Saturday, April 24, 2010

``biibii @ baby``

<<< this is our dinner+supper


i have work on fri,sat and sunday~
i sell maker [duno gt write wrong ornt]
hahaha...i nid to cook bubur...xD
RM50 per 6 hrus... hehehe...
friday,this is the 1st day i start work.. wuwuwu..eye pain de nia...



so happy to get a news...
bcoz my baby come fetch me go home nerh~ woohoo!! i miss him so much!^^
haha..my baby come so early....
bye eye more for me...coz eye pain err...



thn he wait me until 9pm....
after i finish work....
me and my baby go having our "dinner" hungry de nia..xixiii...
thn baby bring me to go eat korea food..yummy!
exp Daorea zzz

































i curi curi take baby pic ^^
he is ordering food for us..xD
leng zai right?? wahahahha....























me and my baby~
hehe....this is our pic^^
woohoo!! i like it soo much!hahaha.....
but ugly me...zzzz






after we finish eat thn bck home loh...
last pic whn bck home..xD
baby so tall...gud gud^^
baby,i miss you and love you oo! mwak mwak~
a happy memory for tat day~
hahaha....i hope still gt many next time again~!
hehe.....
a sweet day for us,
i miss you badly~baby..
do you miss me too??^^
i hope as soon as i can see you again....
i miss you_
xoxo
ciaoz~









Thursday, April 22, 2010

♥ 给你的【满满】爱♥

有一首歌让我感觉很特别。。很舒服,很甜蜜。。
这种感觉对我而言已经好久好久没有出现过。。
我把它放在我的部落格中。。
听听看吧。。。。

我听了我很想念我的宝贝~


梁文音 - 满满(feat.王铮亮)
词:陈环 曲:吴易伟

亮:太阳也许会想休息 放纵了乌云
会挡住你回到我怀里的北极星
但你不用着急 我会找到你喔
我绝不会让你一个人孤单旅行


音:天空难免会飘起雨 淋湿你背影
为你努力 我坚定挂上彩虹的心
彩绘所有担心 期待和你贴近(你和我更贴近)

不怕你的眼神会落在哪座国境


亮:有时不安 满满
因为爱你 满满
不用害怕 会明白这坦白的未来
音:失去更勇敢酝酿最醇的爱

亮:我知道我为谁存在
有时感动 满满
因为爱你 满满
你懂得让我释怀并肩一起看海


音:再多的失望 比不上这对白 喔 ~~

合:我的生命因为你 满满~~

亮:时间会犹豫会呼吸会为我们停
会随心跳倒转到任何怀念场景




音:要一直相信你 要一直依赖你(要一直抱着你)
要向全世界放映关于我们的电影


有时不安 满满
因为爱你 满满
不用害怕 会明白这坦白的未来
失去更勇敢酝酿最醇的爱
我知道我为谁存在

亮:有时感动 满满
因为爱你 满满

合:你懂得让我释怀并肩一起看海
音:再多的失望 比不上这对白 喔 ~~

合:我的生命因为你 满满~~

音:有时不安 满满
因为爱你 满满
不用害怕 会明白这坦白的未来

失去更勇敢酝酿最醇的爱
我知道我为谁存在

合:我的生命因为你 满满~~





现在的我,开始了另一段感情。。
在停顿的恋爱中,我不停的在寻找自己的恋爱影子。。
是否我找到了呢?我不清楚。。。
爱情来得太快,走的也很快。。
所以,我很害怕。。很害怕。。你能了解吗?
我不想再次拥有短暂的爱。。
我真的已经没有信心了。。




我希望这场爱情会另类。。
是的,我爱上他了。。我的臭宝贝!
lai leong kam 黎良鑫!!!
想你哦~~爱你哦~~~

pc fair job...^^

our pc fair job ..
this also is my pc fair job...
haaha...act still gt alot picture..^^
lazy upload here..can go facebook see it oo.....
3 days KLCC pikom pc fair...
quite nice!
tat's a gud experience for us...
have alot of memory and alot frenz...
ahaha....
after finish pc fair..
quite miss thm also...
hahaha.....
start sch day,
damn tired la....aihz....
always slp in the class frm morning until finish sch..
monday,bcoz too tired so i no go to sch also..xD
adui...i have to finish my moral folio in this week
lazy de nia..why i keep copy also wont finish geh..
quite hate moral folio now..
hahahaha...
i always do until midnight...
luckly gt my dear accompany me always^^
bla bla bla...act so lazy to update my post here..
so,i jz simply write it...
-end-

Monday, April 12, 2010

✖i'm going faint✖

[beauty on duty]
this is a nice mocie and funny movie..xixii
dun forget to watch it..
nt bad to watch also..

today,
after sch me and dear meet at kepong jusco watch this movie..
my dear date me go for a movie..
hehe...thx dear♥
happy can watch this movie also..

dear alr buy ticket..
thn after tat we go [food and tea] ate our lunch..
wait 2.30pm watch movie..
and we have a talk thr..
it's so many thg to happend..
all i told dear....
dear also duno how to help me slove it..
so hard to make this problem stop it..
they too gu zhi alr...
this is a childish thg..i dun want to care..but hard!
noob person keep talkiing rabbish thg~aihz...

dun care it 1st...
after we finish our lunch thn go watch movie lo...
whn i watching...
my mind still thinking abt tat thg...so sad and so stress for tat..
i'm really going to kill tat ppl..
even i watching tat movie and keep laughing..
but the mood still the same..
but, gt more better~=]
thx my dear keep accompany me...
yes! i need a ppl accompany....

after we watch..jz walk around thr...
aihz.......

i really no mood today!
really!!!
i'm thinking how to settle tat prob
but,what can i do? nth~
aihz......i pray for it...
i jz wanna stop it in proper....
whatever!

i sms to tat guy and trying to be gud talk to him..
but really too bad for me also..
they keep scolding like shit~
walao! really stupid lo!
i very hot! but i jz keep argue with him..
even they really noob for this childish game!
argue until last,i feel really so tired...
jz feel tat this childish game is nt nice to play!
act,i jz hope we can more fair...
this prob is easy to slove..how come make it big?
can mature more?!
if they noob! i really dun want be noob with thm..
not for gud to me also..but, my frenz is nt listen to me..
what can i do?
keng shou...thn wad?!
i nvr saw a ppl like tat... talking wad also no point!


ish ish~~
so hot! really hate for this!
but i must be more patient...
i need faster to find the way talk to him....

i really no mood at all~jz stop it here~

and thx dear today accompany me and listen to me all the time..
mwak! love you ♥


baby, i need you anytime...
i need a hug...
i miss you so much~
my feeling is bad....
wad can i do? pls told me...pls.....
aihz......miss you badly...
nth can chg the prob is alr happend!
ciaoz~

Sunday, April 11, 2010

♥ a date with you ♥

this is a nice memory for saturday..
-10 april 2010-
a date with him.....^^
this is the 1st time jz oni we both date...
a happy moment...a nice day for me~are you? baby~
act,tat day i suppost to go merentas desa,but i nvr attend..haha
lazy also...hohoho...
we planed to watch movie and hang gai...
..kekex...
i love it! mwak!
i reach thr alr late..so sorry
this time turn you wait me..xixii..
we going have our lunch at "shushi king"
nice xD i love it and i noe he's love it too~!xixi
he eat so much..xixixiii....
i think whn i saw he eat i also full joh..hahahaha
after tat,we going to watch movie..
while waiting buy ticket and thinking wad movie we should watch..
gt 3 ppl is selling a movie for us..
[date night] 18ex+
wow~this is 1st time i watch in 18ex?hmm..
ya gua...wahahaha...
i think we also lazy to wait for buy ticket..thn the ppl also sell for cheap..
thn bought it..and stright away go watch..
woohoo~~
this movie nt bad la..
nice^^ so funny....hahaha
you all also can go watch it ya..really nice..xixiii
after we watch thn keep walk walk and
keep stand thr thinking wad we gonna do wad..
he said [ jom! watch 1 more movie..]
hahaha...again?
thn we go see the time..aha...at 4pm all full lo..
hahaha...i saw the time too late..so..aihz...
hahahaha...paiseh~
after tat we go yamcha...hahaha...
act,so funny........bla bla bla..
*skip*
thn we chooese [food and tea]
i noe he dun like to go thr...haha..bcoz last time let him..
em em so long...hahaha....
but we jz yamcha...wahahaha...
we take so many pic at thr too...
let's pic talking:

haha...sumone say i can shot ppl..izzit?
hahahaha...kkc lie me...ciu~*
too bored la..xD

i hope still gt next date xD
i'm waiting...^^
i get a thg frm you tat day...is sweet...^^
nice for me...hehehe...
i start frm next week..i think i should keep working oni..
aihz...so hard to have a date too..
sorry....make you sad again...
but i'll try to find a day again...xixii
dun worry....sure gt chance 1 ya~
but,tat day really is a nice day^^


i wont forget it~
XOXO ~
ciaoz~



Friday, April 09, 2010

``呜呜呜··

这样的我如何?变了吗?
学校派考卷,我的数学尽然不及格!!!
我真的恍然大悟!
因为我的数学通常都会pass的~
真没想到。。伤心!
只能怪我,没做好准备咯!!
今天,我又去学车了。。
说真的越来越没有信心,而且今天心情不好。。
学车的时候一直学不会很笨!怎么办哪??!!
谁能救我咧?哎哟噢噢!!!
要死了!!怎么这么笨哪我~
一直控制不好,很差很差。。
那个uncle就已经教到不耐烦了,因为他一直重复。。
可是我还是学不好。。
【对不起】uncle。。我真的很笨。。
我的学习程度很低,一直很慢明白。。很慢了解。。
一直都学不会,我知道uncle已经没耐性了。。
唉~~真的很抱歉。。。
我会努力的!!!相信我!!
相信自己!!可以的!!!
其实,我已经很怕驾车了,uncle骂我。。
我真的很想哭咯。。。但是只能忍咯!
很想不要学了。。呜呜呜!!!
我的dear听到我这么一说都说不像我,
因为我要放弃了。。。
我是一个不容易放弃的人,但是。。我真的很害怕。。
因为我一直学我会啊~又不知道怎样考。。t.t
一学完回家,听到dear的声音就哭了。。
dear很担心。。所以来找我。。
真是的,哎哟~~~~
可是没办法。。
真的很伤心。。
好久都没有哭了。。
眼肿肿了。。哎哟~~~
dear, dun worry oo....
i'm ok ...^^
miss you oo....
baby, i miss you...
today i din't sms with you...
sooo miss u...
i'm still waiting for you..
good night...
everyone...
ciaoz~

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

``a silent day``

总是觉得,当要开始努力的时候。。
都是结束的时候。。。
为什么?是我悲观嘛?嗯~或许吧。。
最近的生活变得想要独自一个人。。
不知道为什么。。
总是觉得别人的生活我惨不进。。
哎哟~~~
hmm? what's a day?
a nice day?? no~
a funny day?? no~
hmm? what's a day?
my silent day~
i'm jz reading some comic books..thn finish a day...
aiks!
feel everythg is chgging...why? i also dunno
aihz..a relation...from friend and XXX
aihz..what can i do? the answer is nothing..
this few day,i jz wanna feel relax,enjoy..
why? act i also duno how to say too...
bcoz too many thg make me so pressure lar...
izzit everything will me fine??
i think so,if i din't think too much..xixii..
my life? is gt ppl to distrub?
yes, too many cant count it..who is the person i like him to distrub?
i nt yt get the answer act...
today,wan come find me..
fetch me go home and bring me go ate MC'D..
wow...nice...!! xixi..thx...
look like so long time nvr saw him..
but act jz 1 week ago...wahahaa
i miss him??? erm.....nt soo.. xp shh..~
whn i saw him, make me think abt last time he bring me go see
[夜景]
it is sooo nice!
i miss it...whn i oni can go again?
i think it'll be sooooo long..
bcz i cant go out at nite..aihz...too bad =[
HAHA,act is today he date me go to watch movie..
but i scare late so we chg to saturday alr..
am i go with him? yes...hahaha
hope this sat can loh....xD
he same as me wanna watch [Future X-cops]
hahaha!! gt my Andy Lau... muahahaha...><"
i like him....=p
hope can watch it loh....
act,i'm waiting this friday too...
kiat is date me go watch [beauty on duty]
he get a free ticket...dunno whoes 1...xDD
hahaahaa....i also waiting to watch it...
blek....=p
hmm....this few day so many movie i wanted watch..
so sad i cant watch [it's complicated]
yerrr~! really sad geh loh..wee wang wang T.T
i want out at nite..but i cant...sob sob...
whn i can? i think no....hahaha
this year, i may prepare my SPM examination..
hahaha...whr also cant go lar...
i must jia you jia you!!!! xixixixixii
suddenly feel tat,
my result is really NOOB!!!!
how can i keep get a stupid result?!
NO!i cant! i must try my best to do well.....
so, i alr started tuition..
greatz for me...bcoz i wont waste anytime...
i think after this i will bcum busy a bit...
bcoz i will start my job..maybe...aihz..still waiting the boss called me..
tat day wai tuck into a promoter job for me
rm85 per day oni is for weekends..wooohoo~
nice! but i still waiting the boss called me..^^
bcoz i have to noe whr the area..
hey! boss~! can you faster call me for me a job?
i really need....xDD
no money la...
i think tat if i start work alr...
the 1st thg i should buy is a new speace...xDD
i'm waiting..!!!!!
i starting beh tahan my handphone...
OMG! i really wanna throw it far far away!!
gek sei me larrr~~~~keep use thn ....aihzzz
i wanna chg hp laaaa
so stupid this hp..i jz use 1 year more oni...
thn spoil....keypack is poil 99!!!
walao! bek cek de nerhhh......T.T
hehehe...i want w995i =p
my dream phone la...xDD
aiya~jz a dream...oioi la...xp
miss my baby so much oo!
hehe...i'm waiting to see you again!
makz makz...
do you miss me? kekekezz
thz baby always accompany me...
love you oo!!
^^
ahem...nth can write alr..
stop here..
gud nite everyone...
ciaoz~

Monday, April 05, 2010

··对你太失望了··

看着这张照片的我和你,
是否觉得陌生了呢?
对我而言,是!我们都变了。。
你是我最相信的姐姐。。是我最保护的姐姐。。
可是,你做的事情我却没想过。。你。。糟透了~~
我真的不想去回想,我希望那件事情不曾发生。。
我也希望,我不是介入那你们之间的那个人!
但是,没办法。。已经发生了。。
你相信我吗?
听见他说【你们永远都没有秘密】
这让我能相信你吗?
我想还是个迷吧。。
不是我不选择相信,而是我没办法完全相信。。
因为,你在我面前的你和在他面前的你完全相反。。
我不明白,为什么你们之间还要有我的话题。。
对于你而言,我是真的好妹妹吗?
是否你真的相信我?
你不要跟我吵是因为同情吗?
我想。。不需要吧。。。
我记得曾经说过,不要把我的事情告诉他。。
为什么你还要那样?!
我真的对你很失望,很生气。。
为什么你要这样对我!!!!
才刚跟你说完所有的事情,为什么你还要告诉他!
对你有什么好处!!!!!!
我不希望,我的事情介入你们。。
而我,对你们的事情一点也不想了解!!!
我的生活又不要你们当成话题谈!
太过分了吧!!!!!
你知道吗,我已经开始不相信你了。。。
为什么给你机会你还要这么做!!我不了解。。。
在谈天上你可以很假地说话。。
可是,你却没想过。。他会打电话告诉我?!
在试探我吗?!!!
我并不是你们的玩具!!!!
我的事情,我的生活。。没有必要让你们操心。。。
可不可以不要这样对我!!
我比更不是你们的话题!!!!!
当我知道你告诉他我所有的事情以后。。
我觉得,我更讨厌你!!!
为什么你就是不能让我的秘密和烦恼停在你听到的时候!
只是一天!!!一天而已!!!
你知道我跟你谈过很多事情!!
难道,你很讨厌我吗?!!!!!!
我不了解你!!!
可是你真的伤我很深很深!!
最信任的人,原本。。我想给你一次机会。。
想让你明白我要的是什么,让你了解!!
想让你知道因为你是我干姐姐所以我会跟你谈心!
但是,我错了!!或许,我不应该相信你全部!!
【朋友】还是会被出卖吗?!!!
为什么你就这么残忍对我!!!
或许,我的决定一开始就错了!!!
很震撼当我从他口中听出!!!
他说
【你不知道她对我没有秘密的吗?
当然什么事都会告诉我】
我的打击真的很大!!!
思敏!你不曾想过我的感受!!!
我为你哭,值得了吗?!
哭了会代表什么?
我能相信谁??????
你??他???
事情已经发生了,我想不相信也难。。
你到底要害我到几时???
你到底要骗我到几时?!!!
我不是玩具!!!不是让你玩的。。。
我也有自尊的!!!
我觉得没有必要这样咯~
我的事是我的事!!!!!!!
我想,我也该对你改变了吧。。。
我真的没办法在相信你的保守。。
我说过!!!朋友的秘密永远也不能背叛的!!
我说过!!!不能因为他是男朋友就把所有事都说出!!
你了解吗?不!!
你一点也不明白,一点也不了解。。
最近就是这样!!
我很讨厌!!!!!!!
最终还是哭了!!!!
可是,什么也没有!!!!!
谁能体会??!!
谁能明白?!!!
那种很痛的感觉!!!!
baby,whr are you?
i hope you can by myside...
but,cant....phone no credit...
cant do anythg...i miss you...
i'm sad.....i hope everythings will be fine...
but really hard for me...
can i noe whr are you?
crying...i hope can lend me shouder...
and abt today sumthg wrong tat i noe...
so sorry to you,forgv me and her ok?
i misss you badly ='[
真的能过去就让它过去吗?
我只希望停止。。
你,我不想再理会。。。
就这样吧。。。
太失望了。。。
-晚安-

Sunday, April 04, 2010

··【朋友】你变了··

有时,看见照片中的自己。。会有些不认识真正的自己。。
反而会问自己,我是一个怎样的女人?
真的会有人因此而讨厌自己吗?
那又为什么?

最近,总是容易特别想起没有必要的记忆。。
刚刚开着收音机,听到了一首歌。。
心中突然很震撼!因为让我莫名的想到他。。
记起我曾经的后悔。。
心中的酸,能怎么办呢?
突然变得很没有心情。。。
没心情的时候,能做什么?
最近总是特别的想到很多很多的问题。。
我的疑问像是永远也没有停止过
【我的世界,只有我吗?】
【我对谁来说很重要?】
【我是谁?】
我觉得自己快要不认识自己了。。
我是个怎样的女生呢?有谁可以为我解答呢?
或许,更本就没有。。。。
突然,想到莹莹。。
我真的觉得和她的距离越来越遥远。。
朋友,你还在吗?
我不曾想过,原来你的爱情比我们的友情来得更珍惜。。
在别人的眼中我们永远是不会散的好朋友。。
在别人的眼中我们是很让人羡慕的知心朋友。。
但是,我真的不曾想过你会因为他而放弃我。。
你觉得值得吗?对你,我真的觉得很失望。。
因为他,让我开始跟你吵架。。
因为他,让我开始觉得你变了。。
你不是我所认识的你。。
突然想问问你,宝贝你还记得我吗?
想问问你,【朋友】对你而言重要吗?
看见你常常快快地回家,放学就不见人影。。
就算我们遇见了。。也只是一笑带过。。
以前的我们,不一样的班都有很好的感情。。
不管是谁都没办影响·我们的友谊。。
但是,不可否认的是。。你变了。。
有一件事,我很介意很介意。。
还记得那天在学校外的巴士站遇到你。。
而且是我生日的后几天。。
跟你谈天的时候,
你:【美铃,你不用联络我了,我换号码了】
我:【是么?没跟我说的?跟我讲咧。。】
你:【不行啊!那是他的号码。。他只给我家人和他知道号码而已】
我:【连我也不给吗?】
你:【不行啊!他不喜欢。】
我:【那我就不能联络你咯,要找你也不行?】
你:【那就不用找我啊。。呵呵】
我:【哼!我看你啊,如果以后被他伤那就快乐咯!】
你:【不会的啦!呵呵~】
我她把最后一句丢下后,就离开了。。
当时的我还环绕在那一句【那就不用找我啊】
的画面。。我很介意也很在意。。
为什么你会这样?你不知道对于朋友,打击也会大吗?
或许,对你而言。。我已经不重要了。。
你就那么重色轻友吗?
敏姐告诉我如果哪一天,你被抛弃了。。
一定会找回我,是这样吗?你会吗?
我在想,如果哪一天。。你没有了感情。。
而你也没有朋友,会如何?
我在意你,因为你是我的朋友。。
就是那么要好的朋友,但是却不在意。。
每次当我听到你和他的事情,所作所为。。
我真的很震撼!!因为我从没想过!!
不过,我并没有权利干涉。。
说真的,我并没想过你家人也那么现实。。
我想,那是你的生活。。我无权干涉。。
或许,我们都回不去从前。。
总是想起以往的我们。。
去哪里,在那里都有你。。
现在,什么都改变了。。变成没有你。。
想念跟你一起唱歌的开心日子。。
我想,没有了吧。。。
现在的我们,能回到从前吗?不可能了吧。。
那天,我和情计划 i-Vvambx 聚会。。
我想。。你不会出现了。。对吧?
因为你男朋友不喜欢!
真讨厌这个理由。。。
以前的你,是第一位跟我说生日快乐的人。。
现在,你可以忘了也不选择跟我说。。
我是如此的失望。。
你不要告诉我你不会上网。。
你不要说你家没有电话!
更本就没有心!!!!!!!
在你心里,还有我这朋友吗?
对我而言,因为男友而失去朋友一点也不值得让你这么做!
难道他说什么都要顺着他吗?!
不可否认,你还是那么单纯。。
算了。。。。。你的生活方式。。我真的觉得。。。。
唉~~~~
现在的我,对你真的有很多埋怨。。
看不过眼。。不过,就因为那时你的生活。。
所以我不能做什么。。
我想,以后的我们都不知道会变成怎样吧。。
我真的很想你了解。。
莹莹,【男朋友】真的那么重要吗?
是你的生命吗?
我想。。。。。
不用问你,也知道答案了吧。。
我觉得,我很开心。。因为我不是你。。
在爱情路上,我们还是不一样的人。。
如果那天你面临了什么都没有的时候。。
你就了解身边人的重要性了吧。。
我对你的失望很深很深。。
我一点也不认识你了。。。
你就继续那样吧。。。我想,现在当我看见你。。
我什么也不想跟你说,因为你可以把我的东西告诉他。。
我己经明白了。。。
而你,让我开始不信任。。让我开始失望彻底。。
而我,变成不想理你。。
你知道吗?有时候,我真的会特地假装的没看见你。。
很讨厌那样!真的!可是,却不能改变什么!
在你的心中他已经高高在上。。没办法跟你多说什么。。。
到此吧。。。
不管怎样,你还是我的朋友。。
我还是好想念他。。
他在干什么呢???
有想念我吗????
-晚安-

Saturday, April 03, 2010

**Complicated**

i was so happy bcoz i'm start to learn driving alr...
it's nt so hard lar..but so excited..nice~!!
i love it much!!!^^
i'm waiting next monday xD
saturday, 3 april 2010
what's a day? nice? pretty? bad? sad?
hmm...i dunno....i jz noe..i so tired and bored..hehe
today,morning..my fren come to find me and take my comp games..
and da bao food for me..hehe..
so long time nvr see like this alr..
miss it sooo much!!!
lolx....dun think so much..
he jz take game thn away..
i have so long time nvr meet him alr..
hmm..he is nth change..but make me miss our past..
how come i will like that? bcoz the thg is so sad and dissapointed..
[fansu] are you still remember?
what the love he is giving? ya,tat's a nice memory...
i wont forget......thx...
so early..i wake..but cant turn bck to oioi...
yiiyerrr...so tired...
today,i planed to go AEB tuition centre and gv the tuition payment..
after tat i planed to go find my baby watch movie also..
but i was so lazy for tat..blek =p
i jz simply gv a call to tuition centre and as abt the payment...
thn call baby wanna ask abt watch movie..
bt no pick up my call also..
yesterday,
he 5am oni slp ,so i dun want to distrub him oioi..
let's him slp ba...^^bcoz he is so tired liao..
[heys, guys..dun ask me who is tat baby ya..i wont answer]
i jz call him 1 times..but i sms so many msg for him..kaka
i'm distrubing..but...no reply...see!
he is too tired....
and i...after i called him..bck to my bed and lay down..
continue my dream...
i feel like so long time nvr sleep ad..=[
bcoz this few days i also slp nt well la..too bad..
while i waiting reply..i jz sleeping at a time too...
whn i'm wake...it's too late to say want to go out joh..
and i also tired and lazy too..xixixiii...
i wake, i jz simply gv a msg to my baby, but...
haha...i noe he is still sleeping...
hmm...so long..xD
he almost 4pm++ oni wake geh la..
my lazy baby pig pig oo...xixiii...
this week...so many thg is happend..
i hope can stop it..but..it cant...too bad..
i was to tired with everything...and sumthg is happend..
make me feel so complicated..
[am i gv a chance?] this is a question always around me after april fool..
i scare the pl get hurt summore...
a relationship ...it may think much as well izzit?
hope you understand whn i always say [dunno]
so sorry dear.....
izzit my life is so complicated?yes!
can stop it?
always tell ownself...
[ling,everythings will be alrigt~]
i really hope faster can past it...but so slow la wei...
act, i really hope i can dun worry abt in a relationship as well...
aihz.....so many thg have to think...
how i can slove this problem as well????
my life is always complicated...
care so much thg....need so much thg....wad can i do?
i dunno...who can help me? no.....
tired in all the time......
lazy in all the time......
shoult i shot out [STOP!!!!]
suddenly will feel tat...
i love you to calling me [baby]
i'll smile whn i saw it...^^
baby,i miss you ^^
jz stop it here ya~
ciaoz~