Monday, October 21, 2013

♥再续心情日记,感受跟改变的2013年♥

忽然想到这一个部落格。。好久了都没更新。。赫赫。
就忽然感觉想要继续我的日记。。
偶尔,有心事的时候没办法说出。。或许就能在这里发牢骚。。:p

很现在都2013年了,
看了过去的帖子就感觉很奇怪。。不过我也超勤劳每天更新帖子。。哈哈
也发现我也太多男朋友了吧。。(偷笑)
我把全部po过的帖子读了一遍,感觉都很熟悉呢~
好多好多。。之前都还蛮有时间发帖子因为都在上课吖特别空闲^^
不过现在都开始做工赚钱了。。没有以前那么有时间和心思把部落格弄得美美的吧。。
(不过如果心情好也会得~)
记得最后我po过说我在学手艺。。都已经完成一年也工作了两年。。
时间都过得非常快啊。。。踏入社会后还是觉得读书好幸福。。嘻嘻。。
工作了还要解决“债务问题”。。而且,我长大了呢。。
都21岁了叻,怎么就觉得还像个小孩子般。。
说到21岁。。虽然过了不怎么样的生日啦。。
不过,21岁了都有自由选择权(虽然一路都有。。赫赫)

什么世纪了?我还在写部落格?
其实我很喜欢^^可能我就是喜欢说话吧。。
有时候跟自己说也好过跟别人谈。。毕竟自己比较了解自己吖。。
我家,多了个狗狗。。就在我生日的时候一起来的。。
                                 贵宾狗♥

看吧~!是不是很可爱?现在都长这么大了唷。。之前来的时候都才4个月大呢。。
当时还是小小只的。。它是女孩子哦。。^^不过都很牛。。赫赫
现在的她可是来了月经的姐姐了。。
她叫毛毛[momo],一岁,喜欢红色^^
我们最爱她了。。♥♥♥♥♥♥
真是我们家的宝贝吖~~~~
现在的她躺在我的脚脚上陪着我上网po部落格,她oioi的时间到了。。
所以在半睡半醒的状态下陪着我。。真可爱对吧?
她就像是个人类一样。。。我们的女儿,妹妹♥♥

现在都1:45am了。。明天还要上班。。蛤~好懒惰。。。
我也开始累累的,今天虽然不忙但是就感觉懒懒的累累的。。
嗯。。。下个月开始生活就跟现在不一样了。。因为我换地方工作了也换了身份。。
现在还在selayang,下个月就换到cheras了。。
不知道对还是不对。。毕竟很多事情没办法预料。。
也当然在cheras工作了就会搬到那边咯。。就变成和男友同居。。
@#$@%#@#。。。说不上来的焦虑啊~~
同居了,一定会有非常多的意见不合啦。。家里问题啦。。
真害怕呐。。。(由于是跟他家人一起住,多一份担心)
怎么感觉就像夫妻了。。哎哟`~~
希望能相处得很好吧~
至于男朋友方面。。。在一起已经两年4个月咯。。也是最久也最多问题的。。
还是他~~dickson  :P (上两篇都有他哦!)
所以我没在换了的啦。。(害羞`)

超久的照片。。哈哈哈·。。不好意思。。这是上两年的照片呢。。
那我给张现在的看看吧。。

很大分别吧。。哈哈哈!我们都长大成熟了。。
在一起的这两年4个月里。。发生了超多事情,就差点你就从我身边离开了。。
我很开心至少我把你拉回我身边。。更详细的我就不提了。。毕竟这是一段很不开心的过去
其实,我很幸福。。
谢谢你给我的一切,也谢谢你更珍惜我们的感情。。
其实,你都很迁就我只是我都很不知足。。
对不起我的任性。。谢谢你能包容我的全部
还有很多是没办法三言两语说得那么肉麻的。。
就很感谢很抱歉就是了。。我想也没多少人就为我的坏脾气这样包容我。。
不过,话说回来你的脾气也没好到哪里去。。blek
最后还是要插你一刀才爽。。呵呵
而且我们都一样嘛。。固执的叻。。嘻!
在一起那么久了,都维持了一个星期见几次面的生活。。
不过最近都一直常见面。。自然摩擦也多了。。=(
而且我们都一直想要在一起生活,每次我也都只是说说。。
没想到真的要一起住了呐。。希望同居后没有太多的摩擦。。
这也是我最担心的事情。。是否我做错了选择?
他很自信的说。。不可能有很大的摩擦。。><
我担心的有太多了呢。。毕竟家人也是都一起住嘛。。
哎哟喂呀。。以后要自己洗衣服了T,T
他们的生活就是跟我家的不一样。。所以要开始习惯了。。
不过他妈妈也算疼我。。
知道我们要搬回去她也觉得很开心。。或许都不会孤独了吧。。
而且还特地换了他妹妹的大房间给我们哝~超开心的(我好坏哦:p)
房间大了就能摆放我的东西。。好耶!!嘻嘻。。。
我们有爱的小窝咯。。希望不是变成恶心的狗窝 blek。。他妈妈每天都说是我们的狗窝
原因是,我们一回去都很乱。。不过我相信有衣橱了,柜子了就不会乱啦。。
因为我去都是没地方放的。。
我会勤劳的收拾得。。。。已经设计和想要怎么摆放了。。希望和想象中一样完美
虽然我们没什么钱。。不过少少还是有的。。
这星期五是我们的假期。。我们要到[一家IKEA]购物。。看看有什么能买。。
哎哟。。超浪漫的就像新婚夫妻(耍白痴,ignore我吧)
♥♥♥

写着写着,都觉得写好长了。。
时间都接近三点了。。严重了。。。!!!
“现在是凌晨三点钟。。” 啦啦啦~~~=="
还有心情唱歌。。吼吼~~~
好了好了,我也超累的。。明天还要早起。。
明天就GG.COM 哈哈哈!
明天再po好了。。(如果我不懒惰)嘻嘻~
写了那么长一篇“作文” 心情也好了很多…………^^
要释放情绪就是要 写!呵呵呵~~~
那,晚安咯♥♥♥






Sunday, January 15, 2012

*2012*


这是我的他。。

好久都没上来了。。想我么?【自己回答】
现在的生活是如此的充实。。
每天上课,下课。。
回到宿舍总是等他回家。。感觉真好。。
但是,总是有许多得不愉快。。
好久都没更新的我。。此时此刻,谁能明白我又在想什么?
在这里都好久没有聊到我的感情生活。。
本来不选择公开感情的我,现在全部人都知道了。。
我和他在一起七个月多了。。开心?
是否都没想过原来那么久了呢?呵呵~

很快的2012年。。新的一年,希望有新的开始吧。。
华人新年要到咯。。
买了衣服没?呵呵呵~
最近并不觉得有新年的气氛呐。。
好想吃柑,肉干。。哈哈哈!
希望今年的新年有所不同。。
开心!
架新车回乡下~呵呵呵!我家出新车了
*grand Livinia*
接下来,我有车噜。。超开心的!
不过要担心车油费了~

嗯~还有几个月就要学完了~
开心?【还好吧了】
很快的就不能再当学生了,也没有那么空闲懒惰了。。
接下来很多事要忙,要做。。。
我也不打算拿我的pakage学美容,化妆了。。
kojadi loan 抽的利息实在是回让我吃不消。。。
所以,还要另外寻找别间。。
有何意见?嘻嘻

闷闷地,星期天。。。
他去internship 了~~~
我就在 cc 玩电脑。。
感觉上好久都没上网了呢~~【指的是电脑】
第一次,这么没有目的的写下一连串有的没得东西..
太闷了~~~
发现,身边的朋友总是怪怪的。。
性格转变了,有点不讲理。。
老师也怪怪的。。。
别说别人,我看那~就连自己也怪怪的呢~
总是想要停留在自己的世界里。。
会特别好吗?

最后,想附送一首好听的歌~


不習慣喊痛
詞:Cozy 曲:蕭恆嘉

作了個夢 夢裡沒想過會落空
醒來的時候 隨著疼痛 眼眶泛紅

其實不懂 怎樣才算有始有終
主角離開後 默默的劇終 卻不為所動

想通 起了化學作用
愛情的世界 沒雖敗猶榮




人走了可是心卻仍懸空

我不習慣喊痛 我不是只有無動於衷  
也曾經告訴他 我傷得有多重
我能給多少包容

我不習慣喊痛 我的心早已千瘡百孔 
只是我習慣忍痛
也曾想過擁著他 卻(已)成空

有太多的激動 也會慢慢的沉痛
最後只能 慢慢想通

Sunday, September 25, 2011

life...

felt want to go shopping badly~~
im happy bcoz gov gv us loan ad...
hehehe...yay~~~
but wanna save abit...

hehe...im happy..bcoz now dear helping me wash hair....
hahaha.....long time din like this jor...yiipii~~xD
a bored sunday~aihz~~
i jz finish my dinner...pizza hut~
but i mad tat fatty girl~~
*skip*

later go yam cha with my dear~
hehehe....
so bored here...even in blog also dunno wanna wrote wad...
bcoz it's nth to wrote here...
i jz trying to update sumthg oni...hehehe...
this few week keep go sing k..happy nerh~sing midnight xD
EXPENSIVE 9 9~let me noe tat sucks neway at cheras~(near leisure mall)
bt we still can enjoy sing thr~
i love my classmate n my roommate much~<3
hehehe....
everyday also stick tgt ^^

dear friend, i love u all....<3


Saturday, August 27, 2011

这是现在的我。。


好久好久都没上来写了。。。

怀念总是呆在这里的我。。想我么?

我在安邦的日子都快半年了。。这一切就在我来到安邦后改变了很多。。

我和他(aaron)

结束了!这一切其实很突然。。我和他分开了一个月。。

记得当初想要挽留他,但是我却认为已经不需要了。。

对他只是还有很多的疑惑。。

很多的不解,只因为我不去接受那个理由。。

和他的日子发生和好多事情。。往往不一定会有人去接受。。

但,这就是事实。。

因为更本就不能改变什么。。

所以,我就让时间流过这一切变得平淡。。

而他很努力的让我在忘记。。

结束了!就别再说了。。。

关于这一切我只想变成了回忆。。


嗯~~不谈那个。。

说说别的。。

家人,

是否她们都觉得我变了?还是怀疑着我..

我希望我疑心很重。。但是。。这怀疑真的很让人不悦。。

感觉他们很想都不相信我。。

难道真的认为我是从感化院来的吗?

真是的!


而在学院,

生活就是没有变化的。。累~~

总是为钱烦恼。。可否不要这样?

论也还没有出~我的钱呀~~!!

好讨厌政府每次都在托~

做学生的每天都在烦恼,到底要怎样省钱~

怕没有下一餐~也只能挨杯面。。

有人会因为钱不够就要退学了~

很可惜~~

很讨厌这样的生活。。

而假日出去玩,还要省~

怎样都不觉得爽~~

别说我挑~其实我很现实~


人生就是这么多变化。。忽然很想忽视自己的生活。。

想要休息。。。因为我觉得好累~

原本是应该享受生活的我。。

演变成这样的生活好累~

你们呢?

我感叹~因为这一切变了很多。。


-完-

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

change

now,i'm at ampang ...


act, i also dunno...is cheras or ampang xD


i cum here is almost 2 weeks...


i miss my parents , i miss my bed..


i miss my aircone and i miss you so much!


i cried in the 1st week....coz i really miss u and miss my home...


i felt bad at here..it's too far frm my house...


i really miss everythg..


this is the 1st time i leave my house to so far..


live at my hostel...


how scare i am?


do you noe how i scare and miss much for?




but come here,


everythg is change...


yea,i have alot fren....


but thn,tats not make me noe tat better in time...



i remember tat night...


it's and 3sumthg midnight...


i sms for u....i said tat hw much i miss u...


but thn u din reply me...


for the 2nd day u lie me say u stay at home..


but thn u are not..im scare tat day,dunno whr u go..


i scare u really lie me..


tat time! im surprice...


i called me look out frm the window...and i saw u..


how touch i am??


i cry.....i really miss u soo much!!




finally, i bck home on last week...


open a new 1st time memory for everythg again..


i really appriciate tat day with you...






today,


i bck to sch again...


sumthg is change? yea,this is the special thg have to say..


it's alot thgs is happening...


all friendship relation are changing...


i'm not a person who really like to join..


but they are my fren..we are in one team..


how diffrent for me at outside...




alot thgs i have to control myself...


how much of mood i have to control...




aih....


i noe everythg will be change....

Monday, May 09, 2011

me

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Friday, March 25, 2011

waiting

darling and me =]
love him soooo much~~hehe
yay~im counting down for my birthday and myfm award on tomorrow..
hehehe....so happy i can go with my dar
thx for him too..
this is the 1st trip for us...
hehehe...
thx jackie gv us ticket...
i think tomolo should be alot ppl are going
myfm award...so excited~
26th march 2011
morning i'll be at genting with him....
night will enjoy the award...
gt alot artis...=]
hahahaha!
we stay 1 night,
thn
27th march 2011..
me and mommy birthday...
i rush down and....i will celebrate with her too..
too bad...my elder sis din come bck...
maybe i will plan for our birthday dinner =)
wow....
so excited actually...
it is tomorrow~~^^
hmm......abot now....
so bored in the office...nothing can do...
clerk should be like this right?
felt wanna resign my job for now...
im looking some part time job now..
and find some job in coming this april pc faire =]
hope i can get a nice job...
tired now...
juz ate medicine...
my sound was so 'sexy' now....=="
ehhh~~my sweeties sound faster come bck lar...
how tomolo i can shout?!
wuwuwuwu~~~~
summore,gt cough and flu....t.t
hope can immediately recover bck all the sick...
tik tok tik tok...
time ar time....can run faster?
i wanna go bck and slp.....
hahahahaha!
@ now im so miss my darling aaron~
he's busy working thr.....
awww......
i'll meet him later?
still dunno yt.....T.T
nothing can share out here..
bored life...aihz....
take care everyone<3
ciaoz~

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

♥ 珍惜 ♥

我变了吗?
这是第一句问自己的话。。
最近,不知是不是因为天气的关系。。
脾气总是变得很坏。。
动不动就对哒发脾气。。
对不起哦!
我真的不懂为什么会变得那么小气。。
而且总是有不好的想法。。
我怎么了吗?
每次每次使哒不开心。。
我真的觉得很内疚。。
对不起。。
我一定要改变坏脾气!
不然哒就要跑掉咯。。
现在的我,
坐在电脑前正在折腾着工作的时间。。
实际上,
我没什么工作。。
只觉得很闷,很累。。
我好想停下脚步。。
把眼睛闭上。。好好的入眠。。
但是我的生活不允许。。
随着音乐的旋律。。
我敲打着键盘。。
为的是什么?
这的确不是我的未来。。
寂静的室内。。
吵杂的室外。。
我得到什么构想吗?
答案似乎没有一个理由。。
工作是为了生活。。
如果我们就此停下脚步了。。
还能好好的活得更好吗?
世界总是给人们不同的考验。。
去尝试不一样的事情。。。
那我呢?我还在学习。。
想念着你的我,
想知道距离万里的你好吗?
在干吗?
虽然每天通电话。。
可是却还是不真实的你在我身边。。
我触摸不到你。。
我看不见你。。
这样的想念似乎很容易让人留下最宝贵的眼泪。。
曾几何时,我也何尝不是?
难道就这么难过吗?
就这么一日不见如隔千百年?
你说你要习惯有我在你身边。。
而我也是啊。。。
我要习惯你的一切。。
迁就,体谅你的所有。。
我们还有好长的路要走。。。
哒,我并不会因此而说出离开。。
不要觉得我会离开你。。
这是我们的考验。。
感情以及生活上的考验!
我们都要加油!
就像你说的,
世界末日就要降临。。
我们都要珍惜。。
【有缘牵手,就别轻易放手】
想告诉你,
【我爱你】哒令
黄震宇

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

♥ life ♥



i've been long time no update my lovely blog...
this is how i look now...
anyway,my hair is gold in colour...=)
this picture cant look it out...
@
now is my working time...
for free to post up sumthg special here...
i've been start a relationship with aaron wong zhen yee
the picture with him at upstair..
izzit he look like my bro?
hahahaha....
now,we i've been together 15days only...
is just 15 days for us..but it looks like 15 years alr..
hahaha....
alot thgs is happen and memorable...
argue?happiness?
everythgs is happenning..
but we are very treasure...

so fast, i meet he's parents..
whn midvalley having 'PC EXPO'
lol.....this so surprice he parents go with us too...
i join with he's prents..woots!
i remember tat..he never told me he parents are coming too..
thn whn we going out..he oni said to me tat
he parents join us for shopping =="
im sweat and so surprice tat time..
he told me he's parents wanna look me..
omg...i wear sexy tat day...
this is how i look on tat day [upstair pic]
this is the 1st time and nice try for me..
no try this and join my bf family before..
i felt good...=]
luckly they like me..haha...
but i think this is fast for us...
phew....
after tat i ate lunch and dinner with thm..
summore..i go he's house...
lol.....
and today...
it is 15 march 2011
he mother birthday....
[aunty happy birthday]
i dun hv prepare present also....
omg~now oni told me wanna eat dinner with thm
tonight for celebrate her mom birthday =="
i dunno how i can do with....
so nervous...
start to think abt wad i should wear alr...
hahahaha!
stupid me...><"
this is the 1st time too..
he's father called me join with the dinner...
i nvr try b4....so gratez!
im start to think..
izzit this relation will be long time?
izzit this relationship nth wrong with?
i'm scare always....
but i hope i can do it as successfull..
i've fully book all the day..
this coming thursday my dear sis [mun]
date me go for sing k at night ...
hehehehe~!
im waiting for...
xxxxxx
so fast!
23th march 2011
is death date..why?
bcoz we are going to take spm result...
oww....so nervous to take...
dunno how noob the result is...zzz
thn 26th march 2011
im going to genting with dar also..
for [myfm awards]
i have the ticket...so, we are going to stay 1 night too...
thanks aunty chg point book 1 room..=)
so good....
we are save the money for room..hohoho!
btw,
27th march 2011
i nid to rush bck and celebrate birthday with my mom too
so good.my birthday is same with my mom...
=)
love u mom!
wad present i wanna present her?
yay!my laptop is coming soon...
my mom said she buy rm1000 [office price]
so cheap...
i think this is my birthday present alr =)
hehehe...thx my mom!
my laptop is programming now...
faster la!!!
hahahaha!crazy!!
this year wad birthday present i will get leh..
***dreaming...***<3
okay,
i stop here lur....
to be continue ...^^


Thursday, March 03, 2011

crazy

im working now...
felt so tired and dizzy...my mood is bad...
i dunno why....
like easy get angry for all the thgs....
can i stop my job?
aihz.........

izzit sumthg will happen????
wad's wrong arhhhhh......
no mood wanna do anythg...
feel wanna bck home and take a sweet dream....
now so sleepy and hungry...

ouchhh....
LAZY sick is always come frm me....
can bring me far away frm me?
and sumone is lost.....

NO MOOD NO MOOD!!!!!!!


just now jackie kor sms me said tat
abt got 【MYFM至尊流行榜颁奖典礼】
ticket...i felt so happy...xD
again....gt free ticket for me...huray!!^^
this time wanted go thn overnight....hehehehe...
and who are going with me? =)
but the hotel booking make me felt so trobble...zzz
wad the hell ><"
who can help me?


wow~
this week gonna finish~~
10th march...take spm result....
dump dump dump my heartbeats is dumping...
so scare errr......

not enough money use now!
so poor la weh....................










><" i felt i gt abit crazy now.....
stop it here......

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

hello

harlooo.....everyone...
i've been so long time nvr update my blog alr...
hahahaha!
now i come to update abit la...=)

i'm waiting spm result now....
ya! coming soon on next month...
ouchhh!! i really scare.....
pray for me....xD

my house still cant online...
so now i update at my office...
i now work as admin clerk with shuwan....
a 38 po in the world...she's funny...xD
my best fren too....
this job a month rm1000...hmm...
i think still ok la...=)
this is the 2nd month i work at here....

nth special happen in my life...
i move to segambut alr...so no bus...no car...
let me always bored at home...wt*
ish ish~!! den always work.....go whr also hard...
i need a car leh.....xD

hmm.....wad the next i'll going to do after i get my result?
my life is ignore relationship...
it should be single for me...
this time really end up...
i have no wish for all...always let me upset abt tat kind of LOVE
no more~! is end up....
i have to enjoy a new single life...

i'm 19 years old now.....
old? xD i dunno....but i think i should start planing wad the next i wanted to..
hmm...i think im not going to singapore...
stay at M'sia to learn la....bcoz if go thr so exp for me...
but i wanted to go travel...so now is saving money...
xixixixi......
i love travel .....

the 1st time working den update my blog..
and plying facebook...so stupid at here...
my office was so silent..
shuwan was emo+ing
i dunno how i can help also...
as the same time...i jz let my prob take it easy....
alot thgs is happening...
i dunno how i still can handle...
a relationship?gonna end....
i dunno how i can turn bck and change....
i no answer and no point...
no reason can let me cry for....not worth...
i keep telling myself......but i cant to be tat~
i should wake up act!
end up all the sadness things!

now is 2011~!
wad's for own is importand?
money! life! future!
hahahaha!
act,i was so happy i still have alot fren.....=)


err....i should say tat i have nth to talk here..
all rubbish thgs xD
i will find a day and upload my new look here..
i dye my hair....^^
anyway,still can go my facebook to have a look.....


-the end-

Monday, December 20, 2010

``countdown 4 days``

i cut my hair alr..
look like a child...haha~
weird ehh....
saturday we go concert~
nice^^
have a look..
pic:-
the stage

me and elaine
ah long and me
maggie and elaine
dickson and me
5 of us....^^


a nice memorable day =)
still gt alot pic....
but so lazy upload...
i'll upload pic at fb after tat..
hmm....
i'm counting down 4 day move to new house..
wad feeling i had? no....
hahaha...every night also at thr..
christmas eve also ....=)
tat day i should be at home...
no place can go...bcoz my house gt open house..
hahaha!
i need to help my mom...so i cant go countdown for christmas..
sad....
aih...its ok....
i waiting new year....hahaha!
31th dec 2010....
today 20/12/2010
should be the last day spm^^
hahaha~! congratez for all form 5 student..
bcoz i finish on 14th dec..
hahaha....
my fren today also go take driving test..
congratez to her also...christy..
u pass alr! =)
and,
today i go kepong TM point with my sis...
for chg the address....
tomolo i should go segambut have my 2nd interview,
office work-clerk rm1000 per month
am i really going to work?
hmm...act i still thinking...
or maybe i can go other ?
so lazy to think...
time is going fast...
i wanna starting do my research
for all hair academy...
but i can succuessfull to a good academy..=)
snip?mezzo?hair indeks?shella?kimmary?
hahahaha....
2010 is going end up....
a form 5 life is end....
start a new life frm now....
everythings is chg and make ppl to be more mature...
xD
...i love study...
more thn work...><"
gossip here....
bored...they keep cleaning room...
suddenly wanna move alr..
felt very 'bu she de'
koperasi gang ....i miss u all..xD
38 ><"
just this....
-to be continue-

Monday, December 06, 2010

♥ 无奈 倒数3天♥

感觉像是假期了一般~
考试离我好远了。。。
可能因为隔太久了吧~所以没什么担心了。。
没有考试的感觉。。。
每天呆在家看戏!什么嘛。。。。
SPM考生是这样的吗?但是,我快被释放了。。

考试的期间一直不停的跟着他们谈恋爱。。
每天每天都一直在倒数着。。
考试的数日。。。只剩下3天而已。。[我指的是考试天]
转眼好快就过去了。。
好开心!因为很快的就此结束了。。
这几个星期考试都一直没什么人找我。。
都因为我很忙考试。。都没被别人打扰。。哈哈!

[韩版花样男子]
好好看哦!金贤重超帅得!好喜欢他~~
莫名之间变成了追星族~~哈哈哈!
他的歌也好好听。。好喜欢。。。

最近在看
[我的女友是九狐尾]
还不错哦~挺好看的呢~~~~
哈哈哈!

一直都在看韩剧的我。。
最近都一直想学咧。。。哈哈哈!
傻了。。。。
难道我变成了宅女?
还不错!我本来就是一位宅女。。


好想换电话啊~~~~
我的电话真的是很糟糕咯!!
可怜啊~~最近看到blackberry很像很好用咧。。
想必一定很贵。。
昨天去了电器店,看到了blackberry,htc的电话。。。
哈哈哈!不知道可不可能买得到。。
因为好贵哦!!!

我一定要努力!
我想要用自己的能力,赚到可以买电话,买电脑,买到一辆车。。
我想要出自己的车。。我一定要努力。。
虽然不知道要多久。。哈哈!
但是我希望是在我20++的时候咯。。。
哈哈哈。。。
是否像太远了呢?

唉~这几天都爱发白日梦。。。
今天中午,朋友找我出去谈天了。。
谈了很多关于感情的事情。。
但是我却没能帮他解决。。
说真的,想要忘记一个人真的很难。。
只有自己可以救自己,没人可以帮忙。。
我感叹。。。
认为为什么要有感情呢?
被伤害,也是自己拿来的吧?
为何不简单的一个人生活?一定要有个伴呢?
为什么不能就此单身不选择爱和被爱?
爱情,为什么就是那么的痛苦?
难道这就是人生?经过很多的波折。。。
每一个情人眼里总是不能清醒着。。。
唉~~~~挺累的呢。。。
幸亏,我有点远离了。。。

看着这样的日子,如果不开朗面对。。
最后受伤的还是自己,对吧?


人,就是要活得快乐才会精彩!





不管怎么等待,
难道我一点值得都没有吗?
你就那么忙碌把我撇下?
就这么舍得?
或许,这就是你。。
我应该去明白。。

Thursday, November 25, 2010

♥ 我不爱你! 倒数6天♥

历史先生,我好开心!
我终于摆脱你了~~我不用再受苦了~~
可是你真的很令我讨厌,更加反感!
因为你一直都在骗我感情!

原本我有好多的话想要对你说~
但是一旦我看到你,我把全部给忘了~~
好伤心哦~~~
不仅仅是这样。。。
还以为我可以胜任你的女朋友~但是我错了~!
原来对你哟没有好感~~
我看透你了~!我不爱你~更不想要努力的再爱你了~~
我也已经不需要你了~~
我们是多么的不适合~~~!
分手吧~我们分手吧~~~我累了。。。
我们都能乐的轻松。。。。
好开心!终于和你分手了~~~不需要对你有所留恋。。
别担心,我会把你的全部丢进回收箱卖个好价钱~~哈哈!
去死吧~历史先生!!我很你~~~


耶~~~这星期的恋爱日期都过咯~~~
接下来的几天也还要努力的寻爱~~~
因为我还有几天的恋爱~~~
我要征服你们~~~~~嘻嘻~~

不过先歇一会儿~~~
在努力过吧~~~~


倒数6天~~~~~~就完成任务了咯~~~~

好累哦~~~~



好消息~~好消息!!!
我的新家装修好咯~~~
明天家私就来咯~~~~哈哈!
我的门也换好了~~厨也做好了~~~
好快乐~~明天开始搬家咯~~~~~嘻嘻!
今天晚上要去整理~~~
搬家~~好兴奋哦~~~!第一次耶~~~
要开始收拾了~~~
不过,是过了我的考试后~~~嘻嘻~~
会很忙哦~~~~~~~啊哈哈哈~~~兴奋~~!!!
今天的贴很短~~那就这样咯~~
累了,是时候休息了~~~
明天更新吧~~~^^v




我想你了~
你,想我了吗?
今天好像又被你训了一顿,
你病了。。还好吗?
有好好照顾自己没?
好担心。。。。
很糟糕,我却不能为你做什么!
我知道你的心情不好,
一直都很努力着斗争的生活~
但是,你一定要努力哦!我会为你加油的~
往后你会觉得是值得的。。
哪怕你都没有时间,
但是我很愿意在这里默默守候。。
加油!
saranghae~

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

♥ 爱我吧!!亲爱的 倒数7天♥

亲爱的,我知道你是爱我的对吧?
亲爱的,你会让我爱你的对吧?
我因为你总是彻夜不眠的~你是有那么大的魅力~
我为你了努力的奋斗着!
我很努力的爱你~

曾经我跟国语先生在一起~
过了一天里的24小时。。我才发现我不爱它了~
没缘没份的~所以我选择跟它分手~
因为知道我们都不适合~所以趁早离开,
过了跟他在一起的日子我打包着它的所有~
决定全部拿去回收~我没办法残留它一点点的回忆~
因为我很不忍心。。。

后来隔了一天我又遇到了英语先生,
我决定把它留在我身边~因为我很爱它。。
但是我昨夜很努力的想把它成为我的。。
所以也彻夜不眠的努力~夜里梦见它~
直到今天下午,我跟它都谈好了~
以后再相见~它说我们都被逼分开。。
要我跟历史先生好好相处。我泪流满面决定成全它。。
可是我还是很不舍得~
希望它会给我很好的答复~我会把你的爱放在心底的~
你要加油哦!宝贝。。。
所以,我们分手了。。

今天,我要顺着英文宝贝的意识跟历史先生相亲~
而我一向都很欣赏历史先生的历史文化。。
但是我却没办法爱上这样的它,接受也了解它。。
所以,为了不要辜负英文宝贝对我的期望。。
今夜还是要彻夜不眠的爱上历史文化,也要更爱我的历史先生~
今夜要跟它缠绵了。。顿时觉得好悲伤哦~
可是我一定要很努力的得到你~历史爱人~~
你是我的!!!你是我的!!!加油!!




我的爱情节日,就在23号时开始了。。
我告诉自己只能让自己爱它们7天~
这七天里~我一定要满足并且幸福~
我的决定,我的离开我想都了解得。。
我很爱你们,但是我没办法爱你们很久很久~

我,真的好久好久都没那么感动了。。
也好久好久都没有心动了。。
我的心像是麻痹了一样。。
一直为你们而跳动着~会兴奋的睡不着~
看着你们我的心又一股的冲动想要去拥抱~
蹦蹦跳动着的心,因为你总是不安宁。。
你是知道的,那是多么深的感情~
可是我没办法给你一辈子的承诺~
这短短的几天,我一直都很珍惜~
我选择学习爱护你~~疼爱你~~
我不能压抑我自己的心来蒙骗自己是多么的爱你们。。
所以我才决定这样对自己给你们七天~
虽然,都没有结果。。。
但是你们还是爱我的~
我总是为了你们而流泪,兴奋,开心,紧张~
原来我是那么的在乎你。。。
然而,我的努力并没有白费~
所有的亲爱的科目男人。。。我一定要完全掌控你们~
我要把全部的爱牺牲给你们~~
因为我太爱你了~~

可是,时间在旋转。。。我并不能只是停留在一个方向。。
你们是了解我的科目男人。。。
所以,我还在倒数着。。
原本的7天,换成今天的5天。。。。

我一定要加油!fighting!!!





你回来了,
我放心了。
你知道吗?
我真的好想念你,
我知道我不该吵你,
在你忙碌的时间,
我们可以不要再吵架了吗?


Sunday, November 14, 2010

pasted few week

my new house...
this few weekends keep busying on clean my new house..
my dad is crazy on tat..
he almost 1 week also go..
night also wanna go too...
clean till so tired....
so lucky this is nt double story...hehehe
if not i will die =="
my dad dun want find a part time mariyah for us..
he said ownself make it clean more good..
phew~~always clean till so tired!
ytd i also done it at night!
always so late oni have our dinner...x.x"
but so fast,
next week the things all come alr..
yooohuu~~
but i no time wanna pick up thgs and go thr put ><"
my spm is in the coner...
still got 9 days...thn death...
ouchh....i really scare ....
i hope i can get it credit!
this few week i'm so busy on study..
we having a study group after sch...
with my classmate^^
i think after this it should bcum so memorable ..
9 days going to spm..
fight fight fight!
but nt much of energy wanna study~`
bcoz i'm sooooo lazy ><"
ohya!
last week friday,
we go to yes academy...
look out all the collage things...
hmm....i'm going to learn fully cours of
professional hairdressing
&
professional make up
the name should be
[totally image consultant]
izzit so pro ???? xD
but so exp ><"
the hairdressing is at ampang thr...
near pandan indah also....
shella salon ><"
dunno good ornt....but so good..
cz gt skm cert....for level 1 and 2
can no nid the result also can lend the money frm gov
aihz....we still thinking ><"
all depends on my parents~~
stop! now is nt i want to think abt it...
everythings will wait after my spm
wow~~
1 month to go exam spm..
but it jz 7 days xD
so long so far.....
gambateh!!!!!!!!
after my spm....
RELAX!!!!!! YOOOHOOO~~~!!
aihz......
felt so bad whn wanna graduate..
and leave thm....
i will miss thm always^^
tats all....
ciaoz~

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

waiting for

formal in me...xD
ah tuck say....i'm selling insurance =="
xD
wad comment is tat??
it's cause really look alike OL [office lady]
look how much of mature...
old??? thn i should said..omg><"
yays~~~
tomolo holidays~~
deepavali is coming soon ler.....
so fast =="
since is holiday,but we cant gv up and rest in a time
bcoz our spm jz left 22 days...
how sad i am....
then we still wanted do revision as well...
so, today i be the organizer...
to plan for the study group for the 1st holiday on november xD
the very 1st time i be the organizer with thm...
for a group study~
we'll nvr try b4...
a nice experience~
muhahahaa!
i'm successfull to date u all...^^
tomolo should me a nice IM group in pink xD
IMchristy woon,IMmindy wong,IMyenny lim,
IMbobo ng,IMchole chow,IMberry sing @ me IMmaylyn khoo
7 of us....
the 1st time alot ppl for the study group..
we'll wear out class shirt...
surely i'll take photo thn post it here^^
so happy.....
and hopefully we can success in our study
2 sub -math and science~~~
^^
aiks.....
so tired act.....i also dunno why...
this few days alot ppl is getting sick...
so badly...luckly i'm nt getting sick as well ><"
omg omg!
a things tats really 1st time...
today teacher sent the surat amaran for ponteng 1 come to my house..
omg! i dunno leh~~~
so i gv my mom....
thn kena shut!!! damn!!
10 days i nvr attends to sch oni ==
so sweat~~hahaha!
aiks...
really so memorable for my form 5 life.....
hahahaha...
every 1st xD......
aihz.....so late...
time is going to 1am...
it's time to go to bed....
i'm missing someone who so busy until now...
aihz....
miss all the ppl in my mind...
hopefully i can meet thm again....
wish me happy in everyday~
wish me luck and support me for today....
love is always truth~
no matter how,
i'll try my best to get a things as perfect~
i noe our story is nvr end....
good night~

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

``memorable graduation``

sijil~~

i love the day whn we gather..
do you?? =]
this is my classmate....haha...
take by 30 act 2010
our form5 graduation days....^^
this is the first me wear so formal...
thn attend our graduation in dynesti hotel...
tat's nt so high class ...but...
it's alr diffrences~
hahahaha~~
a memorable say with u all...
i really happy whn we all can together^^
including nikey and ah tuck...
haha~~
graduation let all of us felt nt willing to...
but,we jz can keep all the memory...
let's talk abt our graduation..
we took alot of pic...=]
but i lazy to post up here...
if wanted..jz view my facebook =]
the album for fren and graduation xD
after we end up the graduation...
we are having next round...
for celebrate min yi bday~=]
we gt meet up with ah tuck [kua xiao dik]
hahaha~~xD so long time no saw her alr..
miss her much oo...
bcum so leng zai jor..xD
a funny day with thm..
keep talking abt ah kei driving lesson..
i'm wondering how she can get her licence ..muhaha~
bcoz she drive is really unstable...xD
we have 3 car...ah kei,nikey,ah tuck drive..
they fetch us go...
and add 1 more leng lui ^^
stephanie ....nikey chong hwa frenz...
1st of all,
act we planed jz go Mc'd for lunch...
but kua xiao dik...so ma fan...
say wanted chgs place...
hahaha~~thn chgs it to pavillion...
omg! i wear 2 inches heels to walk pavillion~~
how best they treat me...omg~my leg damn pain ><"
but nvm....
me,nikey and stephanie wait thm half an hours
wait thm meet up with us we oni go for lunch at wong kok
wad a nice lunch at thr...
jz go pavillion and thn take lunch at wont kok
so sweat ><"
thn bck home....
hahaha~~
but keep laughing thr...
playing thr....
joking thr....
so fun!!!!!
i really love the day whn all together x)
SO HAPPY i can join u all again~~~
i'm bad for b4 i noe....
but i was apologize to u all....tat's get forgv...
love u all...my friends~
hope still gt next time we can gather again...
and we are planing for christy bday...
after we SPM ...sunway lagoon x)
tat should be a super duper nice day ...xixixi...
i'm waiting for~~
skip for this*
i tape for so long on this post..
i will write the next for the day~
this is all abt wad happend whn 30 oct 2010...
to be continue.......

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

♥ curl in me ♥

1st of all...
i have to said...``good morning``
to who? to everyone who morning viewing my blog..
hahaha~
izzit everyone felt weird why this morning i will update?
hahaha~now i should be at sch...
but,hahaha~~i'm too lazy..
and tired...so i stay at home take a rest..
summore,teacher also less teach alr..
duno go sch for wad err....
this few days i keep slp...
just dunno why i keep felt tat i'm tired~
badly~~
hmm....
this morning,rain again~
wad a nice weather~~i really hope can keep it..
muhahaha! u love raninnie day?
i slpt still 9am thn awake!
i duno why i wanted so early thn wake..
phew~~don't like actually...
thn,i'm thinking tat abt my graduation in my bed...
my mom borrow some formal shirt frm her frenz..
hahaha~~but the size~~~xD
i think the girl is tall and thin la..=]
but nt bad...
should i go buy???
hmm..i think so.....^^''
yay! this afternoon,
i will go time square,sg.wang with my classmate..
christy,mindy,yenny..maybe gt chloe...~^^
i think this should be the 1st time i going shopping with thm..
wish my luck today ya~hopefully can found it as well..
left 2 days~omg!
hahahaha!
my graduation really weird la..
i also dunno why nid to wear so formal..
teacher so annoying ~.~"
nvm....jz oni once a time graduation in secondary sch~
act,i also counting my SPM date!
wad the ><" so short oni..
cut off my holidays~~
omg omg omg~!
no eye can see alr!!!!!!!!!
frm now on~~i should hardworking more!!
hmm....
2ndly...have a look at the pic...
hehe...wad a mature look frm me?
curly hair...izzit suitable for me?xD
:-




this pic i love the most..hehehe~wad do u think?

yesterday i borrow the 'dian juan bang' with my jiejie...

hahaha...thn i take it and ply...

it was so funny.and quite weird whn i make my hair bcum curly..

and i also ply my sis hair...xD

quite fun~~~

but look not bad la...=] just.....i nt so pro can make it so nice~

hahahahaha!

am i going to learn hairstylist?

i'm thinking tat way~~~

anyway,this morning....

i'm bored....i'm waiting for the noon also...

i open my cupboard..thn finding some formal shirt..

but i nvr found...sob sob~~

ish~~~annoying la!!!

this saturday is coming soon..:)

i'm nth to taip again...

tat's all...

i jz wondering why i gossip alone here

to talk my rubbish life...xD

well, bcoz i'm too bored ..blek~~

xoxo,gossip girl....

hahaha~^^*

ciaoz~