life...

felt want to go shopping badly~~

im happy bcoz gov gv us loan ad...

hehehe...yay~~~

but wanna save abit...

hehe...im happy..bcoz now dear helping me wash hair....

hahaha.....long time din like this jor...yiipii~~xD

a bored sunday~aihz~~

i jz finish my dinner...pizza hut~

but i mad tat fatty girl~~

*skip*

later go yam cha with my dear~

hehehe....

so bored here...even in blog also dunno wanna wrote wad...

bcoz it's nth to wrote here...

i jz trying to update sumthg oni...hehehe...

this few week keep go sing k..happy nerh~sing midnight xD

EXPENSIVE 9 9~let me noe tat sucks neway at cheras~(near leisure mall)

bt we still can enjoy sing thr~

i love my classmate n my roommate much~<3

hehehe....

everyday also stick tgt ^^

dear friend, i love u all....<3

这是现在的我。。

好久好久都没上来写了。。。

怀念总是呆在这里的我。。想我么？

我在安邦的日子都快半年了。。这一切就在我来到安邦后改变了很多。。

我和他(aaron)

结束了！这一切其实很突然。。我和他分开了一个月。。

记得当初想要挽留他，但是我却认为已经不需要了。。

对他只是还有很多的疑惑。。

很多的不解，只因为我不去接受那个理由。。

和他的日子发生和好多事情。。往往不一定会有人去接受。。

但，这就是事实。。

因为更本就不能改变什么。。

所以，我就让时间流过这一切变得平淡。。

而他很努力的让我在忘记。。

结束了！就别再说了。。。

关于这一切我只想变成了回忆。。

嗯~~不谈那个。。

说说别的。。

家人，

是否她们都觉得我变了？还是怀疑着我..

我希望我疑心很重。。但是。。这怀疑真的很让人不悦。。

感觉他们很想都不相信我。。

难道真的认为我是从感化院来的吗？

真是的！

而在学院，

生活就是没有变化的。。累~~

总是为钱烦恼。。可否不要这样？

论也还没有出~我的钱呀~~！！

好讨厌政府每次都在托~

做学生的每天都在烦恼，到底要怎样省钱~

怕没有下一餐~也只能挨杯面。。

有人会因为钱不够就要退学了~

很可惜~~

很讨厌这样的生活。。

而假日出去玩，还要省~

怎样都不觉得爽~~

别说我挑~其实我很现实~

人生就是这么多变化。。忽然很想忽视自己的生活。。

想要休息。。。因为我觉得好累~

原本是应该享受生活的我。。

演变成这样的生活好累~

你们呢？

我感叹~因为这一切变了很多。。

-完-

change

now,i'm at ampang ...

act, i also dunno...is cheras or ampang xD

i cum here is almost 2 weeks...

i miss my parents , i miss my bed..

i miss my aircone and i miss you so much!

i cried in the 1st week....coz i really miss u and miss my home...

i felt bad at here..it's too far frm my house...

i really miss everythg..

this is the 1st time i leave my house to so far..

live at my hostel...

how scare i am?

do you noe how i scare and miss much for?

but come here,

everythg is change...

yea,i have alot fren....

but thn,tats not make me noe tat better in time...

i remember tat night...

it's and 3sumthg midnight...

i sms for u....i said tat hw much i miss u...

but thn u din reply me...

for the 2nd day u lie me say u stay at home..

but thn u are not..im scare tat day,dunno whr u go..

i scare u really lie me..

tat time! im surprice...

i called me look out frm the window...and i saw u..

how touch i am??

i cry.....i really miss u soo much!!

finally, i bck home on last week...

open a new 1st time memory for everythg again..

i really appriciate tat day with you...

today,

i bck to sch again...

sumthg is change? yea,this is the special thg have to say..

it's alot thgs is happening...

all friendship relation are changing...

i'm not a person who really like to join..

but they are my fren..we are in one team..

how diffrent for me at outside...

alot thgs i have to control myself...

how much of mood i have to control...

aih....

i noe everythg will be change....

me

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waiting

darling and me =]

love him soooo much~~hehe

yay~im counting down for my birthday and myfm award on tomorrow..

hehehe....so happy i can go with my dar

thx for him too..

this is the 1st trip for us...

hehehe...

thx jackie gv us ticket...

i think tomolo should be alot ppl are going

myfm award...so excited~
26th march 2011

morning i'll be at genting with him....

night will enjoy the award...

gt alot artis...=]

hahahaha!

we stay 1 night,

thn

27th march 2011..

me and mommy birthday...

i rush down and....i will celebrate with her too..

too bad...my elder sis din come bck...

maybe i will plan for our birthday dinner =)

wow....

so excited actually...

it is tomorrow~~^^

hmm......abot now....

so bored in the office...nothing can do...

clerk should be like this right?

felt wanna resign my job for now...

im looking some part time job now..

and find some job in coming this april pc faire =]

hope i can get a nice job...

tired now...

juz ate medicine...

my sound was so 'sexy' now....=="

ehhh~~my sweeties sound faster come bck lar...

how tomolo i can shout?!

wuwuwuwu~~~~

summore,gt cough and flu....t.t

hope can immediately recover bck all the sick...

tik tok tik tok...

time ar time....can run faster?

i wanna go bck and slp.....

hahahahaha!

@ now im so miss my darling aaron~

he's busy working thr.....

awww......

i'll meet him later?

still dunno yt.....T.T

nothing can share out here..

bored life...aihz....

take care everyone<3

ciaoz~

♥ 珍惜 ♥

我变了吗？

这是第一句问自己的话。。

最近，不知是不是因为天气的关系。。

脾气总是变得很坏。。

动不动就对哒发脾气。。

对不起哦！

我真的不懂为什么会变得那么小气。。

而且总是有不好的想法。。

我怎么了吗？

每次每次使哒不开心。。

我真的觉得很内疚。。

对不起。。

我一定要改变坏脾气！

不然哒就要跑掉咯。。

现在的我，

坐在电脑前正在折腾着工作的时间。。

实际上，

我没什么工作。。

只觉得很闷，很累。。

我好想停下脚步。。

把眼睛闭上。。好好的入眠。。

但是我的生活不允许。。

随着音乐的旋律。。

我敲打着键盘。。

为的是什么？

这的确不是我的未来。。

寂静的室内。。

吵杂的室外。。

我得到什么构想吗？

答案似乎没有一个理由。。

工作是为了生活。。

如果我们就此停下脚步了。。

还能好好的活得更好吗？

世界总是给人们不同的考验。。

去尝试不一样的事情。。。

那我呢？我还在学习。。

想念着你的我，

想知道距离万里的你好吗？

在干吗？

虽然每天通电话。。

可是却还是不真实的你在我身边。。

我触摸不到你。。

我看不见你。。

这样的想念似乎很容易让人留下最宝贵的眼泪。。

曾几何时，我也何尝不是？

难道就这么难过吗？

就这么一日不见如隔千百年？

你说你要习惯有我在你身边。。

而我也是啊。。。

我要习惯你的一切。。

迁就，体谅你的所有。。

我们还有好长的路要走。。。

哒，我并不会因此而说出离开。。

不要觉得我会离开你。。

这是我们的考验。。

感情以及生活上的考验！

我们都要加油！

就像你说的，

世界末日就要降临。。

我们都要珍惜。。

【有缘牵手，就别轻易放手】

想告诉你，

【我爱你】哒令

黄震宇

♥ life ♥

i've been long time no update my lovely blog...

this is how i look now...

anyway,my hair is gold in colour...=)

this picture cant look it out...

@

now is my working time...

for free to post up sumthg special here...

i've been start a relationship with aaron wong zhen yee

the picture with him at upstair..

izzit he look like my bro?

hahahaha....

now,we i've been together 15days only...

is just 15 days for us..but it looks like 15 years alr..

hahaha....

alot thgs is happen and memorable...

argue?happiness?

everythgs is happenning..

but we are very treasure...

so fast, i meet he's parents..

whn midvalley having 'PC EXPO'

lol.....this so surprice he parents go with us too...

i join with he's prents..woots!

i remember tat..he never told me he parents are coming too..

thn whn we going out..he oni said to me tat

he parents join us for shopping =="

im sweat and so surprice tat time..

he told me he's parents wanna look me..

omg...i wear sexy tat day...

this is how i look on tat day [upstair pic]

this is the 1st time and nice try for me..

no try this and join my bf family before..

i felt good...=]

luckly they like me..haha...

but i think this is fast for us...

phew....

after tat i ate lunch and dinner with thm..

summore..i go he's house...

lol.....

and today...

it is 15 march 2011

he mother birthday....

[aunty happy birthday]

i dun hv prepare present also....

omg~now oni told me wanna eat dinner with thm

tonight for celebrate her mom birthday =="

i dunno how i can do with....

so nervous...

start to think abt wad i should wear alr...

hahahaha!

stupid me...><"

this is the 1st time too..

he's father called me join with the dinner...

i nvr try b4....so gratez!

im start to think..

izzit this relation will be long time?

izzit this relationship nth wrong with?

i'm scare always....

but i hope i can do it as successfull..

i've fully book all the day..

this coming thursday my dear sis [mun]

date me go for sing k at night ...

hehehehe~!

im waiting for...

xxxxxx

so fast!

23th march 2011

is death date..why?

bcoz we are going to take spm result...

oww....so nervous to take...

dunno how noob the result is...zzz

thn 26th march 2011

im going to genting with dar also..

for [myfm awards]

i have the ticket...so, we are going to stay 1 night too...

thanks aunty chg point book 1 room..=)

so good....

we are save the money for room..hohoho!

btw,

27th march 2011

i nid to rush bck and celebrate birthday with my mom too

so good.my birthday is same with my mom...

=)

love u mom!

wad present i wanna present her?

yay!my laptop is coming soon...

my mom said she buy rm1000 [office price]

so cheap...

i think this is my birthday present alr =)

hehehe...thx my mom!

my laptop is programming now...

faster la!!!

hahahaha!crazy!!

this year wad birthday present i will get leh..

***dreaming...***<3

okay,

i stop here lur....

to be continue ...^^

crazy

im working now...
felt so tired and dizzy...my mood is bad...
i dunno why....
like easy get angry for all the thgs....
can i stop my job?
aihz.........

izzit sumthg will happen????
wad's wrong arhhhhh......
no mood wanna do anythg...
feel wanna bck home and take a sweet dream....
now so sleepy and hungry...

ouchhh....
LAZY sick is always come frm me....
can bring me far away frm me?
and sumone is lost.....

NO MOOD NO MOOD!!!!!!!


just now jackie kor sms me said tat
abt got 【MYFM至尊流行榜颁奖典礼】
ticket...i felt so happy...xD
again....gt free ticket for me...huray!!^^
this time wanted go thn overnight....hehehehe...
and who are going with me? =)
but the hotel booking make me felt so trobble...zzz
wad the hell ><"
who can help me?


wow~
this week gonna finish~~
10th march...take spm result....
dump dump dump my heartbeats is dumping...
so scare errr......

not enough money use now!
so poor la weh....................










><" i felt i gt abit crazy now.....
stop it here......

hello

harlooo.....everyone...
i've been so long time nvr update my blog alr...
hahahaha!
now i come to update abit la...=)

i'm waiting spm result now....
ya! coming soon on next month...
ouchhh!! i really scare.....
pray for me....xD

my house still cant online...
so now i update at my office...
i now work as admin clerk with shuwan....
a 38 po in the world...she's funny...xD
my best fren too....
this job a month rm1000...hmm...
i think still ok la...=)
this is the 2nd month i work at here....

nth special happen in my life...
i move to segambut alr...so no bus...no car...
let me always bored at home...wt*
ish ish~!! den always work.....go whr also hard...
i need a car leh.....xD

hmm.....wad the next i'll going to do after i get my result?
my life is ignore relationship...
it should be single for me...
this time really end up...
i have no wish for all...always let me upset abt tat kind of LOVE
no more~! is end up....
i have to enjoy a new single life...

i'm 19 years old now.....
old? xD i dunno....but i think i should start planing wad the next i wanted to..
hmm...i think im not going to singapore...
stay at M'sia to learn la....bcoz if go thr so exp for me...
but i wanted to go travel...so now is saving money...
xixixixi......
i love travel .....

the 1st time working den update my blog..
and plying facebook...so stupid at here...
my office was so silent..
shuwan was emo+ing
i dunno how i can help also...
as the same time...i jz let my prob take it easy....
alot thgs is happening...
i dunno how i still can handle...
a relationship?gonna end....
i dunno how i can turn bck and change....
i no answer and no point...
no reason can let me cry for....not worth...
i keep telling myself......but i cant to be tat~
i should wake up act!
end up all the sadness things!

now is 2011~!
wad's for own is importand?
money! life! future!
hahahaha!
act,i was so happy i still have alot fren.....=)


err....i should say tat i have nth to talk here..
all rubbish thgs xD
i will find a day and upload my new look here..
i dye my hair....^^
anyway,still can go my facebook to have a look.....


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