waiting

darling and me =]

love him soooo much~~hehe

yay~im counting down for my birthday and myfm award on tomorrow..

hehehe....so happy i can go with my dar

thx for him too..

this is the 1st trip for us...

hehehe...

thx jackie gv us ticket...

i think tomolo should be alot ppl are going

myfm award...so excited~
26th march 2011

morning i'll be at genting with him....

night will enjoy the award...

gt alot artis...=]

hahahaha!

we stay 1 night,

thn

27th march 2011..

me and mommy birthday...

i rush down and....i will celebrate with her too..

too bad...my elder sis din come bck...

maybe i will plan for our birthday dinner =)

wow....

so excited actually...

it is tomorrow~~^^

hmm......abot now....

so bored in the office...nothing can do...

clerk should be like this right?

felt wanna resign my job for now...

im looking some part time job now..

and find some job in coming this april pc faire =]

hope i can get a nice job...

tired now...

juz ate medicine...

my sound was so 'sexy' now....=="

ehhh~~my sweeties sound faster come bck lar...

how tomolo i can shout?!

wuwuwuwu~~~~

summore,gt cough and flu....t.t

hope can immediately recover bck all the sick...

tik tok tik tok...

time ar time....can run faster?

i wanna go bck and slp.....

hahahahaha!

@ now im so miss my darling aaron~

he's busy working thr.....

awww......

i'll meet him later?

still dunno yt.....T.T

nothing can share out here..

bored life...aihz....

take care everyone<3

ciaoz~

♥ 珍惜 ♥

我变了吗？

这是第一句问自己的话。。

最近，不知是不是因为天气的关系。。

脾气总是变得很坏。。

动不动就对哒发脾气。。

对不起哦！

我真的不懂为什么会变得那么小气。。

而且总是有不好的想法。。

我怎么了吗？

每次每次使哒不开心。。

我真的觉得很内疚。。

对不起。。

我一定要改变坏脾气！

不然哒就要跑掉咯。。

现在的我，

坐在电脑前正在折腾着工作的时间。。

实际上，

我没什么工作。。

只觉得很闷，很累。。

我好想停下脚步。。

把眼睛闭上。。好好的入眠。。

但是我的生活不允许。。

随着音乐的旋律。。

我敲打着键盘。。

为的是什么？

这的确不是我的未来。。

寂静的室内。。

吵杂的室外。。

我得到什么构想吗？

答案似乎没有一个理由。。

工作是为了生活。。

如果我们就此停下脚步了。。

还能好好的活得更好吗？

世界总是给人们不同的考验。。

去尝试不一样的事情。。。

那我呢？我还在学习。。

想念着你的我，

想知道距离万里的你好吗？

在干吗？

虽然每天通电话。。

可是却还是不真实的你在我身边。。

我触摸不到你。。

我看不见你。。

这样的想念似乎很容易让人留下最宝贵的眼泪。。

曾几何时，我也何尝不是？

难道就这么难过吗？

就这么一日不见如隔千百年？

你说你要习惯有我在你身边。。

而我也是啊。。。

我要习惯你的一切。。

迁就，体谅你的所有。。

我们还有好长的路要走。。。

哒，我并不会因此而说出离开。。

不要觉得我会离开你。。

这是我们的考验。。

感情以及生活上的考验！

我们都要加油！

就像你说的，

世界末日就要降临。。

我们都要珍惜。。

【有缘牵手，就别轻易放手】

想告诉你，

【我爱你】哒令

黄震宇

♥ life ♥

i've been long time no update my lovely blog...

this is how i look now...

anyway,my hair is gold in colour...=)

this picture cant look it out...

@

now is my working time...

for free to post up sumthg special here...

i've been start a relationship with aaron wong zhen yee

the picture with him at upstair..

izzit he look like my bro?

hahahaha....

now,we i've been together 15days only...

is just 15 days for us..but it looks like 15 years alr..

hahaha....

alot thgs is happen and memorable...

argue?happiness?

everythgs is happenning..

but we are very treasure...

so fast, i meet he's parents..

whn midvalley having 'PC EXPO'

lol.....this so surprice he parents go with us too...

i join with he's prents..woots!

i remember tat..he never told me he parents are coming too..

thn whn we going out..he oni said to me tat

he parents join us for shopping =="

im sweat and so surprice tat time..

he told me he's parents wanna look me..

omg...i wear sexy tat day...

this is how i look on tat day [upstair pic]

this is the 1st time and nice try for me..

no try this and join my bf family before..

i felt good...=]

luckly they like me..haha...

but i think this is fast for us...

phew....

after tat i ate lunch and dinner with thm..

summore..i go he's house...

lol.....

and today...

it is 15 march 2011

he mother birthday....

[aunty happy birthday]

i dun hv prepare present also....

omg~now oni told me wanna eat dinner with thm

tonight for celebrate her mom birthday =="

i dunno how i can do with....

so nervous...

start to think abt wad i should wear alr...

hahahaha!

stupid me...><"

this is the 1st time too..

he's father called me join with the dinner...

i nvr try b4....so gratez!

im start to think..

izzit this relation will be long time?

izzit this relationship nth wrong with?

i'm scare always....

but i hope i can do it as successfull..

i've fully book all the day..

this coming thursday my dear sis [mun]

date me go for sing k at night ...

hehehehe~!

im waiting for...

xxxxxx

so fast!

23th march 2011

is death date..why?

bcoz we are going to take spm result...

oww....so nervous to take...

dunno how noob the result is...zzz

thn 26th march 2011

im going to genting with dar also..

for [myfm awards]

i have the ticket...so, we are going to stay 1 night too...

thanks aunty chg point book 1 room..=)

so good....

we are save the money for room..hohoho!

btw,

27th march 2011

i nid to rush bck and celebrate birthday with my mom too

so good.my birthday is same with my mom...

=)

love u mom!

wad present i wanna present her?

yay!my laptop is coming soon...

my mom said she buy rm1000 [office price]

so cheap...

i think this is my birthday present alr =)

hehehe...thx my mom!

my laptop is programming now...

faster la!!!

hahahaha!crazy!!

this year wad birthday present i will get leh..

***dreaming...***<3

okay,

i stop here lur....

to be continue ...^^

crazy

im working now...
felt so tired and dizzy...my mood is bad...
i dunno why....
like easy get angry for all the thgs....
can i stop my job?
aihz.........

izzit sumthg will happen????
wad's wrong arhhhhh......
no mood wanna do anythg...
feel wanna bck home and take a sweet dream....
now so sleepy and hungry...

ouchhh....
LAZY sick is always come frm me....
can bring me far away frm me?
and sumone is lost.....

NO MOOD NO MOOD!!!!!!!


just now jackie kor sms me said tat
abt got 【MYFM至尊流行榜颁奖典礼】
ticket...i felt so happy...xD
again....gt free ticket for me...huray!!^^
this time wanted go thn overnight....hehehehe...
and who are going with me? =)
but the hotel booking make me felt so trobble...zzz
wad the hell ><"
who can help me?


wow~
this week gonna finish~~
10th march...take spm result....
dump dump dump my heartbeats is dumping...
so scare errr......

not enough money use now!
so poor la weh....................










><" i felt i gt abit crazy now.....
stop it here......

hello

harlooo.....everyone...
i've been so long time nvr update my blog alr...
hahahaha!
now i come to update abit la...=)

i'm waiting spm result now....
ya! coming soon on next month...
ouchhh!! i really scare.....
pray for me....xD

my house still cant online...
so now i update at my office...
i now work as admin clerk with shuwan....
a 38 po in the world...she's funny...xD
my best fren too....
this job a month rm1000...hmm...
i think still ok la...=)
this is the 2nd month i work at here....

nth special happen in my life...
i move to segambut alr...so no bus...no car...
let me always bored at home...wt*
ish ish~!! den always work.....go whr also hard...
i need a car leh.....xD

hmm.....wad the next i'll going to do after i get my result?
my life is ignore relationship...
it should be single for me...
this time really end up...
i have no wish for all...always let me upset abt tat kind of LOVE
no more~! is end up....
i have to enjoy a new single life...

i'm 19 years old now.....
old? xD i dunno....but i think i should start planing wad the next i wanted to..
hmm...i think im not going to singapore...
stay at M'sia to learn la....bcoz if go thr so exp for me...
but i wanted to go travel...so now is saving money...
xixixixi......
i love travel .....

the 1st time working den update my blog..
and plying facebook...so stupid at here...
my office was so silent..
shuwan was emo+ing
i dunno how i can help also...
as the same time...i jz let my prob take it easy....
alot thgs is happening...
i dunno how i still can handle...
a relationship?gonna end....
i dunno how i can turn bck and change....
i no answer and no point...
no reason can let me cry for....not worth...
i keep telling myself......but i cant to be tat~
i should wake up act!
end up all the sadness things!

now is 2011~!
wad's for own is importand?
money! life! future!
hahahaha!
act,i was so happy i still have alot fren.....=)


err....i should say tat i have nth to talk here..
all rubbish thgs xD
i will find a day and upload my new look here..
i dye my hair....^^
anyway,still can go my facebook to have a look.....


-the end-

``countdown 4 days``

i cut my hair alr..

look like a child...haha~

weird ehh....

saturday we go concert~

nice^^

have a look..

pic:-

the stage

me and elaine

ah long and me

maggie and elaine

dickson and me

5 of us....^^

a nice memorable day =)

still gt alot pic....

but so lazy upload...

i'll upload pic at fb after tat..

hmm....

i'm counting down 4 day move to new house..

wad feeling i had? no....

hahaha...every night also at thr..

christmas eve also ....=)

tat day i should be at home...

no place can go...bcoz my house gt open house..

hahaha!

i need to help my mom...so i cant go countdown for christmas..

sad....

aih...its ok....

i waiting new year....hahaha!
31th dec 2010....

today 20/12/2010

should be the last day spm^^

hahaha~! congratez for all form 5 student..

bcoz i finish on 14th dec..

hahaha....

my fren today also go take driving test..

congratez to her also...christy..

u pass alr! =)
and,

today i go kepong TM point with my sis...

for chg the address....

tomolo i should go segambut have my 2nd interview,

office work-clerk rm1000 per month

am i really going to work?

hmm...act i still thinking...

or maybe i can go other ?

so lazy to think...

time is going fast...

i wanna starting do my research

for all hair academy...

but i can succuessfull to a good academy..=)

snip?mezzo?hair indeks?shella?kimmary?

hahahaha....

2010 is going end up....

a form 5 life is end....

start a new life frm now....

everythings is chg and make ppl to be more mature...

xD

...i love study...
more thn work...><"

gossip here....

bored...they keep cleaning room...

suddenly wanna move alr..

felt very 'bu she de'

koperasi gang ....i miss u all..xD

38 ><"

just this....

-to be continue-

♥ 无奈 倒数3天♥

感觉像是假期了一般~
考试离我好远了。。。
可能因为隔太久了吧~所以没什么担心了。。
没有考试的感觉。。。
每天呆在家看戏！什么嘛。。。。
SPM考生是这样的吗？但是，我快被释放了。。

考试的期间一直不停的跟着他们谈恋爱。。
每天每天都一直在倒数着。。
考试的数日。。。只剩下3天而已。。[我指的是考试天]
转眼好快就过去了。。
好开心！因为很快的就此结束了。。
这几个星期考试都一直没什么人找我。。
都因为我很忙考试。。都没被别人打扰。。哈哈！

[韩版花样男子]
好好看哦！金贤重超帅得！好喜欢他~~
莫名之间变成了追星族~~哈哈哈！
他的歌也好好听。。好喜欢。。。

最近在看
[我的女友是九狐尾]
还不错哦~挺好看的呢~~~~
哈哈哈！

一直都在看韩剧的我。。
最近都一直想学咧。。。哈哈哈！
傻了。。。。
难道我变成了宅女？
还不错！我本来就是一位宅女。。


好想换电话啊~~~~
我的电话真的是很糟糕咯！！
可怜啊~~最近看到blackberry很像很好用咧。。
想必一定很贵。。
昨天去了电器店，看到了blackberry,htc的电话。。。
哈哈哈！不知道可不可能买得到。。
因为好贵哦！！！

我一定要努力！
我想要用自己的能力，赚到可以买电话，买电脑，买到一辆车。。
我想要出自己的车。。我一定要努力。。
虽然不知道要多久。。哈哈！
但是我希望是在我20++的时候咯。。。
哈哈哈。。。
是否像太远了呢？

唉~这几天都爱发白日梦。。。
今天中午，朋友找我出去谈天了。。
谈了很多关于感情的事情。。
但是我却没能帮他解决。。
说真的，想要忘记一个人真的很难。。
只有自己可以救自己，没人可以帮忙。。
我感叹。。。
认为为什么要有感情呢？
被伤害，也是自己拿来的吧？
为何不简单的一个人生活？一定要有个伴呢？
为什么不能就此单身不选择爱和被爱？
爱情，为什么就是那么的痛苦？
难道这就是人生？经过很多的波折。。。
每一个情人眼里总是不能清醒着。。。
唉~~~~挺累的呢。。。
幸亏，我有点远离了。。。

看着这样的日子，如果不开朗面对。。
最后受伤的还是自己，对吧？


人，就是要活得快乐才会精彩！

不管怎么等待，

难道我一点值得都没有吗？

你就那么忙碌把我撇下？

就这么舍得？

或许，这就是你。。

我应该去明白。。