Monday, October 11, 2010

the mood

woots!! finally....i finish all my trial exam alr..
syok douuu...~~~
aihz..but i still cANT relax....
bcoz after 1 month, my SPM is waiting for me..
wad the.....nvm....
after spm is really freedom and relax....wahaha!
i'm waiting tat day...
jz few month..thn i can FLY~~~
but...
this time..i reli hardworking...felt so stress..!
nvm nvm....
phew~~
so tired....i really felt so tired...
today,after sch i meet up with chirstine..
so happy to see her..so long nvr meet up liao..
i gt alot stuff told her...xD
we go eat lunch and she accompany me cut my stupid hair..
hohoho...finally...
i go cut my hair liao...RM10
nth diffrent..bcoz i jz cut off my rosak hair nia..
jz abit short and bao jor...
the pic at upthere..nth diffrent..xD
den,after tat we go watson buy my pimple gel...
this is new product...
[nuteen] acne away gel..
i hope can recover immediatly..
haha...thomas and jack 'dai yan'1..
haha....RM10.35
izzit exp? jz a small gel..
but i noe can use for longer...hehe
have a look :-

[neuteen acne away gel]

[mentos] my lovely sweet
thx ah hang buy this for me...=)
this is the new 1....haha
he said always saw mentos thn will buy for me..
act,i felt so touch and very thxfull...
bcoz we has been few month nvr meet up alr..=)
very thx u...^^

yay! so long time no eat mentos alr...
weee~~~*
[ubat sapu]
this is my medicine for my leg 1...
a accident frm my nice leg..aih..
sad...bcoz so many years also not yt recover~
hopefully this can help me...
this is my uncle for me 1...=]
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i very moody now!
why?! bcoz of my MOTHER!!
wad the XXXX
i jz finish my trial nt so long...
i jz wanted to relax few days oni..
watch some movie,ply some games...
but how come say i always do tat! izzit u'r blind?
u din't saw wad i hardworking for?
MOTHER! few month alr~ i keep fighting with my study!
do you saw it?!
heart is brokening...
u noe wad is my feel whn i listen you say tat!
can u understand me?!
i duno why i do all study!
u all nvr care! nvr see!!!
ya! my result is bad! nt better thn you 2 sister!
so how? am i stupid?!
can you listen to me wads i do?!
i'm nt a child~! i'm 18 years old alr!
izzit i duno wad i wanted to do now?!
i watch movie bcoz i want release my stress!
i ply games is bcoz i want release some stress!
how sad i am??!!!
so,i cry?????!!!
i keep fighting all study!!!
all subject is killing me! bcoz i'm understanding!
so i nid put more effect!
but u! nvr saw....
izzit wad i do and wad i done also nt worth?!
no use?! u all jz say i no try my best~
izzit u all saw ??!!!
ya! i cant score A's...but i hope i can pass all examination!
even i'm noob~but i still gt try my best!
eveythings i do fault i jz scold me!
jz gv me a badly face!wad i felt?
i so close with my sis!how abt me?
housework!
homework!
izzit all my fault?!
izzit i dun want to done it as well?!
dun even i listen frm u wad i done in good!
i'm really felt so dissapointed!
deeper dissapointed frm you!
i cried....so wad?! no use!
i'm ur daughter......
can u understand me?!how stress i am....
parents always is devil!
study study study!
non-stop!
housework!!!homework!!!
non-stop!!
i reli sad!!and angry!!!
damn la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if i can i really hope i can run out...
u want me how to treat u nicely?
go seminar also no use for me?! izzit thinking like this!
MOM, i'm nt tat stupid!
i noe i need study alot...i noe spm is coming...
but can u gv me some time to take a rest??
i really felt so harmful....
can i?
please....
i'm nt a robot....
i'm a human......
i really hope i'm getting sick deeper....
thn i can rest in good!
sadnesss
dissapointed~~
-end up here=



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