♥ outing ♥

monday, 6 sept 2010
outing day~~woohoo~
with chirstine jiejie...=)
so long we nvr meet up and go out alr..
this time...we date out..so happy and miss her deeply...
hehehe....
1st of all,
early in the morning she come to my house 1st..
den wait me prepare everythings den we take teksi to go..
haha...how we dress up?
sexy us..and both of us also 1st time wear dress to go out..
izzit look like go to dinner?
hmm...act, gt a bit look like nia...
hahahaha...
pretty ♥

den, we go time square 1st...
we go thr watch movie...[PHUA CHU KANG]
this is a very nice movie...
frm start laugh till the end...xD
adui~~~funny movie...
so sucessfull to watch tat movie...

after we watch den we walk around thr ...
thn change shopping to sg.wang....
haha...for us also nt so like shopping at sg.wang..
so,we plan to go pavillion..
too bad~it's rainning..
thn we go bought a umbrella thn walk to pavillion..
this is the 1st time chirstine go pavillion..
we keep shopping....
hahaha...non-stop...phew~so tired...
we stay at pavillion take a lot of picture thr..
so funny...bcoz non-stop taking picture..xixi

take a look :-

before i hang out...

how was the look for us? sexy? xixi

me♥
we take a lot pic in the toilet also..
very nice and big...
i love the mirrow so much~haha ♥

we shopping till 7 sumthg...
ronnnie said wanted fetch us bck home..
so,while waiting he finish work and on the way coming..
we seat thr..and start to take a lot of funny picture..
hehe...
i gt put alot in my facebook..
if wanna see more...jz view it =)

pic is talking :-

izzit look so funny?
and she's look so cute right? =)
i love her hair colour..xixi...

haha...so long time we nvr shopping till so syok alr..
and wear so nicely..
tat day wear high hell..
omg! so pain la my leg...

hahaha....
lucky i no nid take bus and teksi bck home...=)
thx ronnie pick up us and send us bck..♥
act,after he come fetch us..
den we go manjalara have our dinner...
[moe de cafe]
a nice restaurant...
haha..
den almost 10 we oni away thr...
den oni bck home...
hehe....
very thx to him...so much!
always spend a lot of time fetch me go and bck...
hahaha...he's nt my driver..
but so nice to let him fetch nia..zzz
hahaha..shh~~~

he's so good too...♥

haha...memorable day...
haha....hope next time we must like this again...
hmm..can i chgs to other place?
ya,wait whn i have my car 1st..
haha!
miss her.....♥

-end-

><" more better ><"

i hope my eye can faster recover bck err...><"
aihs...i miss my eye no pain tat time ...=(
i alr pain 3 days alr..
ouchh!!! ouchh!!
but yesterday i see doctor alr...
take medicine alr....
gt better a bit liao....
aih..i really hate eye pain...
somemore,bengkak tim ohh....ish...
if see light eye will pain also....
so,i need to wear black glass..
adui.....at house also nid so "cool"
xDDD....

eye so pain still write blog..

very thx Ronnie boy...
bcoz is bring me go see doctor...
haha..always distrub him nia..><"

a lot ppl is caring me..
very thxQ....
but now reli more better alr...
this time sick...i reli slpt so long in a day~
keep continue slp.....haha!
syok nia! but sleep till whole body very tired..
act,i need some massage la...xD
hahaha!
aihz......

is time to rest again~~
hahaha!
i reli hope today i can recover alr..bcoz...
tomolo i have a date with christine....
i dun want to cancel it lar...
aih.....pray for me...blek xp

aihs...somemore,i want go shopping ..keke!
tat's all tat i wanted to post here~~
-buhbye-

♥ eye pain! ♥

am i change my look?
i wanna be a sexy girl..am i?
haha....

today is thursday...
i'm nt feeling well...aihz...bad for me also..
i nvr attend to sch..
bcoz my eye pain...ouchh!
i also dunno why suddenly my eye pain..
i remember tat last time i kena sumthg hurt my eye la
aih...make me cant attend to sch..
too bad!

now,i'm getting more better...
but i still cant stay infornt my comp longer~
i gt put some eyemo...
early in the morning,
i reli felt sad...i keep called my mom...
i said my eye very pain,
but she no care abt me..
whn i pain till i shout out tat
"mummy,my eye so pain!"
she oni gave me medicine...aih....
may i noe she dun want care me alr?
felt sad.....
aih....

but as the same time,
alot ppl is worry abt me..i noe..thx guys~
but i'm getting more better alr =)
i keep sleep....take more rest....
make me felt so tired lar~~aih...

i post on my wall at facebook said my eye is pain..
but,wad the hell they are saying me!damn!
even my shit teacher also say tat!
lolx...am i crazy?
how i noe eye pain why wor!
and i nvr watch tat kind of video or show!
dun blame me plz!
i really HATE tat teacher!
crazy betul..

my eye felt tired...
still gt abit pain....
aiks.....i hate eye pain la....
whn slp also nid becareful....><"
but i hope i'm nth 1.....
act,i wanted go to check my eye~
but no time...and dunno who wanna bring me go also..
aiks....too bad! too bad!
i get hurt frm my eye la....

wow~
tomolo friday den holiday~
happy holiday? nope....
sad news for me....
bcoz after this holiday i'm going trial...
omg! i'm scare!
aihz....aihz........
but also is good...can have more time let me do my revision..
crazy on my study~~
i felt so tired and start felt stress~
wad can i do?
i jz hope faster past this few month thn i'm freedom~~
hahaha....


suddenly,i wanted to change my look..
to bcum a sexy girl? mature look...
but the more important is...
i want make my brain think the way is more mature 1...
sometimes,i still is a child..everything for me is hard to handle..
alot stupid thinking going on~
i wanna learn to be more mature...
i noe,
i am a person who let ppl dun like me..
alot of things make all the 38 po say abt..
tat day, my teacher told me...
he hear some whr hear my privatcy things!
wad the hell! izzit he care abt me? lolx...i'm scare..
he very~~~~hamsap 1~ish!
geli ...duno who so stupid let him noe my things..
all he stupid brain think alot shit things.
look like so smart like a uncle like tat!
lolx....
teacher! you cant distrub my privatcy things!
even i have a boyfriend also non of ur business
hate la!angry the person who so big month 1..

i duno why they so free go talk abt me..
teacher say he forget...
i dun think so!

suan la...
jz take it easy and let it past..
after few month i can no nid meet up with the
hamsap teacher alr!


aih~~going bck to take a rest now!
-buhbye-

♥ strive! strive!♥

morning, this is before i goes to sch...
i took some pic and post it here...
Spirit of the poor...aih....
look bad?

- my studies life -

this few days~i'm getting more stress for ownself in my life..
why? it's bcoz of my study...
i need more hardworking form now on...
i dun hv so much of time for me to study alr..
more few weeks i'm going trial alr...dead time for me..
now, i alr starting fight with my all subject...
haihz....i felt so stress..bcoz i gt alot things is alr forgot and...
my understanding is nt really well..
is bad for me...

i get my passed result alr...
walao!i cant believe i get A2 in my english result..
hahahaha..the 1st A's in my form 5 ...xD
so stupid la me....
aihz...but other result still so poor..Especially my BM...
really poor till can die...
how can i score in my BM?
alot teknik for me...but i really dunno how i oni can use it.
as the same way~i hate my BM...
act,i duno why i so hate BM..
but BM is killing me...=(
until this moment,wad should i do? that's it...
the way i can do...i jz can hardworking doing my revision..
and start burning all paper and make a juice..xD
my aunty said:
[Very easy, u write all d formula onto a paper,
burn d paper n mix with water/juices n drink it,
sure u will forever remember 1 ......keke :p]

hahaha....
if can..sure i will do it...xD

aihz.....
finish this week...going next week...
september is coming....
we have 1 weeks of holidays and 1 week for ganti class and holidays~
i have no time to go out actually...
and i have no time to think other things alr..
i jz can cheer up !!!
strive!!! khoo may ling!!!
if u wanted have a nice future thn u must fight now!
no ppl will help u if u get a stupid result..
tat time is really bullshit alr..

today,
i listen to my classmate how they planing whn the 2 week of holidays..
going shopping...travel...
look so nice....but....izzit time to do this?it is great so listen tat..
their holiday is full of schedule ...nicely
hmm...but my heart is asking ...
[izzit nt scare the coming trial? and am i doing the same things?]
actually, whn i hear they are planing their schedule,i was scare.
why? bcoz of coming trial is after the raya holidays..
it's really OMG to me....felt so stress..!!
aihz....how i also cant away the thinking of TRIAL!!!!
aihz....i really scare my result...
whn i saw bck all the question....
tat's really killing me in all subject...
i told myself i wanted to pass that's enough to me..
aihz....can i? ya, hope i can...
cheer me up please...

my gor always called me dun fail my BM subject ..
all my family and my friend called me hardworking...
and...dun fail my result...
stressfull... ish ish!!
even i'm tuition now and i get more knowledge...
but i really need a teacher who always teach me in 1 by 1...
i told the truth is...all subject is killing me now!
hey! all human, dun always think i'm so lazy and noob!
i got do revision...all the time!scare the test all the time!
i really gt strive lar!

hmm...now, is turn to ask myself..
how i plan in my holiday?
full of travel,shopping,sleeping...
free all the time for schedule ?
NOPE!!!!!
bcoz i'm giving ownself a time table to do my revision..
this is wad i'll do in this holiday..
fight with my all subject..
fight with my all studies...
fight with ownself brain...
i REALLY dun hv TIME and NT enough TIME ..
can STUDY!!!
wuwuwu~~=(
i really scare......
who can help and be my 24 hours teacher???
please la...faster come!
i needs all note...
form 4 and form 5 importance note...

wanted play or wad...
this is all after my SPM...
earn money and happiness...hahaha!
i dun have a lots of time stay infornt my computers..
i should PUSH myself in all the way i can!
PUSH lazy to be hardworking!
do some sport to make my energy bck!
everyone is fighting with their studies...how abt me?
yes, i'm coming~

not so long...
i'm setting my SPM....
i was scare.....
tat's my future....it can be change everythings...
how i can get a nice job...
how i can get a nice salary...
how i can slove some learning collage prob..
how i can go to some whr to studies...
FUTURE!
all bcoz the PAPER SIJIL...
i dun want a empty and bullshit result..
even it is jz a papers...
but,it can change alot things...

i have no time to think out of studies things..
now, no one is importance thn my studies fight in my future life..
i have no time!!!
stress stress is coming to me...!
very dizzy everyday!
felt very dizzy~~~~zzzzzzzz
all really! killing me!
i wanna shout out...'HELP'
but no one will help...bcoz no ppl will help u to do the exam..
true? aihz.....damn!
i had alot prob...
family...
friend...
all the relationship with all people...
guys...i wanted to said...
i have no time!
and....i dun care even u'r good with me ornt...
even i'm alone all the time!
tat's a nice prob for me....no distrub...
alone....sometimes..really is good...
i dun want make other things distrubing me...
a relationship in love or with a person...
all really non of my prob..
i dun want get the distrub....
all sad....all unhappy...
i wanted to RELEASE...
focus on my study tat's enough to me...
as kayson told me...
GOD is a best things...be a forever friend...
so,u'r nt alone....
i really believe kayson wad he said to me..
thanks...

alone is nt a things tat i wanted to scare and care...
be happy for ownself..
still got other people will care abt u...
i noe....all is supporting me...

mayling said,
she will try to be good in her result...
she will try her best to pass all...
gv some confident for ownself...
don't break the promises to someone...
hardworking!
studies is now....my life...future....
TRIAL
SPM
coming soon...


mayling nvr break the promises i post here...
gambateh!!!
nth is important thn studies now!

-i'm change-

fight with my future....

认为还可能吗？？
为什么，我又这样？？？

♥ diffrent =) ♥

this is now......the long hair with rebonding alr..

oldest pic whn i'm short hair...hehe
how how? izzit look diffrent with now?
hahaha....izzit childish??=)

gv some comment leh~~~hehehe...

suddenly i find bck all this picture...
i felt so memorable..
but,for sure nt oni this la..
hehehe....
jz look so diffrent with now...
hahaha....
bcoz i'm mature alr...

hmm...
short hair nice or long hair nice?
=)

xx friend? xx

这是以前的照片。。
和最好的朋友。。。我真的很想念当初的我们，
我知道。。回不到过去的。。
我们都要往前看。。。

你，有了感情朋友就忘了吗？
难道他真的还比朋友重要？
明明就和他好回了。。为什么还说没有？
为什么要这么说。。。如果分手了哪来的纪念日`？
真的很好笑。。。
他对你那么严厉+变态。。为什么你还要给他机会？
爱真的让你愿意承受吗？
我一点也不了解。。
就这么情愿被绑着么？
很痛的时候，就哭得崩溃。。。

u noe,u always break the promises?
am i trust u tat i wont get hurt??
i really duno how to say you...
whn i saw you cried...i really will sad for you..
i dun want who bully you....
i keep our friendship deeply..how abt you?
aih......i'm worry u always....
i care u this best friend...
are you still remember last time how nice memory we have?
last year,i still can celebrate bday with you..
how abt now?? i cant celebrate with you..
jz bcoz of tat ur stupid boyfriend...
dun let you out with friend...
are you really wanted for him to control u??
ying yng,
i dunno what can i say now...
whn i saw the pic u with him....
i really noe tat..u'r lie to me..tat u said...no!
wad means for....
both of you are nt together and still counting anniversary?
aih...
maybe for you..this is ur happiness lo...
i also cant do anythings to u...
i disappointed to you...
tat i saw you cried bcoz of him...alot time...
he scold u..
he beat u...
how he treat u....
i really cant accept a boyfriend will do sucks things to a gf..
wtf!*
i really dunno...why u can keep it..
can be ......aih...
izzit bcoz of LOVE?
i think so.....
how much of the love power make it like this?
for me...this is nt really love...
very sucks!
i felt so bad....

suddenly,
i really emo bcz of you...
how much i try to protect u,
very caring....but....i jz leave me alone..
izzit friend should be like this?
i dunno how i can said.....
i jz noe....all is bcoz of him!
wad the hell he will control u like this....
shit person! i really dun like him alot....
not oni me called u leave him...but u don't
aih.......
how i emo also no use...
this friendship for you..maybe is jz whn u need me...
i keep it hard.....
best friend for you...wad means in?
empty things?

ya,i jz can wish u happiness...
i cant do anythings..
and u jz listen to him ONLY

u'r breaking a promises alr...
ing~