怎么办

寂寞了 谁在身旁

心情变的好复杂

想她 念她 恨她

一个人 你 害怕吗

细数过 漫天 星光

说过永远不分开

多假 多假 多假

让记忆长出翅膀飞翔

没有你 心 放空了

寂寞 好了

``慢慢的，消失了~``

在我的生命里，到底什么是最重要的？
我不清楚。。

某一个时候，
我鼓起勇气翻开所有曾经我走过的回忆~
我鼓起勇气翻开所有曾经的伤心记忆~
礼物，信，部落格 等
记得那天，我翻开了属于自己的‘秘密’。。
那是我一直不敢翻阅的伤心回忆~
但是，至今我打开了。。我看回所有的东西。。
都会所有的日记。。我只能说。。
有人让我很心痛，有人让我很幸福。。
感觉不再那么伤心，会哭泣。。因为我并不爱他了~
然而，还会觉得自己很不矜持，很幼稚，很无聊，白痴。。
想起真的觉得 [为什么我会喜欢那个人？]
哈哈！不可思议吧？
我真的觉得自己成熟了许多。。
从感情的道路上，我学会了很多~

记忆，真的很难让我把它都忘记~
我曾经爱过也曾经受伤过。。所以，我了解了~
还有人我一辈子也不会忘记~

我妈今天问了我几个问题，也跟我谈了很多关于感情的事~
她知道 ‘他’还是会跟我联络，还是会来找我。。
她知道我跟他是无话不谈~
但是，我妈问的问题真的让我觉得。。
[我错了！更本不可能回头。。]
我妈妈问 [如果，他要求和在回一起愿意吗？]
我很震撼！因为这是我更本不会回答的问题~
我承认当初的结束是我一时的冲动！并没有人知道这是原因~
可是，那样的冲动足以让我后悔很久。。所以，[我错了！更本不能回头。。]
我妈确实知道这就是原因，所以。。她才会那么问。。
我和他是不一样的世界，所以会选择离开~
然而，每个人看待的也只是表面的可惜~

我妈又问 [‘他’和‘胜’谁比较好？]
我答 [没有的比较，因为他们并不一样。。其实，都一样好的]
我妈 [你和胜可能了吗？]
我答 [不可能。。因为他。。很完美。。而我。。]
我妈 [为什么？因为你们都是不同世界的人？]
我答 [嗯，差别很大。。所以不可能。。可是，现在我身边还有个他。。比较起来~现在的那个他和胜真的有差别。。胜变成不会是我想要的‘完美’]
我妈 [唔，这也是。。你们的差别很大。。]

看了对话，我真的发现。。我已经放下很久了~
我的家，每一样的东西都有他。。
在我心里是曾经的唯一。。然而，现在呢？
我妈问这样的问题~如果是以前的我，我相信~我一定会回答 [我会！]
因为他是我唯一第一次最爱的~初恋情人
有觉得那个原因很可惜吗？
我和他在一起一年半。。有很多很多的回忆~
发生过很多事，甚至家人反对，我们都熬过了。。
而且，我们都不曾因为无聊的事情而吵架。。
但是，结束就是结束！
并没有谁对谁错。。。

挑起了我的回忆，这是让我觉得最痛苦的记忆~
也很后悔，不能挽回~可是，现在我理解我们的问题在哪里了。。

没关系，至少我们都有属于自己的幸福~

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听着什么样的歌曲，就有什么样的记忆~
音乐的旋律环绕在四周围。。不停的~
音乐会跳起我 [想念] 一个人的心情
[我等你回来] 这又是属于什么意思了呢？
[你快乐吗？]这又是什么样的关心？
[结束了吗？]。。。。。







我想结束了。。。。。。





就这样吧~慢慢的`~
没有爱情的渴望。。。
慢慢的没有留言的信箱。。。
慢慢的没有你的来电。。。
慢慢的什么也消失了！~
寂寞了，停止了~没有了~
还是那一句 [我爱你]


好想你。。

*thursday, just the same*

kepong toilet...b4 de pic pic..^^

yesterday me and laopo go out again lur~
happy nia...
we plan for go kepong eat
shabu-shabu lerhh....my love..yummy**
fansu also eat together nia...
we and yingyng buy shirt^^
hangTen purple colour coler T-shirt RM29
same der....we want wear together go sunway~haha
on next friday~^^ wowow~happy! waiting tat day la..
fansu,fansufren,me,jiejie,yingyng^^
we go together...

and i also very happy to hear this..
christmas we go genting^^
gt room lerh~xixi....happy lar~!!
yeah! this time is 1st time christmas time go genting yeh~
this is my plan too...

SunwayLagoon
Genting Highland
I'M COMMING!!!!!!!
MY HOLIDAYS !!!!!ROCK!!!!!WOW~

love you my dear~muakzzz!!^______^

today, i just the same stay at home..
nvm nvm....haha...
aiyo...today thursday joh...
going sat and sunday again~work lar..
sienz....fansu ganna go thailand...
haha...
and Spm is over soon..
good luck to all chinese exam student!^^

this few days..
i always watch movie until so late..keke
‘宫心计’
it is a nice movie...^^
everyone must watch it oo.....
hahas!!!!

maybe this holiday for me is a diffrent holidays..
a funny holidays..
a happy holidays..
a tired holidays..
no work no tuition.....
my fren all busy of their working..
but i'm so free here~
hahas! really very diffrent..
remember tat last years...
i should busy on my working...no time...tired everyday~
but now is chging...ahas!
but..act i still gt work la..i work as promoter at nsk selayang ad 1 years~
a bored work...haha...alr normal for me..
but next year i need to stop it..
bcoz of my SPM!!
i still thinking whn i'm finish my SPM ..wad should i do?

hmm....
just very scare of my SPM....
but surely go travel with my classmate and my best fren~^^

my life...
how abt gt a relation life?
how abt is a single life?
nth diffrent....
i just wanna be happy...
how abt you all?^^

2010 still got few weeks...
so fast reach..aihz...
a new years...a new life...
a diffrent things will happens...xD
GAMBATEH!

i just stop it...
-bye-

*很闷呐！！！！！*

this is me....hahas!!!

假期的生活，就是这么如此闷和特别。。

一样的呆在家里的我。。

今天哪里都没有去哦~

哈哈！想写部落格。。。

没有朋友约我，我也没有约。。

因为我没钱了啦~唉~

好穷哦~等出粮咯。。。哈哈！

都不知道几时的啦~

我出薪水后，我要去玩！

还要还很多钱~哎哟！真是的!

然后，要买很多东西。。

我要去SUNWAY LAGOON玩^^

我要去SHOPPING^^

HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

真的很期待啦~~~

我和朋友都约好咯。。开心的咧~

19&20号

要回马六甲因为有人结婚哦~哈哈！

然后又可以回去玩咯~

一日游~^^

期待丫~

昨天，我的朋友的报告出鲁了。。

已经怀孕两个月了耶~哎哟~

听说月尾就要结婚咯~

我只好祝福她咯。。。唉~

又多一位朋友当妈妈咯~

很闷啊！！！！！！

现在才几点哦！！！！就喊闷了！！！！！

我要去玩啦！！！！！！！

-没东西写了-

=停=

*saturday,a concert..nice memory*

5/12 saturday~

tat day i work half day oni..

bcoz nite i have to go a concert at sg.wang

shuang oo!!!^^

this time i oni get 2 ticket..so i go with fansu....hehe

while waiting he fetch me..thn take pic again..

chika chika**

blek ><"

very happy i can go...bcoz gt Y2J and Evan Yo..

wow...i love them!!

me and kyo-fansu-

we take pic in the car...before going lar...^^

going lur.....

this is sg.wang hall...

nice? leng~i like it!

see see......picture talking...

Y2J & Evan Yo

haha.....very de hot oo..

and we stand very near frm thm...

at thr ply game thn get a present tim...

haha....a nice memory nia..

bcoz i have it!!!

Evan very leng zai o...

1st time very near to see him also..

handsom boy!!! xD

he come down.....thn sing..

shock!!!!!!wowowowow~!!!

tat nite after we finish see...thn go eat our 'dinner'

on 11pm++

late nia...hahas!!

we go kepong 美食中心

join his fren.....adui....shy nia...><"

after tat his mama also thr oo...

sei loh......

see his parents...feel so weird nia.....aihz.....a weird weird feeling~

haha......

this is a nice memory..

i'll nvr forget...wow~

-bye-

*friday,celebration nite with fansu*

4/12 friday nite...

me and fansu go block house eat out dinner...

celebrate his bufday...

we have our lunch at block house[maluri]~

haha.....

i present this for him...

a PRADA wallet...nice??^^

hope he like lar...hahas!! [PRADA]

this is fansu-kyo-a funny look frm him...lolx

do you noe wat is this???

haha.....a exp thg...nice food^^

snail~~~~~~~

adui....i eat snail lerh!!!>____<"

gt cheese pulak!!!

hahaha.....act nt bad la...nice try for me..

last time i eat bird...this time i eat snail..

wahahaha!!

i like drink this...root beer...[nt a beer oo]

haha....gt ice-cream..hiak hiak!!

yummy^^

salad

this is sizzling lamb chop!!!

wow!!yummy yummy!!i love it!!^^

very nice oo..hahas!!

me and him also like lamb too...hoho...

after we eat thn we go kepong jusco watch movie..

hehe....we watch

'the twilight saga new moon'

act this movie nt bad lar...

maybe we no watch b4 tat 1 ..so gt abit dunno it saying wad..

noob hor..hehe..

and infornt me gt a 'big head'

let me watch until not comfortable nia..

aihz....

we watch joh 2hrs+

after we watch is ad so late loh..

i reach home also ad 1am++ joh..

tired nia...

but happy...izzit^^

long time nvr so late bck home joh..

wow~

saturday still wanna late home...

coz gt a concret~^^

-to be continue-

*tuesday 1/12*

today is tuesday~ 1/12..

yooo!!!! descember liao loh...very fast nia><"

haiz...time dun run so fast can bo?huiyo~
today still the same i stay at home watch movie again lur~

hahas!!!

nth to do....bored nia...

wow~i'm thinking tat ....

this friday and saturday~

bcoz of someone birthday..

i go celebrate with him on friday 4/12 and we also go watch movie..

&

i go 签唱会at sg.wang on saturday nite 5/12..

ahhh~~happy...waiting oo....!!!

today 1/12 my dear bryan birthday!

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to bryan,

happy birthday to you.

i cant celebrate with you..bcoz you nid to exam also..

ur present i will gv geh~but after you exam ok^^

hehe....

just now with you sms..seems like this birthday make you very angry

very unhappy..izzit true??

bcoz somethings abt study happens~

dun care abt it la....parents sure like this..

nvm after you exam i celebrate bck with you ya~^^

gambateh!! SPM!!!rock!!

erm....

this few day i just keep watch movie

下一站，幸福 & 海派甜心 & 18禁不禁

this 3 movie....haha....i want faster finish watch la...

huiyo~~^.^

errr....

nth can write joh lur..

holiday boring~tired wa~

aiyo...stay at home also very tired..siao de me><"

no ppl find me nia....T.T

i want go mutiara tomolo..who want to accompany me?

haiz.......ying yng oo....

no choi me...sob sob~

aihz...sienZzzzz...

-to be continue next day-